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Feeling Guilty

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 16 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am  just remembering how I failed to take good care of my late dad. I was so stressed and becoming more and more depressed every day.  I was so weak.  I wanted to hire an aid worker  to care for him but my sisters did not believe there any good help out there. They wanted to do everything and that caused tension between us. It's all...


Help Me

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 14 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Help me find a way out of here. To somewhere I can be safe from the world, and from my mind. Give me peace - a moment of calm.

Give me clarity: the freedom, to think undaunted.

Convince me that I have purpose and that my life's work has meaning.

Offer me the calming words of hindsight, telling me I'm on the right path, or will find it one day. Please...



Posted by SirDom in SirDom's Kingdom, 13 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I realized nobody reads these things... So that's cool....



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 13 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Signs When I felt similiar to this my therapist called it 'Thoughts of death,' and was extremely concerned about me. My thoughts were more like 'I want to go to sleep and never wake up.' Re-post this if you want, I found it on Pinterest.  Watch out for this, and tell your loved ones to watch out for it.  This is a sign of suicidal thoughts.


Lowering My Expectations

Posted by cjay in Help Is On The Way, 13 September 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I like to  sit and think about writing; about how I'm going to do it "soon".  I'm always pondering what I WILL write about. But I'm out of the habit of sitting down, every day, to do it.
I guess it's because I've moved a lot latel...


The Passionate

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 11 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Ricky was a kid who's dream was to be able to play soccer everyday for the rest of his life.
So he joined the local team, and trained every day.
In college he was spotted by a recruiter and received an offer to join a pro team. That night he packed his stuff and the next morning we was on a plane towards Europe.
Over there, he became rapidly the best scor...


Everyone Hates You

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 09 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I usually have a pep talk with myself before i leave the house to cover the basics....remember to smile, fight back tears, pretend you are fine, and say good morning and goodbye. so not to get myself in trouble at the office. but today I just looked in the mirror and said "lets be honest. everyone out there hates you, they dont hide it. and come on, you...



Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 05 September 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Except for the last 2+ months, my depression was just getting worse and worse (every since late 2010, that's how long this episode has lasted). But once I stopped taking the anti-depressants and found the right anti-psychotic (Seroquel) medicine I started to see myself stabilizing somewhat. Something about AD's, I just don't tolerate them. Regardless, it...


Great. Now I've Done It.

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 05 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

As mentioned in my previous post, I drank like a fiend over the Labor Day weekend. Here it is Friday, and I'm still suffering from digestive issues and a profound weakness whenever I try to do anything very physical. I just walked the mile to work and broke into a sweat before I got to the office. Yeah, it's really humid out there, but that mile walk norm...


My Light Is Dark

Posted by maxedgrace in maxedgrace's Blog, 01 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Words cannot express the deep nothingness I feel.  Rather I feel something, it’s all bad, it’s all depression.  It’s all dark, sad, angry and scary.  It’s all nothing I want anyone else to ever see in me, on me, consuming me.  I’d rather you all see me sleep.  Not that I escape it when I sleep, it...


Scared To Go On Lithium

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 29 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I saw the p doc today.Which was really hard in the first place because I always get nervous when I have to see him.It`s not because of him or anything (he`s really nice). It`s because of my I really get nervous when I have to talk to other people and leave the house. Well anyway we discussed my not sleeping and anxiety.He tells me he wants me to try lithi...


Constant Thoughts

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 27 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

This past week I haven't been able to stop thinking about ******* myself. I've had thoughts like this for years but this is the longest I have thought about it without a break. I've been utterly miserable, totally isolated and I feel like I've got nothing to live for. I can't stop thinking about how terrible I am and how terrible my life is. How even the...


My Journey

Posted by brenn19832 in A Nice Place you Have Here, 21 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My Journey Hello there, readers. 
I have been journeying without a map and without any support for a journey that had no name.  Until yesterday.
Yesterday was a big day for me.  After years of therapy, medications, false starts, and much self-hatred, I finally found the Right Doctor.  I found her by luck, by doing a search on the...


Physically Sick Tonight

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 18 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Another night of fevers and chills. this can get frustrating, I toss and turn trying to get comfy but I cant, its when this happens that I feel like throwing in the towel
its constant, the fevers may go but they will return I am ignoring the body aches as much as I can, I feel I am falling apart at times,  holding on to the hopes and dreams...


Opened Up.

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I did it. I talked. It all came out. My mom was mad cause I looked at her wrong, and I broke. It was hard, and we talked for hours. My head hurts now... But things are going to get better. While talking, I learned something about my family. Depression isn't uncommon. My mom has it, my dad has it, my brother may have it... What hell, huh? One big, happy fa...



Posted by jackotheshadow in jackotheshadow's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been depressed for several years. I've been suicidal for most of it. In the last few years, I've been losing touch with everyone and everything. This was probably happening in the first place (perhaps one of the reasons I got depressed in the first place), but it's been getting more severe. More specifically, I've spent the last couple years avoiding...


Stop This Madness, I Want Out

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 16 August 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

So after gaining 89 pounds between Geodon and Abilify over the course of a year and a half, I stopped taking Abilify three weeks ago (had already been off Geodon for nine months).  Got Abilify withdrawals, got through it, though not without key people at work now knowing my mental illness (except the DID). Switched successfully back to Haldol which h...


I'm Ok, You're Ok. No, Really... !!!

Posted by RatBoy in RatBoy's Blog, 14 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Just want to reiterate something I've said, and others have said in many different ways before.
I was MADE this way.  I wasn't born depressed.  It's not inherent to my nature.  This is not a birth defect.
Circumstances have made me depressed.
Now, YMMV - there may be some folks out there with genuine innate i...


I Miss You So Much Right Now

Posted by Lucciainthesky in Lucciainthesky's Blog, 10 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm having one of those nights when I miss my ex so much more than I can ever say.
Sometimes when I watch something that we both enjoyed, or hear a song that always reminded me of him, it crushes me.
He was the best thing to ever happen to me. He was always there for me when I needed him. he helpedpushme through so many miserable times and tough st...

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