I'm having a low day today.
All I can bring myself to do is sit in the corner of this hostel communal room with my headphones in, pumping sound into my head in an attempt to drown out the madness and unhelpful thoughts that are suffocating me.
Can't help imagining the hour glass of my life, the sand trickling through, wasting those precious moments on allowing myself to be consumed by this crippling negativity. This imagery makes me panic.
'My light is too slight to hold back all my dark' - Lyrics I'm sure sum up how most of us feel, so very well.
I want so much more from myself.
~ A Troubled Traveller