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Days

Posted by jojin in jojin's Blog, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 59 views

My days have been better, though my problems are the same.
 
I was nearly moved to tears in church yesterday. The preacher gave a sermon on fathers and I could only think of how badly I want my own father to change. At the alter, I just prayed for God to change his heart.
 
It's my sister's birthday today. She's 27. We didn't have a big party or...

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I Want To.......

Posted by Nataya in Nataya's Blog, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 30 views

curl up under my blankets and never come out......
 
even when i have nothing planed i still feel overwhelmed with life.......
 
 
im feeling sick in the tummy i hate us all that much.........
 
i have no life i am a shell of a person we all are
 
 
nothing left to give.......
 
nothing left to fight for.......
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Good

Posted by kaylamariejane in kaylamariejane's Blog, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 168 views

I woke up today, feeling good. Feeling good about getting better, actually wanting to get better.

First I'll be going to my doctor and then therapy in a few days, ive also decided that getting healthy is what I need to do. Since I have a lot of self image and weight issues, I'll be starting to eat clean and keep up regular exercise to burn off this weig...

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Slow Motion Heart Attack

Posted by natethegreat in natethegreat's Blog, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 115 views

One of the most frustrating parts of being an adult with adult responsibilities is dragging yourself to work everyday. Worse yet my job is complicated and high profile. If I ever quit or broke down everyone in my industry circle would know. I'd be hard pressed to even find another decent job. I'm sitting here on a monday morning with a laundry list site i...

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The Escapist

Posted by Aaronlax143 in Depressed Dadding and Dilly-Dallying, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 133 views

The Escapist It's not surprising anymore when I look back on my life to the moments when I've been the most confused and anxiety-prone and beat-myself-uppish and see that they correlate almost exactly with every time I've given up some form of escapism.
 
I'm going to confess something here. I haven't read a comic book - not a single one - in about four months. Y...

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I Like Sleeping

Posted by SpaceAce in My First Blog, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 96 views

But I don't like waking up. My goals in life are earn enough income to just cover my bills and spend the rest of my life sleeping. If I won a large amount of money I would buy a small house in a rural area so I could just cook, grow vegetable plants/fruit trees and sleep. I'll be asleep in about an hour yay

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How Do You Ground Yourself?

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 17 June 2013 - - - - - - · 95 views

I'm wondering if anyone has ideas as to how to ground myself when I start dissociating and losing my grip that it's actually today and not 20 or 30 years ago.  I have been repeating "it's June of 2013" like a mantra some days when I'm really overwhelmed, but I would like some other suggestions.
 
I wear a silver cross that I try to use as a remi...

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Good Day

Posted by blueyonder in blueyonder, 16 June 2013 - - - - - - · 65 views

first good day in 6 weeks. last night i decided i really want to leave more of the past behind and take a few steps forward with my life again, and i felt like i could care about my life again, and that there was some fight left in me. its much better than what i have been feeling for months, which is just very broken and destroyed, trapped and imprisoned...

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Im Pregnant....

Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 16 June 2013 - - - - - - · 183 views

I havent been on in a while because i thought my life was going pretty well. well it sure as hell isnt anymore! i recently just found out im  pregnant...i have to wait till the 25th to have the abortion...Nick( my boyfriend) is coming with me. If it wasnt for our age we would keep it...we know its for the best. but right now Nick is on a trip with hi...

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New Medication.

Posted by Fate Blackwell in Fate's Fate, 15 June 2013 - - - - - - · 169 views

This is my third day on Viibryd.  I think I'm so desperate to see an effect ( ANY effect ) that I'm perceiving a sort of haze over the cancerous misery clogging up my brain tubes.  Whether it's just wishful thinking or some sort of rare early effect is beyond me.  I've certainly not lost that negative edge to my thinking.  But that gar...

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06152013

Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 15 June 2013 - - - - - - · 126 views

Found a way to pay for my Wellbutrin for the next 3 months so decided to stay on it. Going to go up to 300mg tomorrow, then 450mg the following week. I'm pretty sure that's my best dosage (450mg)...not sure what I'll tell my pdoc, he's obviously going to wonder why the heck I'm not on Abilify/Pristiq. I'll probably be honest with him and tell that I was t...

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Wingless Bird, Falling Star

Posted by evalynn in Evalynn's Blog, 14 June 2013 - - - - - - · 48 views

i feel like a wingless bird
too afraid to sing.
or have i lost my voice?
it's impossible to know.
and do i have the choice
to sing a mournful song,
or is it too dangerous
to sing it?
 
i feel like a falling star
who crashes toward the earth,
moving far too fast,
and losing all control.
and i don't have the stregnth
to keep myself afloat;
will i crash...

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Tan(Rather Not)Go

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 14 June 2013 - - - - - - · 81 views

I'm going to a free tango lesson a friend invited me to tonight. It's the first time. All day, just thinking about it, I was disgusted about it. It was like a huge black spot on my horizon. To me it's the same feeling as the day before an exam, where you know there is no way you can avoid it, and you just want it to be over with as soon as possible.
I kno...

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What's Keeping Me From Walking Out The Door?

Posted by laylasaurusrex in laylasaurusrex's Blog, 14 June 2013 - - - - - - · 113 views

I do this every day,
I wake up, take a shower, get dressed.
I have a ton of plans about how I can do the most with the day.
Then I get scared. Like a feeling of failure.
I sit down and think that I cannot leave. 
I tell myself I have to do things in the house, and that I don't have time to do these things outside.
 
I'm doing this exact same thi...

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Isn't It Funny...

Posted by anglcsprt in Angel's Blog, 14 June 2013 - - - - - - · 141 views

... how you can do all you can to please others, putting your own needs and feelings on hold, sometimes totally ignoring them, and then you find yourself wondering why you bothered??  You wonder where those people are when you need them??  Here I am at 2am wide awake... the meds aren't working tonight.  Evening and nights are my worse time...

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Bumps In The Road

Posted by jonine1975 in One Day at a Time, 13 June 2013 - - - - - - · 126 views

Bumps In The Road So yea we get better, but we get bumps too, sometimes when you least expect it. This time it was at my sons kindergarten graduation! Of all places I am sitting there hot and having a panic attack. This was a bridging ceremony where the kid walks from one side of the bridge from the teacher and crosses the bridge to their parent. His daddy did it, I wanted...

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Some Days I Need A Hug

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 12 June 2013 - * * * - - · 99 views

My birthday came and went. All I wanted was a night out with drinks and conversation but being the loser I am with no friends, I instead went food shopping. I hate birthdays. My bosses 8 yr old asked me today if I had a bday party and I explained im too old for that and then she asked if i had a bday dinner, and I said no I didnt, and she looked at me an...

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Exited About Going To The Beach

Posted by surfcaster in surf's blog, 12 June 2013 - - - - - - · 80 views

it's about time i finally have something to look forward to, i love going to the beach and fishing all day and relaxing by the ocean. i am hoping that by the end of the weekend i am feeling a little better, but im not sure how that's all going to play out, i just found out that my cousins husband with whom we spent many of days on the beach with just pass...

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Why Me, Why Now....

Posted by Midnight_Moon in Sometimes i wonder., 12 June 2013 - - - - - - · 74 views

the past few days have just been pure hell, i havent had a day off since last tuesday, and its been really really busy, and its just been grinding down on my nerves, ive had 1 emotional breakdown, and a few mini spazzes.
i just cant deal with it, the rude customers, my life being pure chaos right now, my apartment search turning up nothing yet that i can...

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Why I Have Not Been Posting Here For A While, My New Official Blog Site

Posted by theone11 in my life.... plus poems and other stuff :) , 11 June 2013 - - - - - - · 60 views

I have started my own official blog site as the title shows, link below, will be posting most of my stuff there, may still post stuff here but for more, please visit my site :) enjoy, there are already a lot of new stuff on there so enjoy :) 
 
http://viewsofadepre...ul.blogspot.ca/
 
 



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