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Dawn To Dusk

Posted by Gisèle in Gisèle's, 24 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

When it comes to the past and filing it away in a box, I have never been that aspirational. It’s too big a job if nothing else and, if I’m honest, there have been times when I have needed the anger of a past that I have equally not wanted to let go of. I suppose that happens when one has few other skills.
One thing I thought would impr...


Roll On 7:45

Posted by boriqa in Please Blog, Help Me Get Better, 24 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I hope at 7:45 i can get a rest.
I'm here, 7:39 . Tired,from yesterday and last night.


Harsh Times

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 23 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Watched Harsh Times again about a month ago. In the movie, Christian Bale and his latino friend are looking for a job. At the same time they get involved in all kinds of crazy stunts, risk their lives, blow opportunities, lie, cheat, steal. Watching them is really painful. Their woman give contrast. They are serious, sensitive, and would like their man to...


Its Just Any Other Day

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 23 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Today was secretaries day, or the politically correct version.. "administrative professional day". Its not a real day, its just one of those holidays thought up by the card companies and flower shops.

There shouldnt be a day to say "thanks for doing your job", cause its your job to do a good job. You should just be doing it.

I certainly didn't expect an...


I've Got Something On My Mind

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 23 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

But don't we all? I'm facing a huge dilemma. Not sure if I'm able to share anything yet. It's a Big Deal. Really Big. Life changing, and all that.
I've been pondering it for weeks. It occupies my mind all of the time. Hard to concentrate on anything else.
Back to pondering. Sorry, can't share at this point. I've got to let it rattle around i...


Easter Weekend Chaos And Other Random Thoughts

Posted by AloneGuy in AloneGuy's Blog, 21 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It truly was chaotic here.  My brother and I hosted 8 people at various times between Friday night's dinner and Easter evening.
I was able to socialize fairly well, as the guests are people I would call friends and wasn't feeling too bad anxiety/depression wise.
On Saturday night I went to bed very early and missed a large party, which was definitel...



Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 21 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I stopped all meds around the 15th of March so I've been without anything for over a month. I don't feeling any more depressed but no better either...Maybe I don't respond to medication, I'm out of answers at this point.....some good news, I tested negative for Hep C....The inability to feel any type of emotion holds me back but I'm going through the *mot...


Need Advice Regarding My Job Situation: Short Term Disability

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 21 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Ten days ago I saw a psychiatrist who confirmed I am suffering from major depression.  He strongly recommended I take four months off work Go on Short Term Disability.  Based on what I told him he said I am in a toxic work environment and I need to get out as soon as possible. He said he could give me the best medication in the world but it woul...


Not That It Matters, But I Can't Handle This.....

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 20 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

That's about the story of my life thus far.  This last week has been hell week for me.  My boss says her knee is so bad, she can't come to work.  I don't suppose it has anything to do with the fact that one of her sons is up visiting from Texas for the week.  So here I am running the library.  Me in charge...scary thought.  S...


April 19

Posted by chucapabra in Ruminating Chucapabra's Positive Blog, 19 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I received my exam result, very pleased, maybe my digestive system was acting bad but my mind was there 
My sticker collection is coming nicely *don't laugh
Did exercise this morning
Bought the bubble blower we use to buy when we where young, it better quality!
found classes for summer semester
rumination is slightly better
they didn't close the whol...


Phone Calls Suck When You're Depressed

Posted by StephanieSchnipke in Steph's Blog, 16 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's fascinating how quickly one phone call can send you into a black pit of depression. I was having an alright day today, not as good as yesterday, but alright. Then my boyfriend calls me telling me he got into a huge fight with his dad because he was telling my boyfriend that he's lazy and insulting his intelligence and what not and so he told him he w...


Today Is Long

Posted by R0cketer in R0cketer's Blog, 15 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My little one decided to overeat on watermelon before bed (mommy allowed it, not me *lol*), I told her he would be up with a bellyache and low and behold, 4 AM, he was.   He tried to do well, went to potty, which is awesome but my sleep was kind of ruined.    Then lots of anxiety about going to a new doctor first thing this mornin...


When/what Should I Tell Him?

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 14 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

“There is nothing wrong with you. We may have low self esteem due to our past but we can have a good life too.”
“I have to tell him, but when?”
“When he talks about the future, and it involves you.”
I have been thinking about THE talk that I will eventually have with him ever since I found out that we were mutual...


2 Years..

Posted by chucapabra in chucapabra's Blog, 14 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I can't believe I have been ruminating for 2 years. Ruminating about thing that have yet to happen. But I have a feeling as soon I let my guard down IT will happen. 
yep 2 years wasted: wasted a good summer vacation last year. I could have accomplish a lot. Nope rumination hit me in the face. It's scary. Have a lot of heart palpitation, wonder how is...


Wrong (Too Long)

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 12 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to
The wrong tendencies.
I was in the wrong place
At the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day
Of the wrong week
Used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong, wrong

There's something wrong with me chemically


Haze Of Bleh.

Posted by Hotaru in Feeling My Way Through the Dark Night, 08 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I've been in a bad way.  Hazy, lethargic, unable to feel joy, afraid, depressed, feeling pathetic and totally useless.  All of the rest of them are speeding past me, all of them better than I am.  I can't catch up.  I'll always be behind.  People don't connect anymore.  Optimistic deniers who tell you what they think will shu...


Something Has Been Lost

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 07 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I`ve been trying to write this blog but my head felt foggy and cloudy.i couldn`t seem to get the words out.I guess my head is feeling clearer now.
A little while ago I was listening to some music and I just started crying.I feel so lost right now.I don`t know what`s going to become of me.I just feel so sad all the time.I want to be happy I want to...


New School

Posted by law055car in law055car's Blog, 06 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So its been a few weeks since ally beat me up and I had to call the cops on her. I am done crying about it. Kevin and I are doing good. It bothers me he cant promise we will last for ever.  He hopes it does and is happy to have me in his life. He loves me and hope we are always together.
Ally started a new school this past monday and its going really...


Positive Thinking Denies Reality

Posted by theendofwords in theendofwords' blog, 04 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

to have a rule that you only think positively or that you only listen to positivity, is to deny reality. one must accept all of reality, and learn beyond the divisions "positive" and "negative". you may learn that the negative man is the suffering man, just as the positive man. if a man is suffering; if his world is hell; he should not need to turn that o...


How To Survive Chronic Loneliness?

Posted by nhs44 in Forgotten on the Shelf, 29 March 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I've been alone all my life. Never had a date, never had a long term relationship, never had someone confirm I'm worth spending time with.

While I can sometimes believe that it's all just bad timing, I wonder how long I can survive the soul crushing emptiness of being so utterly unloveable.

There are times when I think that it just hasn't happened for...

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