Sometimes I get do panicked I feel like I am going to crack and have a nervous breakdown (I already had one 2 years ago which was the onset of this mess).
The Dr. gave me Prozac 10mg to augment iwth the Remeron and BUspar. They say that Prozac works best for OCD and Anxiety. I am too obsessed about the side effects to try it. Mainly this stupid PSSD (Post SSRI Sexual Dysfunction). I took one pill and felt pretty good believe it or not (I am very sensitive to meds and can usually feel some effect on first day of starting). Anyways as the night came the OCD and racing thoughts crept in to my head about Prozac and PSSD so I stopped taking it.
I feel like maybe I should commit myself to a Mental Hospital where I am forced to take proper meds for my Anxiety and OCD. I mean I cannot function a lot of days and am housebound most of the time.
Getting up everyday is a chore and as soon as I rise the thoughts, worries start.
Still holding out hope FOr BUspar though, it's Day 3 and I do feel some effects.
SO has anyone been committed for severe anxiety to a hospital and did it help you, what was it like?
I feel like if maybe I just took the PRozac the Obsessive worries about PSSD would stop...but it's so hard to take something if you are not comfortable with putting it in your mouth. At least with Rmeron, Ativan, Lyrica, Buspar whatever happens is reversible it is the permanent PSSD that scares the you know what out of me. Any advice?
Edited by OverAnalyzer, 10 March 2010 - 07:04 PM.