Here's my introduction: http://www.depressionforums.org/forums/topic/103340-im-depressed/
So I took pretty much the entire last month off from poker cos I was in a really bad condition mentally and physically, and I still am. I played today though and it wasn't so bad, it didn't feel terrible to play. I ended up down though, that always sucks. I am a little worried that maybe I'm not profitable in the long run, but this year has gone really well. And I know there are skeptics, but like really, like 15% of poker players are profitable cos they're better at it than others. I'm sorry about this off-topic, it's just that at least in my country people are so ignorant.
I still haven't got the medicine for the bacteria. I have scheduled a phone appointment to my birthday, which is soon. Nurse will call and maybe I can get the medicine that same day. Also my mom's gonna make chocolate cake for my birthday prolly.
Right now I just feel so bad still. I have to play at least on 20 of the 31 days this month to like retain my rakeback status in poker. I hope I can do it.