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Would anyone read? Do I have anything interesting to write even?

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Really? Was I Always This Lazy?

Ok, so someone posted something to my blog which put me in a little bit of a panic--which is a good thing because it got me to call my pdoc's office & leave a message about making an appointment. I am going to be in big trouble if they are all booked up Friday or on vacation which is what caused the panic & finally the action. Thank you. You know who you are. Now I don't have to call anyone tomorrow, they will hopefully just call me back. Then I can describe how I just didn't feel like

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Don't Wann

I FINALLY showered. I thought I would feel better, but I really don't. I am supposed to go over the boyfriend's today. I really don't want to. Nothing worse than feeling like crap & having to try to be social & do the things required in a relationship. I have no sex drive so that is always a point of contention. Why does it have to be so hard? I just want to not lie around all day, wasting my life. I fear actually overcoming depression in the future & then getting depressed all over

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Stupid Laptop

Wiped clean & reinstalled Windows on a fresh harddrive. My crap is still seeming to run slow. Guess I have to wait for the roommate to get back. Man, I wish I could just afford to buy a new one. I am so bored I can't tell if I am depressed or just so profoundly bored that it is excruciating. I also have no motivation which isn't unusual, but d*** this is a bad combination. I need to reschedule my pdoc appt, get my car through emissions, do laundry-lots of laundry-. I don't want to do any of

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So Sad

I actually had trouble figuring out how to add an entry. I wasn't meant to blog. I nearly lost one of my best friends yesterday-my laptop. I think I had a virus & I installed Avast & not 24 hours later, I get a threat detected message. Click on it to see what it is & ....... black screen with cursor blinking in the upper left hand corner. I'm only thinking about all I am losing....again & what the hell am I going to do if I have to buy a new one (can't afford it). So I mess with

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Never Had A Blog & Not Sure I Will Write Much.

I've never felt I had anything to write that anyone would really want to read. But maybe the blog is more for catharsis than having people read about your thoughts. The sharing is just a possible result. Anyway, I am feeling totally unmotivated. I have little to say that is interesting. I haven't done anything today to even talk about that. Unless you count playing lame games on Facebook interesting. Right now, my current medication load is: -Lamictal -Ritalin -Prozac -Abilify -Thyroid meds for

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