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Mum's Angry With Me

Posted by deepbleu in The Deep Blue Blog, 21 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Mum's angry with me.
She was worried yesterday when I didn't call or text to say I was going somewhere before I came home.
I don't see what the problem was. I told her I was coming home on Saturday and she called me on Saturday evening in tears because I'd missed her three previous phone calls and still wasn't home. I told her the...


Bad Few Days

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 21 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

1-    I had a bad cup of coffee a few days ago which made me stay awake all Thursday night. That threw my sleep off and I was so exhausted I was unable to do any of my chores. I was trying to be nice to the barista so I did not request decaf which turned out to be a huge mistake. I slept most of Friday and all Saturday. Now it is 2 am Sunday mor...


I Suspect I've Been Running Away

Posted by EnergeticSoul in So This Is Life, 21 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I suspect I've been running away from my thoughts, emotions, hopes, wants and desires. I've pushed myself away from others and have shut myself out to more than just the world, myself included. From one who thrived for creativity, knowledge and imagination, my difficulties in school, at home and in my social life had bogged me down. I was confused and all...


How I Learned To Spell 'angel'

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 20 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

How I Learned To Spell 'angel' CAUTION:  MAY BE TRIGGERING!!!!!!!
      There are very few words I cannot spell correctly now.  I had a horribly effective motivator.  Proper motivation always helps us learn new things, doesn’t it?  When I was in high school, I always had a problem spelling angle and ang...


School Rambling

Posted by Lucciainthesky in Lucciainthesky's Blog, 19 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been feeling like it might be time to start thinking about getting back to school so I can get back on track to becoming eligible for my school's nursing program. I've been watching a lot of Nurse Jackie lately, and it's been bringing back my desire to become one so I can help make other people feel better (minus the whole drug addiction part).


What If I Hate Teaching To Groups?

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 18 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I have doubts about working as a teacher.
I'm realizing the internship I'm doing will serve to validate whether I want to teach classes or not.
Sometimes I enjoy tutoring, because it's so easy, especially when it's in a subject I'm very familiar with. It's easy money, and it's not boring.
On the other hand, managing a group sounds like a pain in the a$$....


Waking Up

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 17 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's been a roller-coaster journey, this past ...lifetime.

There are a lot of things I've had to go through, to realise a some things that I suppose should be obvious.

I've strung together a few good days now, and I think I'm starting to see some good signs about my health. Temporary though they may prove to be.

I'm better rested. And, if I'm absolutel...


Death Is The Best Solution

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 17 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

im spiraling downward at a very fast pace. Im sitting here at work crying. thankfully im alone because everyone just left to go out to lunch.
i have searched and searched for reasons to stay on this earth, but there just arent any. im a nobody. 
i try to bury myself in projects to distract my mind, but i cant hide from the racing though...



Posted by SirDom in SirDom's Kingdom, 13 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I realized nobody reads these things... So that's cool....


Lowering My Expectations

Posted by cjay in Help Is On The Way, 13 September 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I like to  sit and think about writing; about how I'm going to do it "soon".  I'm always pondering what I WILL write about. But I'm out of the habit of sitting down, every day, to do it.
I guess it's because I've moved a lot latel...



Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 05 September 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Except for the last 2+ months, my depression was just getting worse and worse (every since late 2010, that's how long this episode has lasted). But once I stopped taking the anti-depressants and found the right anti-psychotic (Seroquel) medicine I started to see myself stabilizing somewhat. Something about AD's, I just don't tolerate them. Regardless, it...


Great. Now I've Done It.

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 05 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

As mentioned in my previous post, I drank like a fiend over the Labor Day weekend. Here it is Friday, and I'm still suffering from digestive issues and a profound weakness whenever I try to do anything very physical. I just walked the mile to work and broke into a sweat before I got to the office. Yeah, it's really humid out there, but that mile walk norm...


My Light Is Dark

Posted by maxedgrace in maxedgrace's Blog, 01 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Words cannot express the deep nothingness I feel.  Rather I feel something, it’s all bad, it’s all depression.  It’s all dark, sad, angry and scary.  It’s all nothing I want anyone else to ever see in me, on me, consuming me.  I’d rather you all see me sleep.  Not that I escape it when I sleep, it...


Scared To Go On Lithium

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 29 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I saw the p doc today.Which was really hard in the first place because I always get nervous when I have to see him.It`s not because of him or anything (he`s really nice). It`s because of my I really get nervous when I have to talk to other people and leave the house. Well anyway we discussed my not sleeping and anxiety.He tells me he wants me to try lithi...


Constant Thoughts

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 27 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

This past week I haven't been able to stop thinking about ******* myself. I've had thoughts like this for years but this is the longest I have thought about it without a break. I've been utterly miserable, totally isolated and I feel like I've got nothing to live for. I can't stop thinking about how terrible I am and how terrible my life is. How even the...


My Journey

Posted by brenn19832 in A Nice Place you Have Here, 21 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My Journey Hello there, readers. 
I have been journeying without a map and without any support for a journey that had no name.  Until yesterday.
Yesterday was a big day for me.  After years of therapy, medications, false starts, and much self-hatred, I finally found the Right Doctor.  I found her by luck, by doing a search on the...


Physically Sick Tonight

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 18 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Another night of fevers and chills. this can get frustrating, I toss and turn trying to get comfy but I cant, its when this happens that I feel like throwing in the towel
its constant, the fevers may go but they will return I am ignoring the body aches as much as I can, I feel I am falling apart at times,  holding on to the hopes and dreams...


Opened Up.

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I did it. I talked. It all came out. My mom was mad cause I looked at her wrong, and I broke. It was hard, and we talked for hours. My head hurts now... But things are going to get better. While talking, I learned something about my family. Depression isn't uncommon. My mom has it, my dad has it, my brother may have it... What hell, huh? One big, happy fa...



Posted by jackotheshadow in jackotheshadow's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been depressed for several years. I've been suicidal for most of it. In the last few years, I've been losing touch with everyone and everything. This was probably happening in the first place (perhaps one of the reasons I got depressed in the first place), but it's been getting more severe. More specifically, I've spent the last couple years avoiding...

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