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Sometimes A Man Is Not All You Need

And if I only could have figured that out so much sooner. But I remember it to the day when I as a lonely college freshman gushed to my mother about how sad and lonely I was being so many miles away. I believe really my only purpose for going to a school so far away was to get away from the saddness and chaos of my home life. I thought if I pushed my self to be out on my own I would just renew myself and find all the right friends, make all the great choices and I could be this completely dif

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Not Feeling So Well

Its been 2 weeks since I've been home from my surgery, I stayed in the hospital for about 3 days, it was supposed to be for 2 but i got an infection in the hospital and so they monitored me for another night. The first 2 nights home was rough I couldn't sleep at all because of the pain and the infection. I finally called my doc and she prescribed some things that did help. Its really boring sitting at home all by myself all day long, i'm staying with my family which does help but they usuall

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I Will Not Be Defeated

I have been giving a lot of thought to the things that I have been going through and what it means to me. Before I was feeling so badly health wise I have been struggling with my mental health. I have felt so much darkness and depression because I simply did not feel like I didn't deserve to be happy. Now I am challenged with physical pain and a mountain of debt and no finances. And you know what? I feel stronger than ever now because I realize that I have the strength of my mind to work to

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Falling Deeper

I can't say that I am not dissapointed about how this week has been going so far. I am really trying to be strong and not let myself get so depressed but I am just so overwhelmed at the moment. The thing is I am at the time working in an auto-parts factory. I took the job because i wanted to go back to school and in this small town, a factory job pays better than working at some little office, plus the hours were more accomodating to my school schedule which makes it hard to even work a 9-5. W

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And I Was Doing So Well

I couldn't take it anymore, I didn't take my pain pills today and opted to take my Lexapro. I really need it because the ending of the holidays are giving me the blues. I feel very anxious and overwhelmed with what is going on right now and I just feel like I don't know where to begin with getting everything financial and healthwise in order. This all just hit me so quickly and I don't know what to do. I have to get my medical insurance together and dealing with insurance is so frustrating,

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Uterus, Fibroids And Bears Oh My!!

.....Well, all except for the Bears part. :tongue: But seriously. I found out today that I have 2 very large Uterine Fibroids. About 6-7 months ago I was laying down and I felt this little lump on my lower left abdomen. I thought it was nothing, maybe that my bladder was full or something. I paid it no mind and forgot about it. 1 month later I start gaining weight but only in my stomach I thought I was just getting fat so I started dieting like crazy only to end up gaining 20 pounds :sad:

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What Am I Doing Up This Late? 1st Entry December 2nd

*created December 2nd 2007, but published Dec 17th* Well i've been wired from drinking too much Yerba Mate Chocolate all day long. Its so darn good I couldn't help it and now the consequences... Well, I'm really proud of the responses that I got for my thread ' im starting to feel a lot better' because it feels good to know that there are others out there who are struggling with the same problems that you have and its always good to encourage each other. I feel really confident on this for

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In Need Of A Guardian Angel

Right now I am humbling myself, my family is in a situation right now where I am feeling very sad and depressed for the well being of my nephew. He's only 9 years old and he's being subjected to some terrible times. He is living in an abusive household and we just want so much to have him here but it seems like it is going to be a struggle. THere is a meeting planned for my parents and his mom to talk to child services in counseling. I feel so bad for him, he doesn't want to go back to his h

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