I didn't sleep too well after last night and cried much more after that. I guess I'm just afraid of what it all means and how am I going to fix it?
I was up by 6:30, and, as predicted, my eyes were puffy from crying all night and I looked awful. I cleaned up as best as I could and got ready for my interview.
Ally didn't say much to me this morning. She only asked what job I was interviewing for and that she knew the area manager and could maybe get a good word in for me. It feels even more awkward now in the house. Having an emotional breakdown, has never resulted in anything good for me, so I'm super nervous as to what's coming.
My job interview was over in a minute. Just a few questions. They said if I don't hear back form them in 24 to 48 hours, it's because they've found someone else. I'm very worried about that. There were many other girls to be interviewed for the job.
I'm back at the house now, and I'm tired. I'm upstairs again. I really don't know where to go or what to do.