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Forget The Meds, Forget Socializing

Posted by BettrResultsHereIHope in BettrResultsHereIHope's Blog, 06 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

F-ck that sh-t. Whether im on the meds or not, socialize or not, it's the same sh-t either way.


Emotional Ptsd?

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 06 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Emotional Ptsd? It hit me like a truck this evening. Something little happened this morning that brought back memories I'd carefully stashed away. Not even vivid memories. But now I'm reliving them like they just happened yesterday. Is it possible to have ptsd just from emotional trauma? Does ptsd have to be from traumatic physical events? Can it come from events th...


Job Search

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 05 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I got a call on Thursday about that job I applied for a month ago. I haven't called back yet because I'm having second thoughts about that job. I've done some more research on the company and everything I find is that they pay well below average and that you basically work all the time. Forced over time every day, bad management, etc. it seems like manage...


Bored Of Life

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 03 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm sure I have written about this before but I am so bored of life. Nothing excites me anymore, nothing interests me. I do the same stuff day after day. That's what happens when you are alone I suppose. I wish I had some new and exciting friends what actually want to do things rather than just go to the pub once every couple of weeks. I have just been on...


Surprising Day

Posted by nibsy in nibsy's Blog, 02 July 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don't understand depression.!!! How or why is it that you can spend two days in bed not wwanting to see, speak or engage with anyone ' I include myself her to'. Don't want to eat or drink and personal hygiene doesn't exist, then the worst thing happens. ......a knock on the door. At this point I should explain that I currently exist in a probation hoste...


My Diary 6/28/15

Posted by Fading light in Fading light's Blog, 28 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I just got released frk the suicide ward i was stuck in for two weeks and now i've secured an interview at a coffe shop things may turn out well for me


Dream: Baby Alien

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 24 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm in my parents' bedroom, in the house I grew up in. There is a baby alien on the loose (the one in the movie Alien that goes through the belly). I can see its teeth and its black and shiny body. I'm in a state of panic. I'm scared and don't know what to do. There are two other guys in the room. One of them urges me to escape through the window with him...



Posted by dolphin2015 in Dolphin's Blog, 21 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Today, I talked to a man I know for two years.
He discussed about his issue with a woman who tricked and insulted him.
He said he was so much in anger that he could not even sleep properly at night.
It had also happened to me so many times in the past.
It reminds me of a word of wisdom:
"Holding onto anger is like grasping a hot coal with intent of throwi...


Happy... Father's... Day?

Posted by RatBoy in RatBoy's Blog, 21 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's Sunday, June 21 2015.

Father's Day in the United States. It's everywhere - you can't escape it.

"Happy Father's Day to my kind, supportive, wonderful father!"

And my soul grows thick with bile.

My father was a real piece of 5h1t.

Oh, I recognize that he, too was a victim of some sort of MI. But he NEVER should have fathered a child.

He was 45...


Rough Day

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 20 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

My day started with me playing a computer game, just trying to **** time. Even when playing the game I thought about my ex-gf.

Then I smell a bad smell coming from somewhere. I check my cat's litter box to see that she hasn't pooped so it can't be that. Then the game goes badly so I'm a little mad and I also get a headache. I quit playing and then I see...


Part Four: The Day That Changed My Life

Posted by screwygirl in A LIFE'S LESSON IN A DAY, 16 June 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

Part Four: The Day That Changed My Life I am sitting on the cold, concrete floor, my arms wrapped around her and my eyes streaming tears. I can smell a mixture of alcohol and the distinct smell of animals. My beautiful baby is leaning into me, soaking me in as she always does. "This is it," I think. I know there is no turning back now. Everything happening around me is obscured by a haze, and y...


All You Can Eat!

Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 13 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been fairly calm recently. My sleep has gotten better. There’s lots of drama at work--people crying, etc. But, I've been the level-headed one trying to support everyone. I have to remind myself to be careful and not overstretch myself helping with projects that have nothing to do with me, though. But part of me NEEDS to help, so I’ll try to keep...



Posted by thursdayschild in I Think, 13 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Does anyone here read these blogs? Does anyone here give a crap? Does anyone on Earth give a crap? I hate this world and everything in it. I wish that I could trade places with someone who has cancer, someone who has something to live for, like a young mother with breast cancer who won't live to see her kids grow up. I would trade places with her. It's no...


Note To Your Stupid Self...

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 09 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I remind myself constantly that people don't like me, not that I need the reminder, their actions are proof. however in the back of my mind there was always this little tiny voice that would tell me that's its the depression telling you lies, that people do care about you, and even though I really knew the truth, I held onto the glimmer of hope that it tr...


Long Time, No Blog

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 02 June 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Wow. I haven't blogged in awhile. But so what? It ain't like people are lined up waiting for my next blog entry.

It's been a year since I moved out of the house where I'd lived with my ex for 25 years. I still go over there from time to time to help with projects. For instance, this past weekend I crawled up on the roof and cleaned out the gutters. To me...


Depression & Loss Of Desire For Hobbies

Posted by Catalan in Catalan's Numbers, 26 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The emotionally painful part of this bout with depression has passed for the time being. However, there's been one lasting effect on me.

Depression has sapped my desire to do things.

I have all these dreams and goals. But the recurring feeling in my mind has been, "I have no energy to do them." Everything seems like too tall an order. Anything I could r...


Tony - A Man I Loved

Posted by Meer in Meer Manor Memoirs, 25 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Today, for some easily explained reason, I’ve been thinking of two men in my life that I’ve loved.

I’ve loved them for the persons they were, and not in a sexual context.


He was an Italian gentleman who ran a small restaurant in Clacton-on-Sea – Essex. This was some time ago when I was young and rather poor. I needed a part time job and therefore...


So I Think I Might Have Add...

Posted by sabishikunaru in sabishikunaru's blog, 20 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Recently I read women in their late 30s (like me) and early 40s commonly get later diagnoses of ADHD. I'm on a waiting list to get an evaluation myself, before I find out if I'm about to become part of that statistic. The more I look at what ADHD is, the more frustrated I am that I didn't realize/get examined for it sooner. At first I couldn't think of si...


A Letter To Someone I Will Never Speak To Again

Posted by firelife in firelife's Blog, 17 May 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

Thank you so much for showing your true colours. Your anger, your spite, your immaturity. I knew you had these traits, I experienced them first hand in the past, and yet I was blind. Blind with love for you. So when you told me that I was wrong, that you were only angry because you had to be, that you were only spiteful because I deserved it, that you wer...


Story Time With Nate: Ashes

Posted by natethegreat in natethegreat's Blog, 09 May 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was 16 when my mom died. They didn't let me see her which I thought was strange but it was pretty traumatic. I was just leaving school and meeting my girlfriend when my uncle pulled up and demanded I get in the car. They took me to his house and gave me the news. Later that week they had her cremated and gave me a box full of her ashes. I know I'm a lit...

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