Another year, another opportunity. Whether that opportunity will lead to success or failure is an unknown. Whether i grab that opportunity or let it slip through my fingers like sand is also something I can't predict at this time. The only thing I truly know is this: time doesn't stand still. It is the only thing I know to be constantly in flux. Ironically, it never quite feels consistent. Sometimes it runs, sometimes it crawls, sometimes it lurches at an agonizingly slow pace. It seems to slow to a death march when I am most in need of a fast waltz. Then, it jets off like a cheetah when I want to stop and enjoy my moment in the sun.
I suppose it feels like another year has passed. Looking back on it now, I can't seem to locate any great moments that defined it. For the most part, it was largely a disappointment. Or, maybe I should say that I disappointed myself? In 365 days, I missed an opportunity to really turn things around for myself. In fact, things seem to be getting worse. Will the next 365 bring any real change? That's up to me, I guess. Time will tell.