I used to care. Really, care.
Sometimes too much.
However, after these last few years - I'm not sure when, exactly - I just don't feel it anymore. Not like I used to.
I don't feel that spark in my heart when I should, or that quiver of fear in my gut when I know I should be nervous. I don't feel any sense of urgency when I think about what will come next in my life; what I should be doing to improve within the next month - year - 5 years.
I don't even care that I don't care anymore, I'm just waiting.