I am sitting here wondering if anyone else has felt the way that I do right now..... I have been off my meds for maybe a little over a month, and mentally I feel like I am slipping away. I am BP1 with rapid cycling, and unfortunately the medications that I take are expensive, and I have not been able to afford them. So, it may be time for a med change. But whatever... let me move on. I find myslef managing pretty good when I am on my meds, but as soon as I go off of them, I feel completely unstable. It has been progressively hard to function, at home and on the job. I hate it when people start to notice that something is wrong.... I just want to be "normal", whatever that means.
Is anyone else able to feel themselves slowly slip into chaos like me.... or am I just on some trip right now?