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I Should Be Back In The Hospital Right Now

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jeff70

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For the past 2 nights, I have been struggling with suicidal thoughts - again. When I got to the point of having a well-developed plan, the only flaw of which is that it requires me to do something I physically can't do (drive), I realized it was time for another hospital visit. It's for a trivial reason that I'm not there: I have tickets to a concert next week, and I don't want to miss it. Hopefully that's also enough to keep me safe for the next week. It may not seem like much, but I've been waiting a long time for this concert. If that's enough to keep me alive, I clearly need to start going to more concerts.

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That concert sounds great. I'm doing a similar thing with going clubbing on friday lol. it's just something to look forward to.

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just reading through your blog, did you and your gf break up?

No. We live together, and she's a big part of why I don't want to miss the concert.

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great...it just seemed from your past posts that shes been extraordinarily supportive.

im glad you still have that.

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