A big thing I struggle with is knowing who I am. 'Finding myself' is still something I haven't been able to do, along with a rather large list of other flaws I have to my name.
Am I an introvert, socially anxious or just feel no need to socialise or talk with people the majority of the time?
Am I a good person or something different?
Things I know I am:- I'm emotional, I'm an overthinker, I'm an over analyser, I'm temperamental, I'm jealous, I'm insecure, I'm anxious, I'm standoffish (at times), I can be loving, kind, generous, helpful, awkward and selfish.
Yet still no real clue who I really am.
It's an identity crisis.
I hope through the travelling we've got planned for 2018 it will all eventually come to light but I've learned so far not to expect such changes so quickly.
~ A Troubled Traveller