i'm thinking now that I should have made a new BLog just for my poems. Ah well. It'll be okay.
Well, i'm depressed again. i'm here. I cannot sleep. i'm wide awake. but I have nothing to say.
I don't want anything to happen to my dog or mom. I keep telling them to live forever. "Deny me the crown and live forever'. I tell both of them that everyday.
To my dog, I tell her how much she is loved, and I name off all the people in her life that love her. I tell her she's needed and wanted, and loved of course.
I tell her she's loving, caring, good, precious, smart, loyal, and the list goes on. I tell her this everyday. I think this is what is keeping her in good moods.
Tonight she's sluggish. I hope she's okay. She's 9 years old. Most of her life I spent in bed sleeping because of the severe depression, chronically severe.
Ah well. I hope you guys liked my poems. I've got tons more I can share if anyone is interested in reading them. Some are very long. Some are short.
The reason I"m here at 5am and haven't slept all night and am updating my blog a lot is because I thought it would relieve the depression if I just came here and typed. IT's helping, a little. I need to get out my lavender incense and maybe that'll help too.
Well, you guys take care. I"ll talk to you soon, Universe Willing.
Merry Christmas to those who celebrate it
Happy New Year to everyone,
Make a good resolution an stick to it.
I have 3...
1. Quit smoking for sure.
2. Work on my being an Alchemist (make lemonade out of lemons.
3. Not to allow external events, situations and circumstances to govern my internal condition.
ok, well 4
4. Lose more weight and get in shape, get stronger.
What are yours?