So today I pulled out my trusty blades they made me feel better than I have in a long time.
I had a small od on my orlanzapine I just wanted to sleep it was 430 in the morning. I just slept it off I feel like I'm falling and my cm is away till march. I have a replacement but it's not the same.
I'm tied and alone it's hard going and sometimes I miss P so much but everyone keeps telling me I need to be kind to myself as I just left an emotional abusive relationship.......I still don't know if I believe that.
I'm trying at life but feel I am failing