Right now I feel so alone, I left to go to Minnesota to visit my sponsor and since I came back all my friends and people closest to me have been somewhat ignoring me. They have barely said 3 words to me. They act like I don't exist. It hurts so much because these individuals I opened up and put my walls down and now its like it doesn't matter. It reminded me of why I isolate myself, and stay away from others, because if I do then I can't get hurt. If I don't get hurt then I won't feel this way. I just don't know what to do especially now because my anxiety and paranoia has been getting worse, and with my sponsor 1,666 miles away from me its even harder to deal with everyday things.