I'm so lonely. I would like to have a girlfriend. I've realised that my ex-gf and I are prolly never getting back together. The thing that sucks is that if she wanted to get back together again I prolly would be fine with it cos I'm such a doormat. I would just like to be with someone though. But no-one wants me. Who would want me? No-one.
I have no purpose in life right now. I guess my goal would be to find someone good and have a kid/kids, but that seems so impossible right now. I am kinda sick so I don't often leave the house and when I do, I just don't make contact with anyone. No-one initiates contact with me and I don't wanna initiate anything.
I guess if I really have to think of the positives, I have a cat and that's pretty fun. Also Kanye West is maybe gonna release an album soon. But maybe it's actually gonna be till 2016, so that's really frustrating. He just keeps delaying it.