So it has been 5 days without any responds. I saw her once and we talked but she acted as if nothing had happened. I'm over that now or getting over that. Instead of getting stuck on this issue I decided I tried to be honest and it didn't work out for me. But I realized something. I only said something because I was tired of being a liar about how I felt. Then I realized one of the things that gets me down the most is putting on a happy face everyday. I don't need to pretend to be happy everyday. Most days I'm not happy and I'm not miserable I'm just there. I fake a million smiles and laughs. if I stop and decide to just be me I can relax and deal with much less stress. I'll see how it goes.