Finally, I got some work done today. I had many interruptions but I got some things done so I feel a bit better. The weather held up pretty good as I was outside most of the day. Now on to more challenges. Back to my regular job on Tuesday.
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Yesterday I felt great after not taking medication but today was different.
I had the day off because of a holiday and I did nothing. My daughter went to the beach and had the car, son was at his dads and it was really hot so I stayed on the couch playing on my phone. I saw a couple of videos online about men being reunited with their dogs and I cried....
I had the day off because of a holiday and I did nothing. My daughter went to the beach and had the car, son was at his dads and it was really hot so I stayed on the couch playing on my phone. I saw a couple of videos online about men being reunited with their dogs and I cried....
im a 30 yo woman and i feel quite empowered.
i love dating and i date often. casually. it's been a long time since i had a monogomous relationship, and frankly i haven't been interested in one in a while.
i made a friend. i was staying in a different city, met him on an online dating site. we hung-out a few time...
i love dating and i date often. casually. it's been a long time since i had a monogomous relationship, and frankly i haven't been interested in one in a while.
i made a friend. i was staying in a different city, met him on an online dating site. we hung-out a few time...
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Like someone once pointed out about the "It Gets Better" movement; it might get better, eventually, but in the moment, everything is so oppressive and overwhelming, and it's not surprising when some decide that it's all just too much to bear...
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Need A Little Support And Help On Where To Go To Be Heard
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theone11
in my life.... plus poems and other stuff :) ,
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Now i know my last post was more focused on me feeling down at life, saying how i done so much to get noticed, i have tired contacting a few people on here ( thank you so much by the way :) ) about this issue and got some good help, but now i wish to ask you, where should i go or contact in California in order to truly reach out and have my voic...
I felt like i completely out of mood today . sitting here in the office for standby make me sick .
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I don't know...
My mind start to fill in illussion again .
I don't know how should i explain it but i don't feel good. the voices in my head keep on bothering me . they keep on asking me for something bad . I felt that something bad going to happen to me soon .
I don't know...
The start of passion, for anything, is the sulfur flare of a match head, a spark of light in the darkness, the rumble of thunder that is the harbinger of a storm. It is the essence of purpose, the realization of inspiration, and all meaning is derived from it.
Wonder, bring to me life. Draw my eyes to see things unknown in the darkness, and so brin...
Wonder, bring to me life. Draw my eyes to see things unknown in the darkness, and so brin...
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I had carelessly posted this
" I'm sorry that I didn't react well when you complimented me on my weight loss.
It's really 100% my fault.
Please read my explanation.
Not...
I think I'm becoming more and more careless in retaining my privacy.
I trust too easily.
I had carelessly posted this
" I'm sorry that I didn't react well when you complimented me on my weight loss.
It's really 100% my fault.
Please read my explanation.
Not...
Under My Wings, I Will Protect You, Warrior.
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Avenged Sevenfold - So Far Away
Kneeling with a gaze to the sights of the sky, it's layden arms weep with the tears of bereavement entrenching the very cracks between the exposed earthly hollows, softening the harsh wiles of this land, layed barren by the travelers of the past.
Now only memorys are conceal within the earths secret life, live...
Kneeling with a gaze to the sights of the sky, it's layden arms weep with the tears of bereavement entrenching the very cracks between the exposed earthly hollows, softening the harsh wiles of this land, layed barren by the travelers of the past.
Now only memorys are conceal within the earths secret life, live...
Rrrraaaaaaawwwwwwrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ravenna
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17 May 2013 -
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I love my mom, but she drives me crazy. While I understand how hard dealing with depression is, I wish she wouldn't bring her depression into my wedding. She keeps going back and forth whether she is even going to come. I know it is hard for her to see my dad, but they split up almost 10 years ago. I wish she could jus...
So much regret it hurts. Literally. I wish I hadn't done it, but I had and now I'm facing the consequences. And I don't dare to tell anyone, not even my other half. How would he look at me?? I hate myself. Please make the pain go away. God, please help me to always remember you, please don't let me repeat the same mistake again.
Another Night When I Can't Shut Off My Head...
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Lied dow...
Got home and felt like having a cry..so I did- no real reason! just the lovely hormonal craziness going on.
Lied dow...
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