I possibly did the most ******** mistake of my life so far. I'm too embarrassed to tell what it was. Actually I made a lot of mistakes, but one mistake took the cake. I was scammed 2k. And it was the stupidest thing I've ever done. No normal person would've been scammed that way. Why am I like this? Why am I alive. Why can't I **** myself? There's no point in letting a person like me to live.
The good thing that comes out of this is that I'm gonna give money to my brother and parents. It's money that I've earned, but if I do stupid mistakes like this, what point is there to have money? I will just spend it on something stupid or be scammed in the most obvious way possible. But I have Asperger's. I'm so easily manipulated. I hate myself.