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It's been four days.

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So it has been 5 days without any responds. I saw her once and we talked but she acted as if nothing had happened.  I'm over that now or getting over that. Instead of getting stuck on this issue I decided I tried to be honest and it didn't work out for me. But I realized something. I only said something because I was tired of being a liar about how I felt. Then I realized one of the things that gets me down the most is putting on a happy face everyday. I don't need to pretend to be happy everyday. Most days I'm not happy and I'm not miserable I'm just there. I fake a million smiles and laughs. if I stop and decide to just be me I can relax and deal with much less stress. I'll see how it goes. 

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Beco --- I am sorry she acted as though nothing had happened when you had poured your heart out and lay it on the line. Maybe she's just not the right person for you after all? I am glad you are being more of yourself..... it is so much easier than to just fake your way through life with a smile and laughs all the time. You don't have to be anything for anyone.... you are great just the way you are! :hugs:

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