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Really Living ?

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Lady Mozzer

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Living in this state is hard.I sometimes feel like I`m dead inside.I really don`t feel alive.I am this empty shell that just exists and just takes up space.What kind of person was I before this?Sometimes I can`t even remember what kind of person I was before.I wonder why I was put on this planet.What am I meant to do?I just feel so worthless sometimes.

I am grateful for the things I do have.I just wish I could enjoy things more.Even things that used to make me happy don`t seem to anymore.I feel like I`m living inside a grey world where colors don`t exist anymore.I feel I have no purpose in this life.I don`t know which is worse feeling extremely sad or feeling nothing at all.I`m so empty inside. I don`t really talk about this...I mean my family knows I`m ill but I don`t talk about my actual feelings.I`m just not good at that.I smile and I pretend that I`m okay.But I`m not okay.I feel horrible inside.I`m finding it more and more difficult to get through life this way.I just wish it was getting better but it seems to be going in the opposite way.I`m tired.

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Yeah I have clinical depression also and it wore me out trying to feel good when I didn't. I just let them know the truth if they don't believe it's real thats there problem I am not treying to cover it up and I feel less anxios..

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Lady Mozzer,

I have thought this for some time (like that means anything?) but just wanted you to know that for what you have said, for what you haven't and for never blaming anyone for it, I hope you get everything good in life you deserve!

Life and other things are pulling me away from this place so, if I never write another thing, I at least needed to say that much.

XO

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On 7/17/2016 at 4:07 AM, Gisele said:

Lady Mozzer,

I have thought this for some time (like that means anything?) but just wanted you to know that for what you have said, for what you haven't and for never blaming anyone for it, I hope you get everything good in life you deserve!

Life and other things are pulling me away from this place so, if I never write another thing, I at least needed to say that much.

XO

Thanks Gisele.Thanks for saying that.

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