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Fighting Hard To Not Stop Fighting...

Posted by anglcsprt in Angel's Blog, 19 June 2013 -

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I swear this move to "something better" is going to do me in. I have to accept that things are the way they are meant to be, that I'm right where I'm supposed to be in life, and that all things will work out, even if it isn't as I had hoped or planned. I am trying so hard to do all that I can do to keep it together, get done what I need t...

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Lost

Posted by Nataya in Nataya's Blog, 18 June 2013 -

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I am so lost............

I don't know who i am or what i am anymore =(

I don't feel human like everyone else, but i look the same

I feel i have my own world that's calling me to join.......

when will i feel like i m not always on edge.......

i really though it was getting a bit better.......

i was pulled in...

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New Medication. ( Part 2 )

Posted by Fate Blackwell in Fate's Fate, 18 June 2013 -

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So I'm reading up on this Viibryd stuff and it seems like it can give people anything from headaches to hallucinations.

Well I'm on the lowest dose and I've been teetering on the edge of a headache for the past two days.

Is it bad that I'm actually kind of looking forward to seeing if I get hallucinations? I've never had one before....

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I Can't Do This Anymore

Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 18 June 2013 -

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I just I can't do this anymore. I'm so depressed its like I'm just in this dark place all the time. My father hates me he even said that and said I'm a lost cause...he's right I am a lost cause. He'll why am I still alive even. Oh yeah that's right cause god ******* hate me. I hate that I have to wait one more week to see my boyfriend and have him take me...

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Another Day Another Spiral

Posted by natethegreat in natethegreat's Blog, 18 June 2013 -

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After drinking til midnight I woke up this morning at 4am and couldn't go back to sleep. All I could think about was where my ex was, what she was doing, who with, was she happy was he better than me in every way. Since I had to work at 7 the only thing I could think of to do was work out. Which for 3 hours straight was probably a bad idea, but I actually...

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Conducting Job Interviews

Posted by surfcaster in surf's blog, 18 June 2013 -

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so today i am conducting job interviews all day to try and hire four jobs,all entry level, man where do these people come from, all morning so far and i have yet to interview one person id even think about hiring. don't they read the descriptions of the job before they apply, let alone making their aplication and resume sound good only to find out in the...

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Testing, Testing, 1-2-3

Posted by Aaronlax143 in Depressed Dadding and Dilly-Dallying, 18 June 2013 -

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I cannot even begin to tell you how much I miss getting to say "Check-check." This title reminded me of that. And hey! Now I'm super down and that's not even what I was going to write about, so here's the real blog.

What do you do with things that are important to you, that you wish were not important to you? That you desperately want to not...

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Days

Posted by jojin in jojin's Blog, 17 June 2013 -

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My days have been better, though my problems are the same.

I was nearly moved to tears in church yesterday. The preacher gave a sermon on fathers and I could only think of how badly I want my own father to change. At the alter, I just prayed for God to change his heart.

It's my sister's birthday today. She's 27. We didn't have a big party or...

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Good

Posted by kaylamariejane in kaylamariejane's Blog, 17 June 2013 -

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I woke up today, feeling good. Feeling good about getting better, actually wanting to get better.

First I'll be going to my doctor and then therapy in a few days, ive also decided that getting healthy is what I need to do. Since I have a lot of self image and weight issues, I'll be starting to eat clean and keep up regular exercise to burn off this weig...

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I Like Sleeping

Posted by SpaceAce in My First Blog, 17 June 2013 -

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But I don't like waking up. My goals in life are earn enough income to just cover my bills and spend the rest of my life sleeping. If I won a large amount of money I would buy a small house in a rural area so I could just cook, grow vegetable plants/fruit trees and sleep. I'll be asleep in about an hour yay

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How Do You Ground Yourself?

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 17 June 2013 -

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I'm wondering if anyone has ideas as to how to ground myself when I start dissociating and losing my grip that it's actually today and not 20 or 30 years ago. I have been repeating "it's June of 2013" like a mantra some days when I'm really overwhelmed, but I would like some other suggestions.

I wear a silver cross that I try to use as a remi...

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Good Day

Posted by blueyonder in blueyonder, 16 June 2013 -

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first good day in 6 weeks. last night i decided i really want to leave more of the past behind and take a few steps forward with my life again, and i felt like i could care about my life again, and that there was some fight left in me. its much better than what i have been feeling for months, which is just very broken and destroyed, trapped and imprisoned...

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06152013

Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 15 June 2013 -

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Found a way to pay for my Wellbutrin for the next 3 months so decided to stay on it. Going to go up to 300mg tomorrow, then 450mg the following week. I'm pretty sure that's my best dosage (450mg)...not sure what I'll tell my pdoc, he's obviously going to wonder why the heck I'm not on Abilify/Pristiq. I'll probably be honest with him and tell that I was t...

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Wingless Bird, Falling Star

Posted by evalynn in Evalynn's Blog, 14 June 2013 -

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i feel like a wingless bird
too afraid to sing.
or have i lost my voice?
it's impossible to know.
and do i have the choice
to sing a mournful song,
or is it too dangerous
to sing it?

i feel like a falling star
who crashes toward the earth,
moving far too fast,
and losing all control.
and i don't have the stregnth
to keep myself afloat;
will i crash...

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Tan(Rather Not)Go

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 14 June 2013 -

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I'm going to a free tango lesson a friend invited me to tonight. It's the first time. All day, just thinking about it, I was disgusted about it. It was like a huge black spot on my horizon. To me it's the same feeling as the day before an exam, where you know there is no way you can avoid it, and you just want it to be over with as soon as possible.
I kno...

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What's Keeping Me From Walking Out The Door?

Posted by laylasaurusrex in laylasaurusrex's Blog, 14 June 2013 -

· 113 views

I do this every day,
I wake up, take a shower, get dressed.
I have a ton of plans about how I can do the most with the day.
Then I get scared. Like a feeling of failure.
I sit down and think that I cannot leave.
I tell myself I have to do things in the house, and that I don't have time to do these things outside.

I'm doing this exact same thi...

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Bumps In The Road

Posted by jonine1975 in One Day at a Time, 13 June 2013 -

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So yea we get better, but we get bumps too, sometimes when you least expect it. This time it was at my sons kindergarten graduation! Of all places I am sitting there hot and having a panic attack. This was a bridging ceremony where the kid walks from one side of the bridge from the teacher and crosses the bridge to their parent. His daddy did it, I wanted...

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Some Days I Need A Hug

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 12 June 2013 -

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My birthday came and went. All I wanted was a night out with drinks and conversation but being the loser I am with no friends, I instead went food shopping. I hate birthdays. My bosses 8 yr old asked me today if I had a bday party and I explained im too old for that and then she asked if i had a bday dinner, and I said no I didnt, and she looked at me an...

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Why Me, Why Now....

Posted by Midnight_Moon in Sometimes i wonder., 12 June 2013 -

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the past few days have just been pure hell, i havent had a day off since last tuesday, and its been really really busy, and its just been grinding down on my nerves, ive had 1 emotional breakdown, and a few mini spazzes.
i just cant deal with it, the rude customers, my life being pure chaos right now, my apartment search turning up nothing yet that i can...

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Why I Have Not Been Posting Here For A While, My New Official Blog Site

Posted by theone11 in my life.... plus poems and other stuff :) , 11 June 2013 -

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I have started my own official blog site as the title shows, link below, will be posting most of my stuff there, may still post stuff here but for more, please visit my site :) enjoy, there are already a lot of new stuff on there so enjoy :)

http://viewsofadepre...ul.blogspot.ca/

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