I'm introvert and a loner (thanks to my acne, and perhaps higher iq) and I like it. However, when I'm with people, I've noticed that I laugh obsessively. You know, I do the kind of smile people do when they are expecting something very funny to happen almost all the time. My facial muscles are contracted. I also find many things funny, including memories, comments, etc., and I laugh a lot, staying in that weird facial posture. I don't know why do I do that, in fact, I hate myself for that - I must leave an impression of person who is careless about his life, not a "sexy, serious, mysterious person". I know this might sound weird, but generally people who look like they are on drugs are not very attractive (are they?).
Don't get me wrong - I love to laugh, but I just feel like a joke to my own existence.
What do you think? Is there something wrong with me? I definitely don't like to be that "careless laughing kid".
Edited by justmeh, 03 September 2012 - 07:10 AM.