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Breakdown

Posted by rainingviolets in rainingviolets' Blog, 21 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Crowds of people fill my life
Get me, give me, find me, show me
People coming
People going
Faster, faster
Never slowing
Always someone needing something
Give me, give me, give me more
Give until you have no more
Pick the pace up, keep it going
Drive, shop, cook, clean,
Scrub the toilets, that’s your mission
It’s listed...

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How To Stay Afloat When Everyone Says Drown!

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 21 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

im trying so hard to help myself, and getting so discouraged and upset that im not making progress in this struggle by myself. 
 
all i do is sleep lately, i work 9-5 and as soon as i get home, i lie in bed curled up til i fall asleep. i dont eat. i have no energy, especially on days where i have to try really hard to be "happy" at wo...

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Started Abilify

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 21 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I started Abilify on November 20th. I am taking the lowest dosage 2mg when I wake up for the day which could be as late as 2pm.  My psychiatrist told me to break it and take half for the first week but the pharmacist says it is coated and it cannot be broken or chewed. This is supposed to help me with my mood swings and severe anger at the world....

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Break Me

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 20 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I dare you.

Take from me everything that I am, or that I ever will be, everything that I have. I've been down this road before, and it doesn't sting nearly as much the second time around.

Still, I would have ended it. I've given so much to everything, and it gets taken away in the most complete and embarrassing way.

Something stayed my hand... a few we...

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Angry **possible Trigger**

Posted by msunderstood in msunderstood's Blog, 19 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm angry today, p***** off. At his sister for moving in here and pretty much filling his head with negative things about me, causing him to question everything good. i wish she'd move out already. I'm mad at him for giving up on us and for just letting her walk all over him and me.i'm mad that I didn't say anything back to her when she said I was still a...

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Trying To Be Nice To Myself

Posted by tmm0127 in ramblings of an uneasy soul, 19 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Trying To Be Nice To Myself I was cleaning up my thumb drive and went through some pictures my sister took while we were out and about in D.C. back in July. The point of the photos was for her to practice and for me to have recent photos to put up on my OKC profile.
 
Going through the photos just kind of sent a jolt of disappointment and disgust into my mind and chest. Way bac...

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Whats Up Lately

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 19 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

so, i though i was getting better. i haven't been suicidal in a while. that's good, right? i met this girl who seems nice. good, right?
but im stressed. im always ticked off, sometimes just for no reason. just that "try me, i dare you" feeling. maybe not perfect, but i guess i could be worse.
but i cant stand myself. i don't know, i hate to look at me, i...

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Cats...

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 16 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Cats... We have a semi-feral mother cat and her five kittens with us, that used to belong to my eldest.  They are currently in our empty bedroom.  We are making small progress with the mother cat, and we are thankful that she had a laid back nature to begin with.
My eldest has great difficulty maintaining a home, since she seems to struggle with depress...

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Houston, We Have A Problem

Posted by Izz350 in Izz350's Blog, 13 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

One of the most frightening experiences I have ever had, was having my head to myself. One time, everything in my head went dead silent. The usual background chatter that I had become accustomed to, and the voices talking back and forth just stopped. There was just an eerie silence. I listened to see if I could hear anything other than my own thoughts but...

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Increased Effexor To 300 Mg

Posted by chickapea in chickapea's Blog, 11 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, I saw the psychiatrist last week. She increased my dose of Effexor to 300 mg. It's hard to say what the effects have been so far because at roughly the same time I got a sinus infection. I don't know whether that is good or bad. At least I can feel legitimate about going to the GP and saying I need a few days off work.
 
I was feeling completely...

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I Don't Know

Posted by TheBecoming in TheBecoming's Blog, 10 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don't know who or what I am. For so long I have faked my way through life at least I think I have I'm really not sure anymore. I like to think that I am indifferent try to act like it but the truth is harder to find. Some time ago I lost myself I was a robot faking empathy and puppeting human actions and emotions. Somewhere between the muddled mess of a...

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In The Company Of Women

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 10 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I noticed that since I embraced homosexuality a lot more, my relationship with women has skyrocketed.
 
At work, there are three young women, and they tend to orbit around me. Last time, one of them even said she wanted to kidnap me.
 
For the first time in my life, I enjoy interacting with women and feel completely relaxed around them.
In retur...

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Chris Ware - Building Stories

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 09 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I never really get that affected by fictional characters, but for almost the first time in my life I have found a character that I totally relate to. In Building Stories by Chris Ware there is woman who is lonely, hates the way she looks, feels like life has past her by, even when she gets what she wants she is still unhappy, and I feel like she is basica...

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A Year Pass

Posted by lolipop in A Journey Of My Life , 08 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Is been a year since i last wrote here .
i was not really fine somewhere around this year where i have to cope with a few issues and stress.
My marriage suppose to be on next year and i suppose to be happy and fine with it .
but somehow deep in my heart , i m upset .
I am not happy with my parents decision actually . 
They way they handle things and...

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Reassurance

Posted by Philip16 in Philip16's Blog, 04 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

In the deepest misery a spark may yet appear.  Discovered, mysterious, unmanufactured,
anchoring our consciousness into depths that we cannot plumb but nevertheless giving us
the reassurance of an abiding, loving Presence. 

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On Being Selfless

Posted by bellbottoms in bellbottoms' Blog, 02 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Being selfless is hard. Even when I think I am being selfess it turns out I'm really being selfish.
 
For example, I might not want to see certain people sometimes. Mostly that is because of how ashamed I am of myself. And because I feel that way, I think nobody would be interested in seeing me and thus I might as well spare people from my presence....

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New At This.

Posted by mama_phoenix in mama_phoenix's Blog, 27 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am 23 years old... I have two sons the oldest is 3 and the youngest is 1. I am married to the father and I should be happy. I am most days but not always. I mean we do have a roof over our head and clothes on our back and food in our stomachs.  But it's my past that keeps bothering me. I'm tired of people that keep telling me "to just get over it"....

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Depression's Evil Twin

Posted by cjay in Help Is On The Way, 27 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am full fuLL FULL  of anxiety right now. It all started when I took a nap.
 
I cannot take naps in any old environment. I must have my eye scarf and a good piece of audio. For today's nap I chose "Solving the Procrastination Puzzle"  by Timothy A. Pychyl .  Although it was a good book, perhaps it was a bad choic...

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Thought It Would Help

Posted by No1Cares in Why Bother?, 26 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Feeling down today. Tried to keep my mind busy by shopping and finding things online that are interesting. It only helped for a bit. Watching The Walking Dead helped also, but now I'm laying in bed and it's hitting me again. So I came here and it's making it A LOT worse. I thought it would help. Give me some help/inspiration on how to stop this. I'm findi...

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Hate

Posted by Seuss in Seuss' Blog, 22 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Longer than I can remember I've always been the good guy, always striving to take the high road.  I've always put others first and all they've done for me is slip another knife in my back.  It wasn't until I met my now girlfriend(my future wife)that I truly felt loved, felt like I didn't have to be anything but myself.  What an amazing real...



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