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How do you forget?



This is kind of a continuation from the other day.

How do you forget someone? How do you erase someone from your memories? My memories of someone I loved so very much keep coming back, I want them gone. I want to poor them out into a drain to be gone for ever never to be seen again. What use to be great memories, are now sour and bitter. I have begged them to stop and go away, to no avail. They have brought me to tears they cause so much pain they hurt so much. I have tired talking about them all that did is make them worse it did not help. When they appear in my dreams that just makes it worse, then you have no places to hide it makes it so much harder to deal with. Please make them stop, make her go away. Because of them I want to die to make them go away. If I was a stronger man I could deal with them, but I am not I am a weak emotional coward. I look around and see so many people who are better then me. Who live better lives. Who have loved ones. My life or my death will affect no one. I want the pain to stop, I want to stop.

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Hey zdude954, I'm sorry that your having trouble with memories that you just want to go away. I know full well were you are coming from. I once loved someone very dearly and we were just the perfect match for each other and I just took it for granted that I was going to spend the rest of my life with her. We had some really good times together so I have a lot of good memories. But my selfish desires got in the way. I was strung out on drugs and my severe depression finally pushed her away from me. It is one of the worse regrets in my life. I still think about her and what I lost all the time. She comes into my nighttime dreams so very often, I wake with even worse depression and anxiety than when I went to bed. I will never have her back in my life so yes, I too would be very relieved if these memories would just go away and let me be. As great as the memories are they serve no purpose in my life other than to remind me of how I screwed up things and what I lost. I wish I could tell you something that would help but I just don't know man...Be Good to Yourself... 

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