I'm tired of not understanding, of going round in circles, but saying not a thing. I've had enough of the constant struggle to learn this, understand that, all the while having another list of things I've still got to do. I'm just tired, worn down and exhausted from the constant whirring of consciousness, thinking and questioning. I'm done with it all, I want it to stop, to end, to finish.
Exams, university applications, life, is all just getting a little too much, but not. You wouldn't admit it then, you won't admit it now. You'll just keep plodding at a rate that means you'll never quite get to where you want to be and then you'll regret everything. Always.