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Just A Bunch Of My Stupid Random Thoughts

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 01 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Its really hard to convince yourself that you matter, when incidences occur that show you that you dont (at least by the people you are surrounded by daily) Its very hard to get yourself out of that mindset when its a daily occurrence. I try. i tell myself that people are just mean, and one day i will have friends and be with nice people and...


Still On Disability

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 30 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Haven't posted an update in a little while-
I am still on disability from work (short term through their insurance policy), as of January 12.  I am not doing much better than when I started.  My Haldol got doubled from 7.5 mg to 15 mg and that helped with the auditory hallucinations a lot, but it doesn't help with my delusions or paranoid...


The Teeth That Belie The Head

Posted by Meer in Meer Manor Memoirs, 30 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Yesterday, whilst brushing my teeth, I thought that my teeth are indeed in pretty good shape. They're even, whitish and all my own. Well, that's sort of a pity because in a way, it's the only thing in my head that has always been right!!!
There's one thing I really don't want. When I eventually shuffle off this mortal coil, is to have people at the...


Dream: Hanging; Moving Out; Summer Camp; Girl Neighbors

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 30 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm inside a house that looks like the one I grew up in. A seven year old boy just died. He hung himself. His head is shaven. I question his mother. It turns out he was allowed to play with a rope, and was taught how to tie a slipknot. I admonish the mother for letting her son play with a rope by himself.
I rent and move out into a room inside a ho...


The Center Of The Known Universe

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 29 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The Center Of The Known Universe Newsflash: Just in case you didn't know, the Center of the Known Universe is one of my cats, Midnite.  It might actually be Midnite's mother, Mama Cat.  So if there are any unforseen time-space distortions or if any unexpected wormholes develop, you'll know it's because the Center of the Known Universe has shifted.  End newsflash.


Me And My Parents

Posted by ohgosh in ohgosh's Blog, 26 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I think I have to think about my parents less.
That's difficult, because I care about them a lot, and I know that they care about me at least as much. But the way things are going right now isn't good for any of us. My way might not be good for them, but I think it will be better for me. I don't know if it'll be better for them in the long run or n...


Taking Some Action

Posted by MoonbeamDusklight in Moonbeam's Blog, 25 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Husband has admitted last night that he's slept with her a few more times since he confessed everything to me.  I went away for a night with one of my girlfriends (about a 4 hour drive), and he got a hotel room for two nights and she was there.  He said he dug himself into a hole, and likes it.  He said this "two women" thing is HIS fantasy...


I Like Doing Short Tasks Done In A Short Time To Manage My Depression

Posted by Ixeua in Ixeua's Depression Management Series, 24 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Here's a list of things I plan to accomplish in the next 4 hours. I do not plan to grind in those 4 hours. However those 4 hours will be spent on a series of segments of high intensity tasks done in a short time to train myself to refocus.
The point here is to do something that requires you to train your ability to focus. Depression tends to worsen...



Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 22 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I wish that I would be just depressed/melancholy instead of having the added bonus of hearing and at times seeing things that are not there. I hit that point a few days ago. A used to be friend popped by, and after talking for a few minutes flat out told me to get over it...
I've heard that too many times. Opened the front door and told him to get the hel...



Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I cant think of a title,
My sister is passing away, pancreatic cancer, there are so many emotions going on , so many memories, so much sadness,,
i have cried , laughed, i feel like crawling into a hole and staying there, theres too much sadness in the world, so much loss,
i have lost one sister already and my mom , my mom had cancer also.  I feel so...


So Close And Yet... Apparently Farther Than I Thought...

Posted by sabishikunaru in sabishikunaru's blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So I discovered a few physical health matters that I could work on and partially addressed them (long story short, I've gone as far as I'm currently capable) and it's helped me somewhat. I've made some progress (not just the generic "noticing" or "understanding" things I've been doing off and on for years, but tangibly better mood and some minor anxiety...



Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It feels weird to have no friends.  The few that I did have will be gone soon.  And I'm starting to doubt how close I was to any of them.  There are two that are always together and I'm never invited.  Or like the other week, they randomly remember to invite me since they realized there was one more space in the car right when they wer...


Maybe Happy

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I wrote in my previous blog post that I really wanna get back with my ex-gf, but now my mind has changed again. It would be great if we could be together, but I think I can find happiness otherwise too. She doesn't like me very much, so I think I don't like her very much. My goals in life right now are just to get healthy, go on vacation and prolly start...


*smacks Forehead* Mmmmwwrraaaaaahhhhhhhh

Posted by Phantastic Mirage in A Log of my Psychologist Sessions, 19 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, after having numerous entries deleted accidentally before I could post them,. I'm going to try again....... *shaking with anger*
So, I haven't been typing in a while because I haven't really had time to say much.  Too much is going on and a lot of it is getting on my nerves.  First- THE ******* JOB AGAIN
I hate Wells Fargo ....


Beauty Is More Than Skin Deep

Posted by Stephaniej12112 in Thinking About The World Around Me, 16 March 2015 - * * * * * · 86 views

I have a problem with beauty.  I feel like there are standards, regardless of country, of what is 'beautiful.'  In America, a girl has to have tight abs, big butt, large breasts, and a European face.  My body is not formed like that, and most bodies are not formed in such away unless it's altered.  For men, it's a six pack, muscular ar...


Feeling Really Depressed

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 16 March 2015 - * * * * * · 104 views

I am feeling really depressed. No energy to do simple things.  I saw my therapist a few days ago and we came up with a plan but now it all seems impossible and a waste of time. I went for a long walk yesterday and afterwards I felt really depressed.  I am supposed to feel better but somehow I am feeling worse.  Everything in my life seems o...


I Can't Even Cry

Posted by toolong in toolong's Blog, 13 March 2015 - - - - - - · 83 views

I have no more tears left. Just numbness.
What I want to do is get a vial of concentrated K+ and infuse it into my bloodstream.
Unfortunately, it's hard to obtain, and, I don't work in the ICU. It's what many nurses use to end it.
I've never attempted suicide. It's not because I'm scared. I don't want to botch it, or, raise any red fl...


You're Doing It Wrong

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 12 March 2015 - * * * * * · 118 views

I met with my manager yesterday for what I thought would be a discussion on the administrative assistant position I've been waiting on. It wasn't. It was to address the concern about by "emotional presentation" at work. Apparently I haven't been "faking it" well enough and several patients complained last week that they felt they were "bothering me" while...


Two Year Update

Posted by bookmage in The Book Mage Ramblings, 10 March 2015 - - - - - - · 87 views

2 year update: bought a cat. Bought a house. Still with boyfriend (4 years). Now have two cats. Open relationship. New psychiatrist who is awesome and helping a ton.
Alright, now that's done. I've been doing some thinking, and I figured out that my problems right now are so different than they were 2 years ago. BUT ALL MY PROBLEMS ARE STILL THE SAM...


What Did I Do Wrong?

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 07 March 2015 - - - - - - · 65 views

I wish someone would tell me what I did wrong in my life to deserve the life I have to deal with. Why does nothing happen to anybody I know? Why does it always happen to me. What did I do wrong?

If some one would tell me what I did wrong, I'll try to fix it because I hate this life.

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