I've bin on various meds for a yr now and my current one (mirtazapine) seemed to b working until a couple weeks ago. I've noticed I'm slipping day by day into a lower mood. To the point where I'm starting to not care bout things. I'm thinking negative thoughts and I'm not getting any better. I am just so exhausted with being depressed that I feel like I'm giving up. I havnt got the strength to fight each day anymore. I'm mentally tired. I'm seeing a therapist wiv my partner at the moment because we havnt bin intimate and tht has bin helping us communicate better but its not improving my mood. But because of my state of mind right now I can't focus on making my relationship better. They r bring very supportive and I know it's tough for them too but I can't look after myself let along have the responsibility of someone else to worry about.
After seeing my therapist yesterday she called my GP and he upped my dose to 45mg (top dose)
I just feel so lonely, isolated, friends tht know don't understand why I just can't snap out of it.
I dunno what to do anymore
Edited by AquaViolet, 08 September 2012 - 04:27 PM.