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I Want To Date

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 31 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I really really want to go on a date. I don't even really mind who it is with. There is a girl at work I would like to get to know more, but she is kind of my boss and is not interested in me at all, as usual. I want to feel like a man, like an adult, and go on a date with someone. Just take them out for a meal, or a drink, or go to the cinema. I want to...


I Hate You

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 30 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

3 small but highly powerful words I say to myself every morning when I look in the mirror as I get ready to start the day.
The words echo in my head continuously through out the day just in case for one little second my mind thinks I may forget.
Those quiet days where there is no conversation with a single sole, fuel my mi...


The Truth, If Nothing Else - It's All That's Left

Posted by MrMisery in My Life, 30 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Write the truest words you know. They'll shake the foundations of your world.

Finding that truth, beneath all of the safe and easy words we hide behind, that's the challenge.

Sometimes those truthful words are of unrivaled beauty. Sometimes they're dark and horrible.

Today they're dark. I'm in pain.
Read on, but leave your conscience and innocence here...


Kitten Patrol

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 30 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Kitten Patrol Two of our kittens, Oreo and Lily, supervising litter box cleaning.  There's usually a restroom line when I do this. All the kittens will be lined up under the edge of the bed, watching the litter box very intently, waiting for me to get done. :smile:


Paranoia Paranoia Everybody's Comin To Get Me

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 29 January 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

I just need to get this out I guess.
I'm on week 3 of a 4 week (as of now) short term disability from work.  
My pdoc does not want me to return to my current position and I had an appointment with employee assistance program yesterday to go over options.  A HR recruiter will work me to find something that can accommo...


I Don't Know If I Can Stay At My Current Job

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 29 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's so toxic I just can't explain. If I don't get a call for at least the testing for the job I mentioned in my previous post, I don't know what I'll do. And I know the odds are stacked against me being hired, but I keep trying to be positive about it. I keep telling myself that if I make it to the interview stage, if I can nail that, I've got half a cha...


A Break In Play

Posted by thinkpositive in thinkpositive's Blog, 29 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So it was a bad day earlier. A culmination of an agrument with the fiancee and general life events. However it is the evening and things are not manic.
I know this is forum is about depression but seeing as this blog is something I will probably be re-reading I thought I might tell my future self about some good things too. Why the change? Well I g...


Challenging Negative Thoughts...hmm...worth A Shot.

Posted by neurotic_lady89 in Christina's Blog (neurotic_lady89), 28 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

 I thought of listing some negative thoughts and then trying to reason through them. Sometimes it helps, other times not. I am full of self-hatred tonight, so it seems like the perfect time to do this.
"I am a completely incompetent f*** up"
That's not totally true. I managed to get a degree and get admitted to law school, I guess those thing...


Introduction: My Story - Pt 1

Posted by adamrparr in Life: Depression, Addiction, Sobriety, Victory & Defeat - An Ongoing Story, 28 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

My name's Adam, and I'm an alcoholic.  And a drug addict.  I suffer from chronic clinical depression, technically known as "severe mood disorder, recurrent".  I also have the inattentive form of adult ADD.  So I suppose you might say I have a "quadruple diagnosis".  Seems unfair & insurmountable at times, but i...


Not Sad

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 28 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So it's now pretty sure that I'm not getting back together with my ex-gf, and I'm fine with that. It's maybe even for the better, cos she had so many annoying habits, and she just isn't the same person anymore that I fell in love with.
I'm still pretty ill. That's bad cos in addition to worsening my physical state it worsens my mental st...


Dream: Tour Guide, Asian Man, Infantilism

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 28 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm in south-america. I arrive in a country after doing a tour of the sub-continent with latina woman who had acted as a sort of assistant/tour guide. Since it is the end of the tour, it is time to part ways. I want to give her a tip. I look in my wallet and there is a 20$ bill and a 100$ bill. I hesitate a little and finally give her the 20$. We kiss lig...


Still Kicking... Maybe.

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 25 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

A coat of silver
and a crown of gold.
but soon
a coat of red
and a crown of gold
means nothing.
ill let ya think on that while i ramble on.
first of all, i don't know if ive ever felt more depressed. i don't eat all that much. that fun, lost 10 pounds by sitting on the couch. im pretty sure im hated by everyone. not their fault though,...


Just Jabbering

Posted by JaLee in JaLee, 24 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I realized somethig yesterday that really bothers me. What if I go through therapy and get past all the horrible things from my past, and I am still depresed, paranoid and neurotic? If my brain doesn't make the right chemicals, is it because I obsess over my past or is it because my brain is defective. I was thinking once I got through therapy I would be...


Darkness Visible

Posted by Maverick7777 in Maverick7777's Blog, 23 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

william styron, the well-known author, wrote what he called a 'memoir of madness' entitled darkness visible .
i had read his novels, seen the screen adaption of one, but had never read this until i found myself desperately searching for some kind of answer for the depression/anxiety conundrum.  i then read his 'letters' that came out last year...


Another Lonely Night

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 23 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Another night of feeling useless and suicidal, the thoughts of SH have been filling my mind, along with the paranoid feelings,
i have been taking it day by day , trying to not dwell on the issues  that bother me, some days are better than others,
living here with my sister is starting to get to me, i wish i was back at my own apartment, i really feel...


Poem Time!!!

Posted by bellbottoms in bellbottoms' Blog, 22 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Does anyone care
For some grated Gruyére?
I'm just a piece of cheese
For you to slice as you please
One for my sister
One for my brother
The damage is done
What harm is another?


7-11 Crunch

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 21 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Pretty sad. Went to the neighborhood store and realized I was crunching on plastic pens with brillo pad pieces. Must have been dumped a while back and the rain washed them out...gross. And this is life in a small town.
But on the plus there's a lot of naval activity in the area, I think a Carrier is in. Good bucks for the local biz, stay safe every...


Jan 19 2015

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 19 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

i have been on Abilify now for two months.  i think i am feeling better but who knows this could be temporary.   i am seeing my psychiatrist twice a month and he now says i am bi polar.  i have to agree with him because i get mood swings or at least i used to have severe mood swings prior to taking Abilify.    
I am having...


No More Dinners, No More Of Anything

Posted by msunderstood in msunderstood's Blog, 17 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Ever since his sister moved in, she has had these Sunday dinners which include his mom, her, and the couple who lives down the street who despise me. On New Years his sister made dinner reservations for everyone except me and my son. It broke my heart ten times to have to tell my son we couldn't go to dinner with them. He loves my boyfriend, and likes his...


Cat Drama Fml

Posted by MinaTastic in Stay positive, Mina!, 16 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Dear blog.....

It's been a while!
How am I doing?
Well, I'm pretty stressed right now because we have a new cat.
Usually I'd be overjoyed about this, but there's a catch....two, actually.

1.  She, Persefone, doesn't get along with our other cat, Schrodinger, so we have to keep her in a room with her kitty stuff so that she'll feel safe and happy wh...

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