I'm a stupid pathetic loser that will never amount to anything and I'm just a burden on my family. I wish I could die but I don't want to ruin other peoples lives.
I've been trying to work on making some software but I'm so dumb I can't understand how to do it. I know I should go back to working casually but I know that if I was working some miserable job I would just quit anyway as I wouldn't be able to handle it.
I'm just tired of living I don't want to exist, every morning I wake up disappointed that I'm still alive.