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Beating Myself Up

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 20 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Been going thru a bad patch lately. Just feeling overwhelmingly sad, exhausted and just overwhelmed. Again nothings changed, nothing happened to warrant it, its just hopefully a passing thing.

I've felt a lot of shame lately about my depression. I feel very embarrassed about it even though I'm not discussing it with anyone, I just have this fear in...


So I Think I Might Have Add...

Posted by sabishikunaru in sabishikunaru's blog, 20 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Recently I read women in their late 30s (like me) and early 40s commonly get later diagnoses of ADHD. I'm on a waiting list to get an evaluation myself, before I find out if I'm about to become part of that statistic. The more I look at what ADHD is, the more frustrated I am that I didn't realize/get examined for it sooner. At first I couldn't think of si...



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 20 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Exclusivity Yeah, I'm re-hashing an old picture. DF is a very private thing for me, mainly because I feel compelled to 'hide' my struggle with depression. My family tries to understand and be supportive and positive for me. I don't get the negative flack from them that some of you have to deal with. So why do I keep DF to myself? Why do I hide it away, like Scroog...


A Letter To Someone I Will Never Speak To Again

Posted by firelife in firelife's Blog, 17 May 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

Thank you so much for showing your true colours. Your anger, your spite, your immaturity. I knew you had these traits, I experienced them first hand in the past, and yet I was blind. Blind with love for you. So when you told me that I was wrong, that you were only angry because you had to be, that you were only spiteful because I deserved it, that you wer...


Can't Stop Laughing

Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 16 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

A friend and I are having a war of sorts.  We're playing pranks on each other.  Nothing too serious, but I almost passed out laughing so much from seeing her freak out so badly today.  I was on the floor laughing trying to answer her message threatening to get me back.  It was pretty great.
I don't usually do things like that, b...


I Don't Want To Lie

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 14 May 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

People at work today were talking about sex and relationships and I was asked how long my longest relationship was. Obviously I didn't want to lie, but I couldn't tell them the truth that I have never been in a relationship. I just said I didn't want to talk about it, which made me seem weird as its not exactly something people keep private. People then s...


Story Time With Nate: Ashes

Posted by natethegreat in natethegreat's Blog, 09 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was 16 when my mom died. They didn't let me see her which I thought was strange but it was pretty traumatic. I was just leaving school and meeting my girlfriend when my uncle pulled up and demanded I get in the car. They took me to his house and gave me the news. Later that week they had her cremated and gave me a box full of her ashes. I know I'm a lit...


My Only Entry. I Hate Being A Two-Headed Monster.

Posted by RatBoy in RatBoy's Blog, 07 May 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views


I've tried blogging here before. It doesn't do a ton for me. Seems like few people read my blogs, either.

But I'm going to ramble today, because there's something fundamental I want to say - to myself, if to no one else.

I hate who I've become. Am guessing many of you also had childhood traumas or bullying or whatever. It seems true that it's e...


Still Ill

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 06 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven`t been to bed yet and it`s a little after 3:00 in the morning here.Just didn`t feel like going to bed last night.I don`t know if it`s a good or bad thing.I used to be like that all the time.I used to only sleep every other day.I just couldn`t sleep.Yesterday I had a hard time getting out of bed.All this gets to be very exhausting.Lately though my...


The United Kingdom Decides Its Future

Posted by Meer in Meer Manor Memoirs, 06 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The campaigning is over and tomorrow – May 7th 2015, the UK votes to select a new government.

Who is going to win the UK general election? There are 650 seats in the House of Commons. A party needs to win one more than half to form a majority government.
Now, it’s important to understand what the UK actually is. It’s the United Kingdom of Great Britain a...



Posted by mdw4680 in mdw4680's Blog, 05 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm feeling really good today. I called about getting into trade school and the woman said I would be accepted no doubt as long as I had the money. (of-course it's trade school they don't care they only want the money) but that doesn't bother. I'm really nervous about it being 30 mins away. I work 20 mins away from my house, then I would be going to schoo...


A List Of Things.

Posted by ohgosh in ohgosh's Blog, 05 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

1. I need to call my therapist.
2. I need to call my parents.
3. 1. and 2. might not be in the correct order.
4. I think I'm going to stop taking my anti-depressant. I'm bad at taking medication regularly, anyway, and it gives me weird dreams.
5. I'm sad a lot. Now, more than ever, it feels like I keep fucking things up.
6. I just bought a book on yoga.


Claming Up

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 01 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I find myself wanting to clam up, to not express what's going on or what I think, there's hurt and pain and disappointment when you are open and vulnerable . at the moment I don't think I can handle it, I feel like I am in school not part of the inn crowd , its all just me, the way I present myself or say things, that turn people away or just want to ski...


And Three Years Later...dusting The Blog Off

Posted by LonelyHiker in Tim's Blather, 30 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Wow, reading my entries from three years ago was...kind of a trip lol..to be honest, I had forgotten that I'd even started a blog here at DF.

A lot has happened since my last entry, and as it would waste valuable bandwidth ( and data) to recap what is for the most part inconsequential minutae, I will sum it up as quickly as possible:

Internetless for se...


Painful Beginnings

Posted by glassfallen in 2 years on..., 28 April 2015 - * * * * - · 0 views

When something is happening you don't understand it can be very scary.
Funnily enough I was 23 when my journey began... I just didn't know it then. It all started in a decision made 4 months before I even noticed anything was wrong. I was training 4-5 times a week at the time, all different martial arts pursuing my goal of getting into the fight business....


Walking The Right Path

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 28 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Like all mindsets that barrage us daily it's nice to drop the norm and head into one of the three paths of life. Always go for the one that makes you comfie. Keeping the arrow straight here, but boy it's hard at times.

Later :cat_jumps:


Packing & Moving

Posted by MoonbeamDusklight in Moonbeam's Blog, 20 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's been about a month... I can't wait around anymore for Husband to decide to "fix things"... I got my own apartment and am moving out this weekend. We'll probably end up divorcing. This is so painful; I feel like I'm walking away from my "soulmate" (well, until he cheated I thought he was my soulmate). I still love him, but I can't stay here while h...


Craving A Spiritual Experience

Posted by jasonh in jasonh's Blog, 19 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Indifference to life. Does anyone else feel this? Living day to day willingly ignorant of the things happening around you. Submissive to the things that happen to you, and unwilling to put up a fight? The longer that this life keeps me, I am increasingly asking myself "what for?" Many people put all of their energy into love, their work, their hobbies, et...


The Greatest Love Of All

Posted by chucapabra in Ruminating Chucapabra's Positive Blog, 17 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Its a beautiful song originally sung by George Benson. I never heard it before. Sad thing is I first heard it on the NBC footage of Jonestown. On the Night of november 17 1978 during Leo Ryan visit jonestown resident happily  sung this. TThere was a footage of them Singing happily and then the next footage was well you know. its really iron...



Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 15 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven't been on in awhile because I just have been scared about opening up I guess... So I am a little over 9 months clean and sober. Its the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life. My depression has been getting the best of me and I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this. I want to give up so badly. Just to be gone and pain free....

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