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Feeling it almost everyday


Joyandsmile

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My heart, feel so tight and painful(not physically).

I feel it almost everyday. It's not a pleasant thing to feel.

I don't know what to say except it's really difficult to bear that i want to die(no, i don't to die. i just want to stop feeling this way)

But in short, i will just say i want to die, almost daily.

I could be happy playing with my daughter last seconds but feeling the overwhelming feeling this second and feeling like i want to die because i am tired of bearing this indescribable feeling.

No one could stand me whining daily, so here I am, whining to myself. I don't have a safe place to vent, nor a safe-and-will-not-get-tired-of-me person to talk to.

Actually, I am sick of talking things out. I am lazy to open my mouth, think my every words and talk to a person who gives responses which might or might not help.

You just got 1 life so live it out! Go and do the things wholeheartedly and achieve something so that u won't die whining and regretting!

You had never did anything and persevere in doing so until now. You always just give up! Please persevere for a change!

You don't change your ways, the result will always be the same. try, fail, rest, try, fail, rest.

Make a change! Come on! Educate your daughter. Play with her. Teach her things!

Prepare works for your students. Put your hearts in. Make good food! Get new students! So much to do!

Don't just keep looking at the screen and looking at what other people had been achieving by using the time u look at the screen to do something meaningful and fruitful.

DO! AND PERSEVERE IN DOING!

GO TO SLEEP AND WELCOME A NEW DAY WITH NEW THINGS!

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hey.. we can always talk. I probably won't get tired of hearing about it. feel free to send me a msg or something.

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