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dondi2538

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So I'm still working at Belk. I feel pretty alone there. I mean, there are a few people who I will talk to but for the most part I dont have any friends. heckle and Jeckle irk me most of the time, especially Jeckle. I mean, she thinks she is too good to even respond to a good morning. Forget her. Sometimes i will catch my reflection in a mirror as i am walking by and all i see is a fat, sweaty, very unhappy looking person. I hate the way I look. I never smile.

I feel very sad today, very lonely. I go to this depression group on Tuesdays and its more like a class. The guy teaches us something and that's it. it's not a place where people share and then we give feedback. That's what I thought it would be, so right now i feel like I am wasting my time going all the way into the city and spending a whole day out for it. This is one of those days when I  ask myself why. what is the point of any of this? I cannot see beyond my nose to anything hopeful. It's all grim and glum. I just dont know what i am going to do.

 

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i also have a coworker who doesn't respond to 'good morning' or 'hi'.  on top of that, she's a micromanager.  needless to say, i don't talk to her as much as my other coworkers.

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I don't blame you. This person is a young lady, maybe 25 years my junior. I've never said a rude thing to her, yet she has this really stinky attitude towards me. I guess some people are just like that.

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