My life always used to feel like a comeback trail... like I was in this state of disaster and needed to fight my way out.
Then I had around a year or two of feeling like I was just surviving (at best). And, well, that was up until a few days ago, so who knows, maybe I'll fall back into it.
But I don't feel like that anymore.
I feel awake.
I've been slowly fixing things up in my life for a long time, but now it's just on another level.
Years ago I used to work out fanatically, and I'm back to lifting better numbers than I ever did before. And feeling good afterwards. I can run further than ever before too.
Work's going well too. All three jobs (two of them being small businesses I own/run, there's a bit of stress when they're not going well).
I've got a million problems in my life, but I feel like I have the tools to fix it all. And the energy, hunger and fire to do it all.
Give me nothing, and I'll do everything. ... and I don't have nothing.
This isn't a comeback trail.
This a victory lap. This is taking stock of what I've done, and putting in the yards to get some reward and quality of life from it all.