Now that I figured out what to do with my life path number, it hasn't been stalking me everywhere I go and it's now a new number that has to do with balance.
Karmic justice. Phew.
I did a past life reading that supports my past life regression vision. Supports my theory on a major fear that I have in life as well as my kid's severe aversion to a specific thing.
Things are becoming so clear. My recent breakdown was all part of my awakening. It started last fall. Was a yoyo journe
Dad came to me after my request and hypnosis routine. He sent me numbers that break down to my life path numbers. *sigh*
13 (Death Card) and 4 (The Emperor Card). I do know what my life purpose is and I was also a healer in my past lives but I don't want to end what I feel I'm supposed to end in this life. I've come too far and worked on that part of my life.
The Universe doesn't owe me squat, I know, but I the mere human in me still believes a karmic reward is in order lol.
Today it is time to start channeling again. Yesterday's meditation did wonders. So many synchronicities and signs.
Last night's dreams were full of things to address. I was blocked because I was blocking. I wasn't listening.
I woke up to a request today. Was amazing. So I can help someone today too.
First step look at the dreams, meditation and collective readings then help her.
It's time to turn things around now. The promised transformation is happening. I like this pr
After all the time I gave. Away from my family. I even put them before my job, risking my business. And now I apparently don't deserve to get help.
Funny how things work.
I was never good enough was I?
It's coming. Maybe.
I was slated for age 70. 22 years is a bit to wait. But I have been asking Spirit to take me sooner.
I haven't even been giving readings anymore. Giving readings and helping people always helped me. My clairaudience is quieting down though.
My dreams are prophetic. I haven't meditated on some of them yet so at this point I am unsure of it's an awakening/transformation or a literal death.
I am meeting with a urologist in 2 months. So it's possible that Spi
Yeah, not meant for me
Leave what no longer serves me?
Spirit says die alone
Tell me dear Spirit
Why was it given at all
Oh the damned contract?
The one signed in blood?
Or tears from my tired soul?
When sent to this hole
My soul is tired
Spirit please make it stop now
Have I not learned yet,?
Past life regressions
Showed me so much that was done
That no one should see
Why give me this
I wasn't listening. Something I have always been proud of is I could do readings on myself objectively. I should work on opening up and developing my clairaudience more and get my other clairs past their infancy stage.
At least I am able to help other people but who is going to help me? All I have ever wanted in this life isn't meant for me. The cards told me. My dreams as well. Spirit doesn't want me to have what I want.
I THINK im seeing what my life purpose is but it's still prett