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Beating slow

Sung tonight for a wonderful person  As I one by one shoot rotten apples  We all show lo*e different ways    The beatings hurt, but not compared to the eyes right before     

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Uncle Polar’s inquisitive Nephew just acquired a toy stethoscope

Hey Uncle Polar, what is a heart attack? Dunno, but I hear its like an elephant sitting on your chest.  Call for help.   What is a hernia? Dunno, but I hear its like an elephant kicking you in the groin, night and day, for 3 months straight.   What is paranoia? Dunno, but I hear it feels like an elephant laughing into your ear about your inadequacies, totally ignoring your talents that everyone but you can see.  He was actually snickering at you about how funny

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

We had one thing in common

To my veteran brothers and sisters, who woke today remembering.......... Fallen SSG ______ , Fallen PV2 _____ , Fallen Captain _____ , and others.     PV2, with your mosquito wings, straight out of high school, you looked like your Mom should have signed a waiver for you to enlist you were so young.  And you guarded me, at what, age 26, as though I were somebody important?  And the car bomb ripped you to shreds a few hours after I sped through your gate.  Yes, I saw what was left of yo

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Love IRL

IRL...And you call your other friendships "In Real Life" The real-life people, who judge you according to your ass size, visible displays of wealth, ability to lie charmingly, and skin pigment. And you the wandering soul spinning toward me right now as I erupt in light, you are the Un-Real ones to me.  Who loves me despite having never seen my shapely ass. So will heaven be the place where people are encouraging of each other, despite nothing to gain?  Love just because?  Hmmmmm..

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Nature's flaw

Nature has one flaw Choosing always the path of least resistance What makes us human And distinct within nature Is that life is found In the path of greatest resistance That being to love human beings Despite the certainty That everyone's life, once you get to know them, is messy, ugly, and complicated, just like mine. That people are certain to burn you, hurt you, abandon you, and worse, and better, and worse.     But loving them anyway And

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

In Stillness, the blocks of Sprinting

You were not a mistake.  Your body says lay down.  And the world calls you 'guilty'! For not sweeping the floors in harmony with them. For not holding your breath To make your body square To fit into their cubicle Action, action, action, don't just stand there, do something repetitive and mindless like the rest of us!! They told us that a body must move alot to remain in motion, eh? as though laws of rigid body physics applied to the disruptive thought potentia

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Does it matter?

What we do matters.   They are real souls, the 10 people who are watching DF, who are so scared of the stigma, imprisoned at 'home' to such a degree, or hurting so deeply.....10 are watching at any given moment for every 1 who dared to even sign up anonymously. If you read this, you probably have encouraged at least one person anonymously, with nothing to gain, just out of love.   And for every 1, there were really 10, check out 'Activity/All Users' to see for yourself.   How terr

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Your rain falling on me

Now don't even reply to me unless you've known from the earliest awakening in your life that you, amongst the oddities, were too-far-out-there to find a home ANYWHERE.   I'm at home with everyone, since I get to be them all for a few minutes once per month or so. I'm at home with no one since I can't stay there long, can't choose when or where I will be on their wavelength. Yes, the wide ranging bipolar takes one look into your eyes and knows your state, not because He/She is smar

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Dawn

Don't ever pause, don't ever 2nd guess with me Don't ever hold back Whatever is inside   If it doesn't make sense at this moment I will tuck it away, and carry your silent expressions They will have their day someday   My expression fails me often My face gives up, disregard it My body tells truth strong as iron, my da nm eyes   And i'm lost, and i'm lost, eyes cut by despair But I find the path to flight right on time If I ca

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

New Zaps

Yeah, New Thoughts..........The ones you wrote down intending to act upon 1000 years from now......notebook labeled "Someday" Well, Well, Well: Someday never comes Dancing in the street to internal music of the soul Yeah, those Brain Zaps........They are mine!!! And I could trade my highly variable, unpredictable mind..... To be normal Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! F**k normal They have no idea just how much I enjoy Setting t

GSpolar

GSpolar

 

Wet Socks

Sniffing out less laundry Two left toe socks that fit Drew it by miracle Leaving room for toes to grow Leaving room for souls to grow Take me to Guantanamera Love me if you knew me Destroy me because you could This hurts too much For me to try again Zap the sonofaBiotch again   He was born for the track Not for the cuddle hammock Born for the rack For her levered stretch Born to be hanged And so the bullets bend

GSpolar

GSpolar

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