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November 2

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I won't make it at home. Every minute I breath is painfull.

I am not coping well at all. I am overdosing every day. Not dangerously but enough to make this tolerable. I am running out of benzos but I'll figure out something else. I am taking more every time.

I am thinking when to go to hospital for psychiatric evaluation. My doctor should have sent me but he didn't listen. Now it's much more complicated.

 

I NEED HELP.

EDIT: I am waiting for my turn at a health center. I hope the doctor will send me to an evaluation. 

I can't go on weeks like this.

EDIT#2 I don't want to live anymore. Not like this. I don't know how I will make it to Monday. 

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Floor2017

I'm so sorry to hear my friend that you are experiencing some difficult times

right now.  I hope things get better for you and have you consider going to

the ER to get some emergency help.  I don't know but it might be different

there than it is in the United States.  In the US if you are having similar problems

like that the ER admit you right away.  Hang in there my friend and I hope everything

turn out well for you.

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I went to ER today, but the wait was too long. I couldn't bare being there so I left. I actually can't remember going there I just suddenly realised I was there.

I met a general doctor who sent me to ER. I told him my drug abuse. 

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