ive pretty much been staying low key. going on my daily walks....spending my time maintaining my yard and hanging out with my mom. I fell off the wagon of cooking healthy meals but im trying my best to at least keep up with my exercise. I havent reached out to anyone all summer and of course no one has reached out to me. i plan adventures in my head that i never end up doing cause i dont want to go it alone.
i pretend life is perfect and put on a smile to neighbors and coworkers and strangers in the store. this is life....a ball of lies to survive. im getting the hang of this game and i think im finally surviving it with out heartache