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Falling Apart

Started by 1xsarah , Sep 06 2012 05:25 PM

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#1 1xsarah

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Posted 06 September 2012 - 05:25 PM

Last week I got busted for taking pills everyday for the past few weeks. My moods have been everywhere the past few days. I've been really happy than really sad and u pset, like i feel now. Its horriable, i feel i cant do anything. I finally built up some trust with my p arents and i ruined it all when i made another stupid decision, each time i get close to rebuilding trust. i just mess up everytime. I feel so alone and don't have any good friends, i feel so alone. And messed up, my lifes falling apart.

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#2 Sheepwoman

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Posted 06 September 2012 - 08:47 PM

Abusing meds or drugs can be very harmful to you physically and mentally. I hope you've stopped taking them. Trust is very hard to build when you're not feeling up to par. It takes time and patience. I have a hard time trusting people due to past abuses in my life I have a close knit extended family as friends (over 30 years.) It took a while before I felt I could trust them. I slowly opened up and let them be a part of my life. I'm glad I did as they have been a great source of support for me over the years. I also gave them support when things got a little too much.

Are you in therapy? If not, talk to your parents about getting you in to see a psychologist. It would be good for you to have a third party to talk to and get positive feedback.
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#3 1xsarah

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Posted 07 September 2012 - 04:20 PM

i'm not taking them anymore, but i kinda wish i was because that was the only time i was happy... they were adhd ones. but yeah i do i have for like a year now i think, and shes really cool we get along good.
One of my big problems right now is that when i got busted guy that gave them to me was younger and they were his, well his mom is making me pay back all the money and there 6 bucks:/ but i know that i screwed up so i will for the ones that i used. And he won't admit doing the ones that he used, he says it was just me so now his parents think that i am lyeing about the amount that i used and want me to pay for all the missing ones and thats about 50. i only used 22! they have no reason to trust me, but i wish they would believe me, i have no reason to lie now, i already got in troble and i just wanna get past this. my "friend" just left me. and letting me take all the blame. i've never turned on a friend, idk i can't really talk to anyone. i could barley get outta bed this morning and i feel horriable.