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[MarinaDiamond]

Mood: Friendly on the surface but hateful underneath.
Song: Lies by Marina & The Diamonds.


Hey guys, I'm having some trouble. I always feel the need to run away. I don't even feel wanted in my house, I feel like trash. I begged and pleaded for weeks that I get a room to myself and I finally did until my brother who is 21 moved in. He decided that if he started helping with rent then my bedroom becomes his and I'm forced onto the futon, although that futon is his and I feel like it should be the other way around. Whatever.

My Mom has been ignoring me lately and just getting p***** off. I told her that if she keeps being disrespectful then I'll leave. She threatened me with the whole 'police rant'. Oh, give me a break. Washington/Oregon has really laid back runaway laws. They won't even arrest me if they find out that my Mom knew I was leaving. Your technically not 'running away' if someone knows. I hate her and want to get away from her.

Next, my Mom's awful boyfriend.

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He threatens to put me through a wall, he's called me awful names, he smashed my water pipe that my Mom bought me because filter helps my anxiety,

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he has laid next to me and sad something of a sexual nature.

I was mortified when he said that and I didn't want to fall a victim of sexual abuse or something. I mean gosh, I've already been used two times this year! It sucks.

Bottom line is, I'm trying to find a runaway buddy and go to Portland, OR my hometown and nearest city to Vancouver.

Even a long *** road trip would be nice, anything to get away from these crazy Biotches.

Well, thanks for reading! I'm gonna get some zzzz's. Remember to love yourself and make the world a better place.

Edited by AquaViolet, 10 September 2012 - 06:40 PM.

[Just Adam]

I'm too depressed to think clearly myself. So I wish I could think of some great advice for you. I'm SO sorry you're going through this. My heart aches for you :(

[Luis]

I often have this daydream in which I get in a car, sometimes with a friend and sometimes not, and I just drive away. I don't have a particular place in mind of where to go, I would just drive until I can't anymore. This daydream is probably a metaphor for my desires to run away from my problems and never have to see them or face them again, but in your case, getting out of dodge might be the very solution to your problems.