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Day 5

Posted by JustMeNeil in JustMeNeil's Blog, 31 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Lets see. I had today's treatment a little while ago and I think I fell asleep for a minute or so because when I awoke the CES device had turned off.

I a bit worried because I'm feeling the same old depression and lack of interest in things as usual. But I have to remember that I'm still new using this technique and must give it plenty of time.

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A Little Slip Up...will Just Need To Fight Harder This Week

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 30 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

so I thought I was possibly on the right track of getting my foot back in the door of a friendship with the acquaintance. but not so sure. she was responsive the week she needed support, which I understand, her dad passed. and ive tried my hardest to contain myself from reaching out and being my annoying self, but I admit I slip one day. I messaged her, a...

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Root Canals And Dental Traumas

Posted by SFChristianGirl in SFChristianGirl's Blog, 28 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Hi everyone.

Ok. This is going to be a bit of a long story. Please hang in here with me.

I have a history of dental traumas starting back when I was a young child. My first traumatic experience involving dentists and teeth that I can remember was when I was 9 years old. This particular instance wasn't anything out of the ordinary per se, but the...

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Why I'm Like This

Posted by thursdayschild in I Think, 28 July 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

First of all, I feel like crap today. I think it's partly because I have a summer cold, but it makes my depression seem worse.

Bupropion XL was working for me, but I couldn't sleep and had horrible restless legs. So I was switched to SR five weeks ago. This is NOT WORKING. The energy boost the XL gave me is non-existent and I feel very unmotivated an...

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Trying A New Method To Quit Drinking

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 28 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I went to several AA meetings and realized that they weren't for me...it was essentially going to church on a daily basis with other alcoholics and users. I found another program that has a high success rate. It's called "Rational Recovery" and it's based on a concept called AVRT--Addictive Voice Recognition Technique. It's fiendishly simple; you simply s...

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My Assignments

Posted by dolphin2015 in Dolphin's Blog, 28 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

1. Cognitive Reconstruction
2. Regular exercise
3. Hebbian Theory (Adopt a replacement)
4. Mindfulness followed by Thought stopping and Insight oriented meditation
5. Practice Deliberate imperfection and moderation
6. Social connections

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I Need To Heed

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 28 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was reading the paper.
The 'Dear Thelma' section caught my attention.
The title, 'I hate my mother to the core' drew close proximity.

I must take the advice in the reply.

"The first thing you have to realise and accept is that you are in charge of your own behaviour...
You have to take responsibility for your own actions...
If you can tell that these...

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Subliminal Disgust

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 26 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

L. broke down and fell into major depression.
In therapy he was encouraged to delve into his relationship with his parents.
Nothing bad would come up. They acted in a supportive, encouraging way all throughout his childhood and adolescence his therapist and him concluded.
So, was his depression only the result of a chemical imbalance?
L. investigated home...

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Finally Got A Maintenance Med

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 25 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I actually did go to the doctor's office on Thurs when I called off. Despite being capable of working, I still had some pain from a migraine that started around Tues. They've been increasing in frequency this past year, but the last time I went to the doctor for them, she just said to stay doing what I'm doing. That would be Maxalt and naproxen.

Lately...

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Long Time No See

Posted by Anji in Anji's Blog, 25 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Hi.. its been a long time. Alot has happend and well Im alive ;)

I went thrue some old bookmarks today and fund this place again, and i thaugh that i might start wrighting here again.

so were to start.. well im single.. that might be the biggest thing? my ex left me 4 months ago, we are still friends, he didnt have the strength to be with a depressed p...

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Sad Thoughts

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 25 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm so lonely. I would like to have a girlfriend. I've realised that my ex-gf and I are prolly never getting back together. The thing that sucks is that if she wanted to get back together again I prolly would be fine with it cos I'm such a doormat. I would just like to be with someone though. But no-one wants me. Who would want me? No-one.

I have no purp...

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One Year

Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 20 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I just had my one year of sobriety and I thought at first that I would never make it to one year, but I did. On my one year which was June 24th I wanted to go out and use and drink. I haven't had that feeling in months, but for whatever reason I did then. I still have that feeling. I have a sponsor and I work the steps and I'm throughly honest with them a...

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Coming Over??

Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 20 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So I had a friend over my apartment last night. She had asked if she could come over and hang out. I was really awkward and told her there was nothing to do here. I've never really had anyone over for more than a few minutes that wasn't a repairman. I hate the idea of having someone over. I actually started panicking about it. I was trying to come u...

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I Feel Like An Alien On This Planet

Posted by BettrResultsHereIHope in BettrResultsHereIHope's Blog, 15 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

just waiting to be called back to my home planet after my reconnaissance duty ends, so I can go back to my real family that talks to me, a loving girlfriend, and friends whom I can actually hang out and talk with, unlike on earth.

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Im Sorry

Posted by Frozenburg in An Equalist point of view, 13 July 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

Im sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Im so sorry I couldn't be what you wanted me to be. Im so sorry that I want to tear my body open and swallow some pills. Im sorry I dream of jumping off bridges. Im sorry that I disappointed you. I even managed to disappoint myself. Im sorry that I'm ugly. I'm sorry I'm fat, Im sorry that I cry at nigh...

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Bad Day

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 13 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's been a bad day . My depression and anxiety level is high.
I can't stop crying. I am being hit with thoughts of ******* myself. It is building up . I'm tired of the mental stuff the physical illness . Will things ever get better .

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The More Things Change The More They Stay The Same....

Posted by kels in My Journal, 13 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The More Things Change The More They Stay The Same.... Holy ****aroni.... has it really been that long... lets see... I have gotten married in 2013 and had a baby in 2014. Alienated several people along the way and made amends with others. And yep my brain is still pretty screwed. Meds are at 20mg Citalopram since I fell pregnant, baby nearly 18mths and still breastfeeding strong. Had a dreadful pregnancy wit...

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Done

Posted by firelife in firelife's Blog, 09 July 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

As I was going through my previous blog entries (and deleting them out of shame), I couldn't help but notice how my obsession with keeping my love life above water was blinding me to so many things, including the fact that I wasn't genuinely happy.

In many of my old entries, I'd claim that I'd be "done forever" with the subject of my girlfriend (now ex-g...

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Emotional Ptsd?

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 06 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Emotional Ptsd? It hit me like a truck this evening. Something little happened this morning that brought back memories I'd carefully stashed away. Not even vivid memories. But now I'm reliving them like they just happened yesterday. Is it possible to have ptsd just from emotional trauma? Does ptsd have to be from traumatic physical events? Can it come from events th...

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Bored Of Life

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 03 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm sure I have written about this before but I am so bored of life. Nothing excites me anymore, nothing interests me. I do the same stuff day after day. That's what happens when you are alone I suppose. I wish I had some new and exciting friends what actually want to do things rather than just go to the pub once every couple of weeks. I have just been on...



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