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Double Whammy

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 21 May 2013 -

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Saw my pdoc for half an hour today and took all of that scheduled time.

Got raised from 10 mg to 20 mg of Abilify. He wanted to be more "aggressive" considering my current state of mind. Apparently 20 mg of Abilify is equivalent to 60/60 of Geodon. I thought it would be 80/80 since there is 15 mg in between, but he says it's about...

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Feeling Really Stupid

Posted by Ravenna in Ravenna's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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I really feel like I just want to curl up into a ball and cry. I feel like an *****, like I did something wrong, even though I know I didn't. Without going into too much detail, I told someone something, I wasn't supposed to. Apparently, my father-in law isn't always as forthcoming with the bills situation with his wife, and I kind mentioned something she...

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It's Only Been 5 Days...

Posted by anglcsprt in Angel's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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... since I last wrote, but it feels like longer. I'm sorry for not keeping in better touch. Though I have not been writing, my thoughts have been with you all. I have tried to write, but cannot find the words or the energy. I don't have too many memories of the last couple days, other than a strange feeling of calm. I have s...

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Good News

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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Finally, I got some work done today. I had many interruptions but I got some things done so I feel a bit better. The weather held up pretty good as I was outside most of the day. Now on to more challenges. Back to my regular job on Tuesday.

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Blah Blah *edit

Posted by Nataya in Nataya's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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It was a big weekend. We went to dinner on Friday for P b-day, it was nice but there way 11 people and i had to organised it all and make sure they were happy, they complained drinks weren't coming fast enough and blah it was very very stressful for the first 1hr or so. We were so noisy well they mostly, i hope other...

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Rattled And Tired.

Posted by jojin in jojin's Blog, 20 May 2013 -

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My nerves are still up from church yesterday. I have this whole "what if he's right" and "what if I'm wrong" thing playing in my mind. I just wish I could understand it all.

The recent tornado in Oklahoma has left me rattled too. It's like there's no knowing when disaster is going to strike. I'm praying for them. I wish my faith was stronger. Maybe...

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Lost And Looking

Posted by Emmaanne13 in Life vs. Death, 20 May 2013 -

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So I really dont know what to do with my life. I can tell you what Id love to do. I wish I could go back in time and change a few choices I made. Starting with never smoking when I was twelve. Or never drinking when I was 16. Or never turning into a drunk or a pill popper or a urn head. Or never moving half way across the country with an abusive partner....

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Dizzy Blonde

Posted by canadiankelly in canadiankelly's Blog, 20 May 2013 -

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Yesterday I felt great after not taking medication but today was different.
I had the day off because of a holiday and I did nothing. My daughter went to the beach and had the car, son was at his dads and it was really hot so I stayed on the couch playing on my phone. I saw a couple of videos online about men being reunited with their dogs and I cried....

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Perhaps My Heart Is Just Bruised

Posted by Olister in life, 20 May 2013 -

· 92 views

im a 30 yo woman and i feel quite empowered.

i love dating and i date often. casually. it's been a long time since i had a monogomous relationship, and frankly i haven't been interested in one in a while.

i made a friend. i was staying in a different city, met him on an online dating site. we hung-out a few time...

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Grey

Posted by island in Island's Blog, 19 May 2013 -

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It's hard to tell whether there's light ahead through all this fog, and if there is, what direction it's in.

Like someone once pointed out about the "It Gets Better" movement; it might get better, eventually, but in the moment, everything is so oppressive and overwhelming, and it's not surprising when some decide that it's all just too much to bear...

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People Suck

Posted by SpaceAce in My First Blog, 19 May 2013 -

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Why do people have to suck so badly?

I am so snowed under with uni assessment at the moment because it is ALL group work and I'm finding most people don't pull their weight. Group 1 (5 people and me and another guy do 80% of the work), group 2 (4 people I do 80% of the work, 2 others do 10%, 1 does nothing), group 3 (pair- I do 70% and the other guy does...

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Need A Little Support And Help On Where To Go To Be Heard

Posted by theone11 in my life.... plus poems and other stuff :) , 18 May 2013 -

· 137 views

Now i know my last post was more focused on me feeling down at life, saying how i done so much to get noticed, i have tired contacting a few people on here ( thank you so much by the way :) ) about this issue and got some good help, but now i wish to ask you, where should i go or contact in California in order to truly reach out and have my voic...

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Shall I ?

Posted by lolipop in A Journey Of My Life , 18 May 2013 -

· 56 views

I felt like i completely out of mood today . sitting here in the office for standby make me sick .
My mind start to fill in illussion again .
I don't know how should i explain it but i don't feel good. the voices in my head keep on bothering me . they keep on asking me for something bad . I felt that something bad going to happen to me soon .
I don't know...

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Cave Dweller

Posted by JohnnyB in JohnnyB's Corner of Existence, 18 May 2013 -

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The start of passion, for anything, is the sulfur flare of a match head, a spark of light in the darkness, the rumble of thunder that is the harbinger of a storm. It is the essence of purpose, the realization of inspiration, and all meaning is derived from it.

Wonder, bring to me life. Draw my eyes to see things unknown in the darkness, and so brin...

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05182013

Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 18 May 2013 -

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If I had to bet I'd say that's about all the Aripiprazole is going to do for my anhedonia at this dosage. It seems the lower the dose (2mg & 5mg) the better it helps my loss in interest (I'm at 10). I think at higher doses it actually hurts me when it comes to my loss of interest...it's mainly for shutting down psychotic symptoms at higher doses (10mg...

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Good / Bad - Who Knows?

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 18 May 2013 -

· 99 views

How secretive should I be about my illness?
I think I'm becoming more and more careless in retaining my privacy.
I trust too easily.

I had carelessly posted this

" I'm sorry that I didn't react well when you complimented me on my weight loss.
It's really 100% my fault.
Please read my explanation.
Not...

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Under My Wings, I Will Protect You, Warrior.

Posted by Fighting 4 Survival in Fighting 4 Survival ~ Piece Collection, 18 May 2013 -

· 58 views

Avenged Sevenfold - So Far Away

Kneeling with a gaze to the sights of the sky, it's layden arms weep with the tears of bereavement entrenching the very cracks between the exposed earthly hollows, softening the harsh wiles of this land, layed barren by the travelers of the past.

Now only memorys are conceal within the earths secret life, live...

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Regret

Posted by irah007 in ira's Blog, 17 May 2013 -

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So much regret it hurts. Literally. I wish I hadn't done it, but I had and now I'm facing the consequences. And I don't dare to tell anyone, not even my other half. How would he look at me?? I hate myself. Please make the pain go away. God, please help me to always remember you, please don't let me repeat the same mistake again.

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Good News!!

Posted by yesican in yesican's Blog, 16 May 2013 -

· 130 views

Started out the day feeling really tired and blah...still dealing with the pms and didn't sleep well. Had an appointment with my family doctor this morning to check in and to get my b12 injection..she is such a sweetheart and so supportive.
Got home and felt like having a cry..so I did- no real reason! just the lovely hormonal craziness going on.
Lied dow...

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Headache.

Posted by Fate Blackwell in Fate's Fate, 14 May 2013 -

· 106 views

Well, I've got a few details to work with so far on where I'm going. It's a standard dormitory-type place. Four to a bedroom, two bunk beds in each room. But with mandatory "for your own good" activities each day like exercise, crafts, therapy, and other "keeping you off your ass" type fun. I can do this. I've handled the who...

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