I won't make it at home. Every minute I breath is painfull.
I am not coping well at all. I am overdosing every day. Not dangerously but enough to make this tolerable. I am running out of benzos but I'll figure out something else. I am taking more every time.
I am thinking when to go to hospital for psychiatric evaluation. My doctor should have sent me but he didn't listen. Now it's much more complicated.
I NEED HELP.
EDIT: I am waiting for my turn at a health center. I hope the doctor will send me to an evaluation.
I can't go on weeks like this.
EDIT#2 I don't want to live anymore. Not like this. I don't know how I will make it to Monday.