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Just things that come up in my mind and if I remember I started this and post it I will put those thoughts here. No need to read it I am sure a lot of crazy will come out of my head.

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Party

So tonight I was at my step-brother/friend's 40th surprise party. In my typical fashion I had an upset stomach all day. I couldn't figure it out, I was nauseous and light headed, I tried eating a little something since by 130pm I had not eaten anything since about the same time yesterday. That didn't seem to help and it wasn't until we left the party that I realized what it was, it was my body reacting to being at a party. So when we arrived (I car pooled with a friend who lives in the same comp

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Parking and other ramblings...

So the apartment complex I am living in had implemented assigned parking, giving one parking space for each apartment in the complex. This place was built in the 50's where there were not many cars on the road, so the parking is at best tight to say the least. In the addendum it read each apartment got one assigned spot and the un-numbered spaces were first come first serve. Well parking has been a nightmare since this was implemented. It seems people were storing cars in other places (we were o

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X-Mas is s***e!!!!

Yesterday was the day my friends and family, I won't say celebrate but more like enjoy time with each other. For me it was breakfast at my step-brother/friend and his wife's house. This included his father, her parents, my step-brother and my brother (2) his girlfriend. The one aunt and grandmother and their mother (a woman that when I even hear her name I want to go into a rage and hit someone). Next was a short trip to see my brother (1) and his family, my mother and her fiance came up as well

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REALLY!?!?!?!?!?!?!

So most of you know by now that I have not had a great few years, not that I ever had a good year. With all my recent money issues I had somehow bounced a check for our rent. I know I am the one who owns the checking account and makes out the checks but I had no clue that one of my automatic bills would pop up 2 days early and overdraw the account. That is not so terrible, I figured I would just wait until I got paid (today) and just pay our rent online. I can no longer do that and there was no

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Frustration!!!

I type these long emails, posts or whatever only to delete them. I get frustrated from things going on in life. Whether it's some self righteous celebrity, some dumbass millennial or the fact that I have to do all this through my phone since my computer is finally gone. So I type and type and research my points to make sure I am not misquoting anyone or anything and because I know I am not smart. Once at the end I just delete it all. I feel I am a realist and I know regardless if I send it, post

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It's time to make that decision...

So I had made a major mistake this past week. This mistake has now put me so far behind on my bills I have no way of recovery. So I am finalizing some things. I will talk to my roommate weds when we both will be home, he will need to either find a roommate or move to another apartment if he cannot afford the one we are in. I literally put myself back nearly $2000 behind instead of the $750 or so I was behind. I will live out of my vehicle for a few months at most to have to pay him back what I o

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Cleaning....

So I cleaned the bathroom in our apartment today. Not a great job as I did not have all the right products but still a pretty decent job. Even managed to clean the garbage that was piled around my computer desk and chair. Lets say that it's been months since that has been done. I have felt energized most of the day. Got my hair cut with money I don't really have and decided to get some beverages. At one point I felt this urge to work out. I wish that feeling would have stayed more than maybe a c

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Holidays...

So holiday season is upon us yet again. I really hate the holidays, even more now that I am so broke. Somehow I need to get to my mom's thursday and still make it to work until next friday when I get paid again. I may also be invited to where my father is going but he usually waits until the last minute so I am not sure right now. I think I am going to play sick and say I don't feel good at all. That way I can avoid saying I can't make it cause I have no money for gas to get there. Then for my f

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Seriously?

So I had the day off. So since I was up I went out early and did my laundry. I came back watched some Twitch streams and took a nap. Got up and decided it was time to take a shower, It has been long overdue. Well I did the triple s (s$@t, shave and shower, not in that order). Well I was finishing up doing my shave when things went wrong. I was trimming my moustache since one side has always been thicker than the other. In doing so I slipped with the blade and removed too much hair. So now the mo

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Why to never think positive....

So I never try to think positive, when I do things tend to take a turn for the worse, or go the opposite of what I want. In this latest case it is my financial situation. So I have been struggling for the past few years since being unemployed. Well I was out with friends I haven't hungout with in quite some time. I had done some calculating and I seem to maybe have caught up with my back bills. I had this feeling something was off but I told my friends that I may have caught up with bills. Well

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What a week... (another long rant)

So tuesday started my work week. On that day I met a very annoying new co-worker from another store. Tuesday also started a mess with a customer that thought by stomping his feet (metaphorically) and yelling his demands loudly would get him any and everything he wanted. He came in our store screaming about an alternator he had a shop do for him. He was demanding that we replace the alternator. Which another employee and I told him that the shop owner would have to contact us since we can only wo

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A newish co-worker

So today I come into work and there is a random dude at work. It seems we got some help courteous of another store. Not less than 5 minutes into knowing the guy, he has the balls to grab a piece of advertising for the store, out of my hand and explain to me how to use it. I gave him a look like really? and proceeded to let him know not to do that again and that I know what I am doing. About 10 minutes later I am calling a customer to inform him of an inquiry the customer asked about, I was havin

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Huh? this never posted yesterday

What is going on? Somehow I am still at this. This evening it is about art and how jealous I am of anyone that has even the slightest talent or skill. I watch a lot of streams on Twitch. For those that do not know, Twitch is a streaming website where people (streamers) stream themselves playing games and the streamers will interact with their viewers. A while ago they expanded from just videogames to having creative streams. So things like cosplaying, cooking, programming and all kinds of art fr

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Teeth...

One of my favorite thing is occurring, a toothache. I never seem to get minor toothaches, they tend to start off light but within minutes they turn into full blown tear inducing pain. A year or so ago I somehow got the guts up to go get some teeth pulled it was also free due to the insurance assistance I was getting at the time. After the last visit I gave up, I mentally nor physically could deal with the ordeal. I was dry-heaving and throwing up before each procedure. The dentist was a butcher

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Regerts...

I have a great many regrets. The biggest of which is not travelling. I pussied out the few times I was going to leave. I had this dream of moving to the left cost even if it was just temporary. I wanted to get away from the bulls*** of life, maybe something right or good would happen. At the very least I would have had a story or two to tell late on in life. But as previously stated, I pussied out. Some 20+ years later the regret still lingers. But the realist in me knows that I would have proba

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Can people just stop...

... believing in what celebrities say. ****, how dumb are you that you have to believe in what some famous dummy says? I hate people, what is so hard about making up your own mind? Is it that hard to take a point of view from all sides and make up your own mind? Stupidity The stupid has really come out these past several months with the election for the US, where I live. The fact people believe the president has any real power is ludicrous. To believe that voting for the president actually

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Phourth

So here we are on the phourth blog post. I am now surprised not that you may have read even one of these blabbering diatribes. But I am surprised that I am making yet another posting. As always I have nothing to say. I am more tired than I usually am. Not just physically but mentally, more mentally than anything. I am going to be losing my cell phone soon, which sucks.  I wish I had something to say. I wish I could sit behind this keyboard and just have ideas and thoughts come out through m

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Entry the third?

Thanks to a friend I ended up going out to the movies tonight. Even though I told him I could not pay for the tickets. I think tomorrow when I will have some of my friends and family over for a game night I am just going to let them know I can not stand the freebies, so-to-speak. They all have helped me out more than I can ever repay and regardless of what I tell them, they don't stop. I am not even at a point where I can start to pay them back and things just keep piling up. As much fun as I ha

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Same as always...

So I am back at it again and so is life. After multiple attempts of figuring out my computer issue I am still having them. I hope one of these times it freaks out, it electrocutes me. Now I sit here typing this knowing I need to get to sleep since I have to wake up early, I actually open tomorrow for work. I don't get to do it often and it's great I will get out early but insomnia is not letting me get sleepy. Most of this can go away with just a few million dollars, or about seven thousand doll

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Blog entry 1

I am going to start this one off not on what my past has been but my current situation. The past 6 months I have been having issues with my computer, I finally got it fixed a few months ago and then other issues had occurred. Got a replacement power supply unit and it was bad. Got another one and it seemed to be bad but found out it was actually my motherboard, which up until the discovery was testing find. Got a replacement motherboard and it was bad( it was used and tested before being shipped

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