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Always The Inevitable

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 02 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I knew it would happen, after being up a few days ago I am very much down now. The idea of actually being in a relationship seems so far away from me, something I will never ever achieve. Looking at people's profiles on dating sites makes me think about everything I have missed out on and will never experience. Seemingly everyone has been skiing or been t...



Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 02 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

its back. it seems to come a lot more these days. its a lot louder too. its right though...no one cares if it takes me. no one would notice I was gone. no one wants to hear that im struggling, that im scared, that im afraid of being alone. It reminds me that I don't count, that there is no purpose to me being here and im already invisible so it wouldn't m...


Positive Change

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 31 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Yesterday was my first day at a youth activity center. It's nice to be able to spend time with others and not be bored and lonely. I'm gonna start going there four times a week.

My doctor has said I'm out of options for medicine and he's pitching surgery where they would place a temporary bag on me. I'm firmly against that cos I just don't want that and...


Entry 11

Posted by jsv121 in jsv121's Journal, 31 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

ugh. Morning was rough. Woke up late. Flat tire. No coffee. Clients that need urgent, immediate help and then sudden disappeared when I finish every little thing they asked. ***. Tired. I didn't do anything this weekend. Just played Shadowrun "snes" all of Sunday. Don't recalls sat.. oh yeah. I was sick. Ugh. On my day off. I guess it wasn't terrible. Jus...



Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 30 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I get facebook requests from time to time from people with the same last name as me. That name is my father’s name, so I know it’s his side of the family. It happened again a few months ago and I just denied the request as usual. My parents separated when I was about 7 or 8 years old. And then, officially divorced when I was about 12 or 13, I think. We we...


Getting Candid...

Posted by buttermybiscuit in buttermybiscuit's Blog, 29 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views




Back to doing this blog stuff again. I mean, I'll probably just post this and then scamper away like I did in February(?), but I'm back?!?!?!

I was just thinking about how utterly unsure of myself I am. People are good, people are bad; I am good, I am bad; I am intelligent; I am not intelligent. It creates such a dissonant feeling in me...


Story Design

Posted by sunshinewilliams in discrete accretions , 29 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I read a short story by Kafka the other day called The Judgment. I'm not even sure I understood it, but what I took away from it was the sense that you can be doing something and believe that your rationalization for doing it is your motivation for doing it. But other people will see through it. Then you have a confrontation with them - that is, a confro...


It's Been A While

Posted by BettrResultsHereIHope in BettrResultsHereIHope's Blog, 28 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

since i've been on here. i decided to not log on here as much since this site hasnt helped me as much as i wanted it to. i guess i'll just use this site for blogs. thought i should post since i've been feeling suicidal on and off lately and needed to get it out.


First Of All, Caps Lok

Posted by Plate Head in The Blue Waves Crash, 26 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views


i do very sincerely hope as few people read this as possible. while i want it to be public, i like the idea of an unpopular blog much much more than a popular blog followed by every Barsteward and his dog.

second of all

i've read the rules, i actually read them. if i break them please edit out my infractions and then warn me. if i continue...



Posted by LittleWitch in LittleWitch's Blog, 25 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm so p***** off. You've a fair warning that I'm probably going to curse in this entry because it's considered normal in my country and honestly I'm so angry I don't care. Possibe TW for refering to depression, eating disorders and sexual assault.

So I've had an awful day. I was supposed to study for an uncomming test but I'm struggling to even lift m...


Dream: Denise Filiatrault

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 24 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm in the tv room in the house I grew up in. I'm watching a movie made by an artist named Denise Filiatrault, and she is there sitting on the other side of the couch. I think the movie is interesting but not very exciting. Denise suggests I'm not authentic. She senses I don't like the movie and tells me I should be honest. I start feeling angry, and I st...



Posted by _Y_ in I Wonder _Y_, 23 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So in my latest weird dream, I was observing some kind of basketball game...actually it seemed more like basketball practice, and I heard the coach describing all of the aspects of dribbling the ball and throwing the ball, etc. Catching the ball in a mid-air pass had some odd non-existent term attached to it, and as I was told, "each player's catch has it...


Day 26

Posted by JustMeNeil in JustMeNeil's Blog, 22 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm making this entry today because I forgot to make it yesterday Oops!

The latest news is that I had my appointment with my PDoc and he's taken me off the Abilify, YAY, and is switching me from the Cymbalta 120mg to Brintellix 5mg heading for 10mg by the end of 1 month!!!!!

My treatments at 40 minutes while doing something, in my case listening to musi...


I Am A Faded Memory.

Posted by K_Pluto in K_Pluto's Blog, 21 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I hate admitting this but I need help. I hate myself and I always have. I do not remember a time where I ever had anything nice to think or say about myself. Every time I look in the mirror all I see are my eyes. They are such a dark brown that they are almost black. I look into them and I see nothing but darkness and emptiness, a deep pit of despair with...


Horrible Days

Posted by Shilias in Shilias' Blog, 20 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I have had 2 of the most horrible days, yesterday and today. I have basically been in bed both days, doing absolutely nothing at all. I've been feeling completely down and out, numb and with bo purpose of being here. I feel totally in despair. It's an awful and quite frankly very brutal feeling. Suicidal thoughts have surfaced again. It is terrifying. God...


It's Going To Be Ok

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 20 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm really bored.
Not the English word bored, but the Chinese word "men'' 闷, which loosely translates as
"closed ; smothering ; stifling "
As the Chinese character suggests, my heart 心 in behind doors 门.
I can't feel properly.
I guess you could say I'm still numb?

My contract with the current employment is ending within 3 weeks.
People around me are ve...


Aug 2015: Not A Good Month

Posted by lolipop in A Journey Of My Life , 19 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Home ...
Isn't this is the best place to release all stress and tension .
But now it become source of my stress and depression .

From Nov 2014 - July 2015 , i was happy wit my life and even got my ROM done on Feb 2015.
Life is great and i continue staying with my parents .
Then Aug 2015, problem arise .
First , i don't like people scold anyone for no rea...


A Better Day

Posted by Orso in Orso's Blog, 18 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Going to meditate and hope that helps set the tone for a better day.
Wishing everyone all the best.


Psych Ward?

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 17 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

My sister said I am really acting paranoid . My meds are not working right . She suggested going in the hospital get in a safer environment. And new meds .
I don't know. It won't change the problem I will still be sick . Just drugged up .

She may be right . I feel everyone is against me. Even her .
I take things too personal from what I ha...


I'm An Adult, Why Does My Mom Try To Control Me?

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 15 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I honestly don't know if I'm just looking to vent, looking for help, or just hoping that I'm not the only one in this situation. First off, a bit of back story on the current situation...

Let me start off by saying, I'm 42 and live by myself. I suffer from depression, general and social anxiety. I am my mother's only child.

Let me rewind back to April...

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