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Know

Know that you are not invincible know that you are not special know that it’s okay. you don’t have to do something right away and always  give it some time give it some space let things be  forgive and forgive  find things to be grateful for.

JJayy

JJayy

 

Possibility

Trying to reinvent my life and chip away my old conditioned being may be hard and take longer.  But I wanna believe that it’s possible. ive done it before and maybe this time it may take longer.  I don’t know. but I wanna believe that it’s still possible and it’s worth it.  One pile of mud at a time. 

JJayy

JJayy

 

Crawling

I don’t know.  I see this year to be no breeze. I want to look at it as opportunity. Put a meaning to it, so I don’t perceive it as all negative.  I get constantly knocked down. Sometimes pretty hard.  Maybe this is a phase I must go through that will reveal all the suffering, pain, vulnerability, insecurity, fear, and weakness, that I never really dealt with but covered them up with superficialility.  So it can be the big opportunity to finally face it. But I kept on ru

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JJayy

 

Mad-ness

Yep I’m mad at everything. All seems unfair to me. How unlucky and unfair this world is. I’m always right. I’m always the victim. How dare you. You are wrong. I haven’t done anything wrong! Wrong..Yeah...I’m wrong. Can’t blame all but myself. Can’t continue to grieve. I wasn’t so nice and clean either. I wasn’t so selfless either. I was so blinded by my selfishness and self centered ness and narcissism, I couldn’t see what I was doing but all I saw were your faults...but mine. it is wh

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JJayy

 

If it doesn’t work

If it doesn’t work, then it doesn’t work. Let it be. Just let it be first. Then we’ll see.. im gonna lay down a bit. Eat a burrito. Maybe take a nap. And see...

JJayy

JJayy

 

Be

Accept for what it is. But if you can’t, then it’s okay. Accept that you can’t accept it for what it is at the moment. Mad. Then let it be. Sad. Then let it be. Try to forgive and forgive to let go of your burden and pain. If you can’t forgive at the moment, then accept for what it is.  Before creating, just be... Forget what it is. But....be...first... Take care of yourself...you...you first.. Be kind...forget all others but be kind to your soul... Lessen the chip on yo

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JJayy

 

Just another day...

I struggle a lot. I suck at a lotta things. But no expectation. Be where I am. A bum. No friends. No job. No support. But be.  Oh well..

JJayy

JJayy

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