Who am I? In my thoughts I am this person that has no idea how to be happy so I'm straying away from people. I try to hide that person. I don't go out with people because I can't hide well my bitterness and hatefulness, my cynicism and my negative view on lots of matters. I will always get angry or cause an argument. All I do is alcohol and bring everyone down with me. I'm no good for myself and for other people. I don't know how to be any different. I don't think any therapy or medicine can cure me from myself.