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I will be talking about my mental health and daily life. If I ramble on about nothing, that's my therapy in action. :)

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Way too coincidental to be a coincidence...

I was reading more on that Warrior of the Light book.  I wrote down the pages numbers of all the coincidences. I just gotta tell what it's guiding me to. Long ago, I asked for Wisdom. I was finally given a good definition of it, and how it related to understanding and knowledge. Then I was noticing everything talked about patience. So I had plenty of opportunities for to practice it. Then I learned about Enlightenment. Peace. Joy. Then something called Humble Confidence. And

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Warrior of LIght

" The Warrior of the Light acknowledges the significance of intuition. In the middle of any battle, he does not think about the enemy's disappointing setbacks, so he uses his instinct and obeys his angel. In times of peace and harmony, he deciphers the signs and synchronicities that God sends him. The Warrior knows that intuition is God's way of communication (Language) and he proceeds in hearing the wind and gazing, and talking to the stars. " - Paulo Coelho, Warrior Of The

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Universe Size Comparison

If I may post a link, please... This will show you that though how tiny we are compared to the Universe, the Universe still cares for us. 🙂    

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Trouble with everything

we had trouble at walgreens several times trying get my medications. and now, all my posts seem to not have the option to leave a 'reaction'. That's not fair. What happened? Who made it this way, limiting my posts like this, who? all in one day...I"m tired. I just wanted  to have the option to leave a smile on my post. I had them yesterday. Now they're gone.

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There is HOPE in bringing it to LIGHT; Motivational Quote

My Spirit Life Coach says " When you just express yourself, you feel a whole lot of weight lifted off your shoulders. What is greater than really saying how you really feel, no matter what people think. THAT will set you free. " I decided not to keep the post up, because I just didn't feel right about it. Come to think of it, it could have sparked arguments, etc. I've been coming here lately when I get depressed, because reading your posts, comments and blogs, it helps me feel not so t

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The Last Night of the 2018 World!; Sleep; Source Energy; Mysteries of Sight and Sound

It's almost 2019 world! It feels strange to type it, see it and write it because it seems too futuristic. I was depressed earlier and it lingers a little now. I know if I sleep tonight, I'll feel better. But I don't want to sleep now. It's 1am and I don't want to sleep. I feel like I have things to do. The Source Energy - I found out things today. How would we know infinity if we had nothing to compare it to? How could we know good unless we knew evil? We created 'God' to control one a

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Testing Sig

Just testing the signature. I found out how to make one. 🙂 Finally!

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Stress; Lost; Helpful Quotes of Wisdom; My experience; Christmas

Having stress right now, some anxiety and depression. Even listening to my Spirit LIfe Coach … it's not giving me confirmation. I need the Universe to keep sending me the signs and messages, else I feel i'm lost and  just … lost. I need someone to tell me something that will be something the Universe would say.  I was told that The Universe speaks through people. My numbers have been off today. It's like I fell out of the wrong side of bed. Hmmm.. Well here's some thi

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Speaking too early; More synchronicity; books

Three things I wanted to talk about in my blog tonight. I think I spoke too early about the depression lifting, however, I believe it's due to a medication interaction now. So I know what to avoid. I keep telling myself this is only temporary, and that the depression will pass, as it does always. There was a person on here who's signature had a quote in it that goes along with the other synchronicities I've been experiencing in my life. You know things that seem too coincidental to be a coi

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Something needed to talk about; Food and Weight; More incense; Magazine; Joy

I'm embarrassed to talk about this, but hoping I can get into one of the forums here to talk about some stuff going on in my life right now that needs to be dealt with before it gets worse. So funny, and ironic, that there's nothing online about it unless you pay (forums included) so I wonder... if it's such a problem among people, why is there no help out there for free? I ate spaghetti tonight. And ate too much. My stomach is almost distinted (however you spell it) because of it. Lately I

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Some of my Poetry I wanted to share

My Name is Buck I live in the middle, my name is Buck Make a way for me, maybe with luck Beneath me is the basement it is hidden away Above is the attic forbidden, a way. Those Indians make a way for me, my name is Buck Hidden away in the basement is Hell, there I was stuck Forbidden, a way in the attic there is, and Heaven it was. I live in the middle. My name is Buck. I was to choose when the midnight hour struck. Like Aunt Ruth s

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Safety here online, Depression here offline

I've communicated so far with a few of you and I am very glad I decided to sign up for this forum. So far I have made huge long posts, but only because the more I talk, the better I feel. I hope it stays like this. I feel very safe here talking with you all. But here at my house, in my room, offline, I have depression tonight; I fear it will get worse. I don't need to fear. Fear is False Evidence Appearing Real. I've ran through my mind all the things I can do to stop the forebodi

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Responsibility; Gratitude; Notes I took from a Video

What you seek, you already have. It's inside you. All along we often go out of ourselves to seek truth and wisdom. But it's inside us. YOU are the power you are searching for. Enlightenment is knowing how much you don't know. (Wisdom) What you believe creates your reality. Seeking Truth and Wisdom? You're on the right path now. When you don't want it, that's when it comes. People always give up right before the magic happens. What you believe creates your re

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Physical Pain; Speak As If; Action; Thought; Beliefs and Experience

I'm having physical pain - neck and shoulder. I know what it's from: DDD in the neck, and the shoulder, I fell out of bed not long ago. Speak as if it's already there. Speak as if it's already true. Speak as if you've already got it. Believe, then receive. NOT receive, then believe. This Universe was first spoken (breath / spirit) before it manifested physically. Think about that. Action. You move first. Then the Universe will take it from there. If you don't move, if you don't show th

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Online Stuff; Elephant and Monkey; Gratitude

I created a custom shirt, bought it, then had someone else create the same thing, except a little different, and bought that. I also bought myself 2 decks of cards - both inspirational-type. Yes, I splurged. This is my Christmas gift to myself. 🙂 I'll be very happy with it. My mom bought me an Elephant. Not a real one, but a big fuzzy one. He won't replace Munk Monkey. Munk Monkey will stay on my bed too. I just got a new friend for Munk. And for me too. Toys have always been good for

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One-night Insomnia Rabbling

i'm thinking now that I should have made a new BLog just for my poems. Ah well. It'll be okay.   Well, i'm depressed again. i'm here. I cannot sleep. i'm wide awake. but I have nothing to say. I don't want anything to happen to my dog or mom. I keep telling them to live forever. "Deny me the crown and live forever'. I tell both of them that everyday. To my dog, I tell her how much she is loved, and I name off all the people in her life that love her. I tell her she's neede

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Old Friend; Exercise; Eye Exam; Feelings

I was talking to a friend I had been with as a girlfriend for a little while... we broke it up after a week, but I'm very nervous to talk to her, but she seems to be doing very well, and I'm glad, very very happy for her. She is smiling in her pictures, and with a new guy, and I am sincerely so happy for her. She needed someone decent for her. I walked 10 minutes today. I'm getting back into exercise. I wish I could stick with it. Everyday. My eyes need checked. I have trouble to see m

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Notes taken from a Tony Robbins motivational speech

My Notes From a video called "The 3 Steps to a Breakthrough | Tony Robbins" Having courage is that while you are still afraid, you are still facing your fears. And fear is False Evidence Appearing Real. 1. The future as my mind tells me it is, is FEAR. 2. Ghosts are FEAR. 3. The Dark is FEAR. (Those are my fears. You may replace mine with yours, but every fear IS FEAR - False Evidence Appearing Real). Get out of your comfort zone and do something that even you

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Notes from the videos I posted earlier

Notes from Infinite Waters videos Keywords: Confidence and Courage Confidence is moving out of your comfort zone. Having courage is that while you are still afraid, you are still facing your fears. And fear is False Evidence Appearing Real. 1. The future as my mind tells me it is, is FEAR. 2. Ghosts are FEAR. 3. The Dark is FEAR. (Those are my fears. You may replace mine with yours, but every fear IS FEAR - False Evidence Appearing Real). Get out of y

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Notes from my Spirit Life Coach's videos

If there’s no enemy within, the enemy outside can’t hurt you. Lose focus, lose opportunity. The day you plant the seed and the day you eat the fruit are very different. Fall more in love with the process, not just the destination. Watch your words. Trust the Universe. Be patient. Being patient is not about inactivity. It’s about radical action, knowing that the seed you plant today you will not see the fruit of it for a while. But still being okay with it. Fear and

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Not a whole lot going on at the forums, I see

I seen and noticed that there are very old posts and not a whole lot going on in the forums. I guess I was used to other forums, the bigger ones, that have like a million users online at once. But it gives it a peaceful ambience here. Did I use that word correctly? I hope so. 🙂  

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New Meditation; Quotes; Definition

I was reading in the book Warrior Of The Light by Paulo Coelho about when the Warrior's path becomes too routine, there's a way to meditate that's good for the soul. It says that if you can't meditate, repeat one simple word over and over until it will eventually lose it's meaning. (My brother and I done that when we were little, but didn't think anything about it, just thought it was funny how numb you become to something that's repeated over and over.) Once it loses it's meaning (the

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