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[Green fairy]

I'm new to this whole forum thing. trying it out. Not sure how it works?

I've bin on various meds for a yr now and my current one (mirtazapine) seemed to b working until a couple weeks ago. I've noticed I'm slipping day by day into a lower mood. To the point where I'm starting to not care bout things. I'm thinking negative thoughts and I'm not getting any better. I am just so exhausted with being depressed that I feel like I'm giving up. I havnt got the strength to fight each day anymore. I'm mentally tired. I'm seeing a therapist wiv my partner at the moment because we havnt bin intimate and tht has bin helping us communicate better but its not improving my mood. But because of my state of mind right now I can't focus on making my relationship better. They r bring very supportive and I know it's tough for them too but I can't look after myself let along have the responsibility of someone else to worry about.

After seeing my therapist yesterday she called my GP and he upped my dose to 45mg (top dose)

I just feel so lonely, isolated, friends tht know don't understand why I just can't snap out of it.

I dunno what to do anymore

Edited by AquaViolet, 08 September 2012 - 04:27 PM.

[CWilkes89]

I'm new to this whole forum thing. trying it out. Not sure how it works? If I hav to start my own or as uve din here, just written on someone else's (sorry if thts wrong).

I've bin on various meds for a yr now and my current one (mirtazapine) seemed to b working until a couple weeks ago. I've noticed I'm slipping day by day into a lower mood. To the point where I'm starting to not care bout things. I'm thinking negative thoughts and I'm not getting any better. I am just so exhausted with being depressed that I feel like I'm giving up. I havnt got the strength to fight each day anymore. I'm mentally tired. I'm seeing a therapist wiv my partner at the moment because we havnt bin intimate and tht has bin helping us communicate better but its not improving my mood. But because of my state of mind right now I can't focus on making my relationship better. They r bring very supportive and I know it's tough for them too but I can't look after myself let along have the responsibility of someone else to worry about.

After seeing my therapist yesterday she called my GP and he upped my dose to 45mg (top dose)

I just feel so lonely, isolated, friends tht know don't understand why I just can't snap out of it.

I dunno what to do anymore

Take things one day at a time, Green fairy. Patience. I know how distending depression can seem...how it almost seems to grow wider and eat time, like you're lost to it. But wait it out, set real goals, no matter how trite or picayune...learn to fight the seemingly 'small' battles. Meds-wise, are there any drop-in clinics near where you live? Maybe you should see a doctor there if your meds situation is that bad.