My BF is a selfish man-child.

He still has those things which I love him for...

But now they are getting overshadowed by all the immaturity he is hiding behind.

He is so scared of feeling guilty and taking responsibility for the mistakes he has done that he is doing so many more in the process....

And I feel foolish and weak that I am not walking away from this hopeless self-harming cycle.

I wish he had the ability to understand the true meaning of Love and Care...

I wish he was capable of being in a relationship.

I get so mad but at the same time understand all his issues and behavior as well...

I really hope things would get better soon... even if that means with or without him in my life...