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[Nataya]

Although for the past few weeks i have been feeling quiet fragile and have had a strange episode in my sleep. Today i seemed to have made head on progress by not avoiding the subject with my therapist,as i am oh so good at that =)

I am aware now how huge of a task this is going to be for myself (and possibly also for my partner) and i am completely terrified of the emotions and everything else that will be found along this journey. I had the realization today that no matter how frightened i am of this i am still ready to start scratching the surfaces. Although today was emotionally draining and i really don't feel the best now at least i am heading in the wright direction and i am a prepared as i can be for what lies ahead. I know today was only the smallest of small baby step towards where i want to go and there may be huge set backs and memories that i am completely unaware of until i try and work out why i have those feelings or beliefs.

I suppose the point of this post is so that people remember to see the small success steps they make during our progress and we just let them slip by without realizing that we have put in a lot of hard work and effort.

Thank for reading and your time

xxx



P.S - i was just wondering how i was able to get the passwords to one of the forums if i have enough post etc. i do not wish to ask publicly for it, so if somebody is able to help me find out how to do this it could possible be a great help to me though my journey... thank you for you extra time xxx

[Girly]

Hi Nataya,

I'm glad to read that you are making baby steps towards recovery and I wish you well with your journey.

For the passwords send a PM to a support staff, moderator or Administrator who will then reply with the password for you.

Girly

[Nataya]

Thank for the well wishes =) i am glad also i just know i'm going to have to remember this part when it all get so tough and i want to pack it in!!!


How do i know if somebody is a support staff, moderator or Administrator i had a look on the members list but there was so many and its quiet easy for me to get overwhelmed on computers and give up looking.... sorry for being such a pain!!!


thank you so much for you time and reply!!!! wish you all the best!!!!
take care
xxx

[Trace]

Hi Nataya

I am glad that you are taking these baby steps. The best way forward is to take each moment as it comes and one step at a time, it does not matter how small each step is, it will eventually help you forwards.

As Girly said you can pm any support staff member, moderator or Admin for any of the passwords.

Trace

[Girly]

Hi Nataya,

I'm one of the DF Support staff and Trace is one of the Admin. if you look at the members who've been online at the bottom of the forum the support staff, mods and admin have their name in bold.

Hope this helps,

Girly

[Nataya]

Thank you so much girly i was able to get what i was looking for =D

thank you so much for all your time a effort

take care
xx