How are all of you doing?
I've been having a good normally but rough emotionally time lately. Mostly because of rumors about my boyfriend and I at his work. It's making me so depressed and annoyed and frustrated that they are even talking about me behind my back and these are girls that are supposed to be my friends but aren't really apparently not with the shady drama queen way they have been acting lately. There were rumors started by this one girl because when I was at work my bf went to hang out with a mutual friend who is a girl and they went to this family get together thing down the road together(just a casual party). This other girl was mad she was not invited and has been on the rampage trying to convince me that something is going on when I know in my heart it isn't it's ok and I honestly think she's just jealous she's not getting all the attention from him anymore as a friend and is determined to mSke everyone feel miserable because of it. She said they were making inappropriate jokes at work with eachother but she's says much worse things to Him and is currently sleeping with a guy who she's pretty sure has a girlfriend and has blown her off multiple times and hurt her and is using her as a booty call along with sleeping with a few other guys too which is ok (besides the gf part) so I should be more worried about her! She's not one to judge and incinuate right now! And she's told everyone she knows about it and totally embarrassed me and her and my other "friend" are saying horrible things behind my back blatantly making up lies and spreading them and saying horrible things like I'm too soft I'm weak for not doing anything when their is literally nothing going on they have no proof at all and I trust the girl their blaming way more than them right now lol and that maybe he would be more interested in sex with me if I had more confidence and lost weight which is sooo mean and rude and I cried for an hour tonight when I heard one of them had said that I have more self confidence and respect and take care of myself better than both of them put together! How dare they they obviously don't know me at all and aren't good friends or ppl if there going to act this way, both say they have my best interests at heart and are trying to help yet neither have reached out to me except to scare me and spread more fAlse rumors about Him one girl has literally nit said a word about this to my face at all abd now wants us all to have a fun sleepover which someone told me a while ago might be a plan to corner the girl and confront her about all this and embarrass me which is horrible. I just don't know what to do about all this I think they think it's a funny soap opera and the ppl involved don't actually exist or have feelings when we do and it hurts and it is literally bullying. I'm going to ignore it for now and avoid them for awhile hopefully and just relax because I don't need or deserve this mean drama it's none of their business and if ur gets worse or keeps going on in going to have to report them somehow and get help because there literally spending all day everyday talkin about me and saying "helpful" but really mean things and jn suck of it real friend wouldn't talk behind my back and would sit down and comfort me if they really thought their was something to worry about which their isn't so I'm not going to bother with it all right now lol it's not worth the headache and the hurt
What do you guys think I should do?
Thanks for listening as always