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Break-Up

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qwerty21

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So my gf left me to be with another guy. I cut myself so that it bled a tiny bit, but still very superficial. Might develop a scar though. I just see no point in living. I might cut myself again and maybe strike a major artery, not likely though. She told me she'd be my friend still, and I actually maybe do want that. I just want someone to be with me, not be all alone. I don't even miss the sex that much, like I feel like I could just live with her and enjoy her company. But it's gone now. In a couple of days I should get Football Manager 2015 so I can play that 24/7. I guess there are things I can do to keep me busy till the end of my life, for example if I started watching all the TV-shows that have been made.

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Hi gwerty,

I am so sorry to hear that. Though your situation is a bit different, I've been rejected before and I know the pain that comes along with it. I know it hurts soo soo SOO much right now and I know how cliche it is to read this but there are other women out there. Your life isn't defined by this one person although right now it feels as if it is. If you're ok with just being her friend and can accept just that then you can try. I personally don't know if being around her is the best move, at least at this time. I say that because you might be hurting yourself subconsciously hoping for more out of the relationship. Do you have any friends you can hang out with and do things with? If not, maybe you can make some friends by joining a club or something of that nature.

Wishing you nothing but the best,

BryBry

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Thanks for the advice BryBry. I think it's a good idea that I shouldn't be her friend even. Now she just disappoints me with promising to come visit, but most of the time she doesn't. I don't have any friends and I spend all my time alone in my apartment. Or actually with my cat. I can't really leave the house because of my disease. So yeah I'm gonna try to break all connection with her now.

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And right after I wrote my post above, I discovered that my cat had peed outside her litter box at least twice. She has had pee problems for her entire life. Maybe I have to have her put down so I would lose her too :'(

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