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Feeling it almost everyday

My heart, feel so tight and painful(not physically). I feel it almost everyday. It's not a pleasant thing to feel. I don't know what to say except it's really difficult to bear that i want to die(no, i don't to die. i just want to stop feeling this way) But in short, i will just say i want to die, almost daily. I could be happy playing with my daughter last seconds but feeling the overwhelming feeling this second and feeling like i want to die because i am tired of bearing th

Joyandsmile

Joyandsmile

You have no rights to take your own life

Your lives are given by your parents. You have no rights to end your own life. Do not be involved in sexual immorality or any bad habits. Love yourself and do not taste the forbidden fruit before you can take responsibility on yourself. Stay away for negative people, they will only drain you. Work hard and do what is right.   Seeing at all these, I can only be ashamed of myself. Growing up, I never know what loving myself means. I put myself out there as a slut

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now is the time

Now is the time where i no longer live for my daughter and i no longer care for my husband or my dad. Now is the time that is best for me to commit suicide. Now is the best time to do so but i am too chicken to end my meaningless life. It's so hard to continue breathing. i hate everything and everyone around me including my 13mth old daughter who picked my dad over me the night before yesterday. i hold grudges on her till now. my husband added girls/women/sex group

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The evil part of me

A pastor once told me that I am a demon. Yes I am. Who would have such thoughts. Thoughts that I would hurt my children like how I had been hurt. I don't want. I don't want them to have mental illness. i don't want them to go through what I am going through. I am afraid. I am afraid that one day I would lose control of myself again like how i did. Like how i lose control of my yearnings and let myself be bang around like a *****. No, more than just a *****. Everyone said i br

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Joyandsmile

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