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Too Much

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 26 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Well it`s sunday.I `ve had a pretty nice week.Most of it was nice until I started to feel bad again.I mostly start to feel bad around the evening.I don`t know why.It`s odd to me because I used to be such a night owl.Now on my bad days I just can`t wait to get to bed.I feel so awful that I just want to sleep so I don`t have to feel bad anymore.My head eith...


One More Chance

Posted by firelife in firelife's Blog, 25 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

She gave me one more chance.

In my previous blog post, "Does She Even Like Me?", I spoke of my girlfriend. I expressed how low I had been feeling, how hopeless our relationship seemed to become, how I longed for the old spark to reignite. I asked myself if she even felt love for me like she used to, and I eventually asked her that, too. Her response was...


You Never Know...

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 22 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Yeah, it's legal here but I don't partake because I'm on psych meds.
Well, the elderly lady next door brought over a plate of buttery sugar cookies, we had some coffee and chatted. When she left she said "enjoy" with a wink.

Thanks, I feel like I'm back in Haarlem. Sheesh...

Later :cat_jumps:


Its Nice To Feel Appreciated Once In Awhile...

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 22 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

i have about a half hour left, but I think I can make it official. another year, another secretary's day ignored.

I get so mad at myself...I know they dislike me, and know the day would be dismissed as any other, and I told myself repeatedly to stop thinking about it and yet at the end of the day I still feel hurt. why?

its like I set myself up to be hu...


Es Git Nt Bessers Als ppis Guets (All Explained In Blog Entry,,,,,)

Posted by Meer in Meer Manor Memoirs, 22 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Where I come from (Switzerland), this is a phrase which if literally translated means 'There's nothing better than something good'. Well, that may seem obvious, but often we forget just how important it is to look after ourselves, and actually give ourselves something good to feel about.

It's easy to fall into a routine which excludes self-care. Small th...


Packing & Moving

Posted by MoonbeamDusklight in Moonbeam's Blog, 20 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's been about a month... I can't wait around anymore for Husband to decide to "fix things"... I got my own apartment and am moving out this weekend. We'll probably end up divorcing. This is so painful; I feel like I'm walking away from my "soulmate" (well, until he cheated I thought he was my soulmate). I still love him, but I can't stay here while h...



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 20 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Loud I like this image, the way it's all put together wrong. That's sort of how I feel sometimes.

Metal music is where part of my strength lives; the other part lives in my spiriutality, in my relationship with God. Sometimes I really can't seem to get the music loud enough, you know?

If you have problems with obsessive thinking, and find it hard to get...


Can You Do It? Only You Know....

Posted by glassfallen in 2 years on..., 20 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Right... here we go,

Ok I first came to this sight 4 years ago. I was feeling blue, I was depressed and I wanted an outlet. I felt sorry for myself and wanted validation from others that I wasn't alone. 4 posts was all I needed. I haven't posted since then. The reasons escape me because I probably could have used the help. In February 2013 I had my fi...


Craving A Spiritual Experience

Posted by jasonh in jasonh's Blog, 19 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Indifference to life. Does anyone else feel this? Living day to day willingly ignorant of the things happening around you. Submissive to the things that happen to you, and unwilling to put up a fight? The longer that this life keeps me, I am increasingly asking myself "what for?" Many people put all of their energy into love, their work, their hobbies, et...


I Don't Know What To Title This.

Posted by ohgosh in ohgosh's Blog, 18 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven't really been on the forums much lately, because things have actually been going pretty well for me, and I've been happier than I've been in a while. My parents understood about me needing to talk to them less, and we're all doing much better because of it! I got a job, and I like it, and it pays well and keeps me busy! I've still got a lot to tak...


The Greatest Love Of All

Posted by chucapabra in Ruminating Chucapabra's Positive Blog, 17 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Its a beautiful song originally sung by George Benson. I never heard it before. Sad thing is I first heard it on the NBC footage of Jonestown. On the Night of november 17 1978 during Leo Ryan visit jonestown resident happily  sung this. TThere was a footage of them Singing happily and then the next footage was well you know. its really iron...



Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 15 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven't been on in awhile because I just have been scared about opening up I guess... So I am a little over 9 months clean and sober. Its the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life. My depression has been getting the best of me and I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this. I want to give up so badly. Just to be gone and pain free....


Lowering Remeron

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 10 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Reading back my 2013 entries, I describe feeling better and better when I lowered remeron from 15mg/d to 7.5mg/d. Things started going downhill after going even lower.
Right now I am on remeron 15mg/d and wellbutrin 100mg/d. My goal is to change the remeron dosage to 7.5mg daily and stay there indefinitely.
My plan is to take 7.5mg every 7 days for 2 roun...



Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 05 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm sitting here by myself, dreading going back to work on Monday.  On one hand, I'm looking forward to it because I need something to DO.  On the other, the stress is too much sometimes, and I don't want to be a part of it. 
But that's really only taking up of maybe 10% of my thoughts right now.  Lately, I can't help but think...


Still On Disability

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 30 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Haven't posted an update in a little while-
I am still on disability from work (short term through their insurance policy), as of January 12.  I am not doing much better than when I started.  My Haldol got doubled from 7.5 mg to 15 mg and that helped with the auditory hallucinations a lot, but it doesn't help with my delusions or paranoid...


I Like Doing Short Tasks Done In A Short Time To Manage My Depression

Posted by Ixeua in Ixeua's Depression Management Series, 24 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Here's a list of things I plan to accomplish in the next 4 hours. I do not plan to grind in those 4 hours. However those 4 hours will be spent on a series of segments of high intensity tasks done in a short time to train myself to refocus.
The point here is to do something that requires you to train your ability to focus. Depression tends to worsen...



Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I cant think of a title,
My sister is passing away, pancreatic cancer, there are so many emotions going on , so many memories, so much sadness,,
i have cried , laughed, i feel like crawling into a hole and staying there, theres too much sadness in the world, so much loss,
i have lost one sister already and my mom , my mom had cancer also.  I feel so...


So Close And Yet... Apparently Farther Than I Thought...

Posted by sabishikunaru in sabishikunaru's blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So I discovered a few physical health matters that I could work on and partially addressed them (long story short, I've gone as far as I'm currently capable) and it's helped me somewhat. I've made some progress (not just the generic "noticing" or "understanding" things I've been doing off and on for years, but tangibly better mood and some minor anxiety...


Maybe Happy

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I wrote in my previous blog post that I really wanna get back with my ex-gf, but now my mind has changed again. It would be great if we could be together, but I think I can find happiness otherwise too. She doesn't like me very much, so I think I don't like her very much. My goals in life right now are just to get healthy, go on vacation and prolly start...


*smacks Forehead* Mmmmwwrraaaaaahhhhhhhh

Posted by Phantastic Mirage in A Log of my Psychologist Sessions, 19 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, after having numerous entries deleted accidentally before I could post them,. I'm going to try again....... *shaking with anger*
So, I haven't been typing in a while because I haven't really had time to say much.  Too much is going on and a lot of it is getting on my nerves.  First- THE ******* JOB AGAIN
I hate Wells Fargo ....

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