i am on my second day of Lamactil, it is the only drug i take except for Atavan for anxiety. I just quit a career that for 17 years basically destroyed me because of the stress levels. Toward the end, whether it was because of my age or whatever, I did need the Atavan to function.
Now I am unemployed and i'm not sure if it's the Atavan, the relief, the Lamactil or a placebo effect but i feel really different today.....

My heart feels so open, i don't feel afraid or paranoid, i just feel like a human being.
I know it's unlikely the lamactil is working but maybe it's just the feeling of hope. And Atavan is a great drug for me by the way.
My biggest issue is something my doc calls 'blunting' which means i do not experience pleasure. He says the lamactil will help. I don't care if i eat tunafish sandwiches the rest of my life. I cannot go back to the stress of my old job. My sanity, which i did not even realize i lost thru the stress, is creeping back to me and it's PRICELESS.
Thanks for listening.