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Here I Am. (Sort Of)

Posted by Aaronlax143 in Depressed Dadding and Dilly-Dallying, 24 May 2013 -

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I say sort-of because it's rare that I'm ever actually fully anywhere. Which is odd, for someone who practices (poorly and nowhere near as regularly as I need to) mindfulness and zen. Which are both all about being somewhere fully. I need to get better at this.

Which is also funny, because statements like "I need to get better at" go against the te...

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Drama Magnets

Posted by blueyonder in blueyonder, 24 May 2013 -

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when i got home from work my mother started to harass me about my brother. she said things that she has said to me many times before, over about the past 15 years. they go something like this. "[your brother] called me. im worried about him. everything is going wrong for him. his job is terrible, his car is breaking down, his father is sick, and now his g...

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05242013

Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 24 May 2013 -

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Tried to coming down to 5mg of Abilify early in the week and was struck with extreme insomnia (should of known...stupid move)...I think I got 2 hours of sleep and that was it, the following day was horrible. So my doctor was right...the less you take the more likely the insomnia will happen with the Abilify...

Of course, I shouldn't be fooling arou...

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I Need Help And Suggestions On What To Do...

Posted by theone11 in my life.... plus poems and other stuff :) , 24 May 2013 -

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i have been stresssed out for a few days now. ( like real real stressed ) .. wanting to really help people and be somebody cause i kept being told by life coaches and doctors and even authors that i have something special to give and something that can really make life better as they said, i been sooo focused on just wanting something and being someone in...

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Confrontation With My Sister

Posted by jojin in jojin's Blog, 23 May 2013 -

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I forgot to take my medication this morning, so I went to take them this afternoon.

My sister was in the kitchen. I was about to grab both bottles, when she snatched them out of my hand and started questioning me. "Why are you taking these?"
"What's wrong with you?"

At first I thought she was joking, but when I tried to grab them back she sn...

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Cats,df Friends & Monday Monday Monday

Posted by Nataya in Nataya's Blog, 23 May 2013 -

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So ive been reading shmooey's blog and how happy and grateful she was that she had her cat while her partner is away. And as i hit send on my post my youngest cat jumped onto my laps for snuggles and cuddles, he is still on my lap now, i am typing one handed as i support him so he does not fall off. I can feel his warmth and his...

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Manic

Posted by canadiankelly in canadiankelly's Blog, 23 May 2013 -

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I don't know when the last time I took anti depressants. Brain zaps are manageable but I have cold symptoms and still cranky.
I fin myself giddy today but can cry at the drop of a hat.
So was I not suffering from depression all these years and am actually bi polar?? Or is this the withdrawal symptoms? I am going to continue with the withdrawal and see.....

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Vacation Time

Posted by Ravenna in Ravenna's Blog, 23 May 2013 -

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My fiance and I are about to go on our first little trip together. We are driving up to Chicago to visit some of his friends and stay with them. Despite my nervousness, I'm pretty excited. It is nice to have something to look forward to, especially since the next week, life is going to suck for about 8 days. I am a little nervous about spending so much ti...

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It's Helping. Hallelujah.

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 23 May 2013 -

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The increase to 20 mg of Abilify is knocking out the psychosis. THANK GOD!!!

I have not hallucinated in the past two days, and my paranoia is improved. I did not freak out earlier today when someone was fast approaching behind me. Normally that sets me off and makes me feel threatened, like they are chasing me and are going to att...

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Cursed.

Posted by Fate Blackwell in Fate's Fate, 23 May 2013 -

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No, really. There's no other possible explanation. Every single member of my family is fine with me laying in the dirt and dodging crazy men in the wee hours of the morning, clutching onto my clothing for every speck of warmth I can get from it, holding onto my shoes as a prized possession knowing travel, difficult as it is right now, would be...

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Walking Contradictions

Posted by Deprimere in Deprimere's Blog, 23 May 2013 -

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Walking Contradictions
Why do we reveal our darkest secrets with ease to strangers, but guard them to those closest to our hearts? We ingest what we know to be poison and reject medicine. We are untrustworthy but trust a good looking person within hours of meeting them. We assume the worst and believe in the best, we hope but dwell in...

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Yesterday/today - Horrible.

Posted by meeyow in The Way it was - the Way it is, 22 May 2013 -

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My husband, Tom - fighting with him has been a huge trigger in the past. He will usually end up telling me stuff during the fight that he has said before. Stuff that I think he knows hurts me, does he care? Is this a control mechanism?

He complains about his job all the time. He is seriously underpaid and doesn't care. Life goes on - year after yea...

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Looking Back...

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 22 May 2013 -

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do you ever sit and think about your life and wonder why? i have all the time in the world outside of work to sit and think. I go over every detail of every incident and ponder where i went wrong, what i did wrong, what i said, how i acted and wonder why. just why.

i dont open up to just anyone, it takes a long while for me to feel comfort...

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Don't Mess With Marylin Manson

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 22 May 2013 -

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The dream began with a hockey match. One of the goalies was a very young man. His mother had told him what equipment to use. The opposite team had Marylin Manson as one its players. The young goal keeper mysteriously died right after the match, and it seemed the cause might have been linked to Manson. It readily appeared in the dream that Manson killed pe...

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Heavy Hearted And Dark Thoughts...

Posted by anglcsprt in Angel's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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Having problems concentrating on anything. Couldn't even count stitches properly with my crochet project. I know that I already posted today, but often it helps to write about what is on my mind so that I can move on with my day or empty my head so I can settle down and prepare for sleep.

Today I learned of a young man (18yrs old) who c...

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Good News

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 21 May 2013 -

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Finally, I got some work done today. I had many interruptions but I got some things done so I feel a bit better. The weather held up pretty good as I was outside most of the day. Now on to more challenges. Back to my regular job on Tuesday.

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Lost And Looking

Posted by Emmaanne13 in Life vs. Death, 20 May 2013 -

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So I really dont know what to do with my life. I can tell you what Id love to do. I wish I could go back in time and change a few choices I made. Starting with never smoking when I was twelve. Or never drinking when I was 16. Or never turning into a drunk or a pill popper or a urn head. Or never moving half way across the country with an abusive partner....

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Perhaps My Heart Is Just Bruised

Posted by Olister in life, 20 May 2013 -

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im a 30 yo woman and i feel quite empowered.

i love dating and i date often. casually. it's been a long time since i had a monogomous relationship, and frankly i haven't been interested in one in a while.

i made a friend. i was staying in a different city, met him on an online dating site. we hung-out a few time...

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Grey

Posted by island in Island's Blog, 19 May 2013 -

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It's hard to tell whether there's light ahead through all this fog, and if there is, what direction it's in.

Like someone once pointed out about the "It Gets Better" movement; it might get better, eventually, but in the moment, everything is so oppressive and overwhelming, and it's not surprising when some decide that it's all just too much to bear...

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People Suck

Posted by SpaceAce in My First Blog, 19 May 2013 -

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Why do people have to suck so badly?

I am so snowed under with uni assessment at the moment because it is ALL group work and I'm finding most people don't pull their weight. Group 1 (5 people and me and another guy do 80% of the work), group 2 (4 people I do 80% of the work, 2 others do 10%, 1 does nothing), group 3 (pair- I do 70% and the other guy does...

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