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The Greatest Love Of All

Posted by chucapabra in Ruminating Chucapabra's Positive Blog, 17 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Its a beautiful song originally sung by George Benson. I never heard it before. Sad thing is I first heard it on the NBC footage of Jonestown. On the Night of november 17 1978 during Leo Ryan visit jonestown resident happily  sung this. TThere was a footage of them Singing happily and then the next footage was well you know. its really iron...



Posted by Altl13 in Altl13's Blog, 15 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I haven't been on in awhile because I just have been scared about opening up I guess... So I am a little over 9 months clean and sober. Its the hardest thing that I have ever done in my life. My depression has been getting the best of me and I don't know how much longer I can keep going like this. I want to give up so badly. Just to be gone and pain free....


Another Lesson Learned

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 14 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

if an effort to restore friends/acquaintances, I reached out to someone about a week ago, not with the attempt to "hang out" where they would be put in a position to destroy my self esteem with a "no" or an excuse, I simply asked them how a family member (who is sick) was doing. 1. cause I truly do care and 2. to attempt to start a conversation. well it b...



Posted by Meer in Meer Manor Memoirs, 14 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

This blog entry sort of carries on from a previous entry about 'Courage'.
From time to time I come across examples of people who go above and beyond to support those in need. Typically, we look to family to help us when we need it, and parents are a good example of this. They will move heaven and earth to support their child(ren) no matter what. Ch...


Let's Regroup On The Last Entry...

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 12 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Let's say the other night was a Nicholson moment from the Witches of Eastwick. This scenario happened to me 20 some odd years ago...and like deja vu it came back! You meet 3 girls, they come over with alcohol. Much in depth conversation with a lot of laughter for hours and hours.
One girl spoke Spanish, another Swedish and the third German as first...


Lowering Remeron

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 10 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Reading back my 2013 entries, I describe feeling better and better when I lowered remeron from 15mg/d to 7.5mg/d. Things started going downhill after going even lower.
Right now I am on remeron 15mg/d and wellbutrin 100mg/d. My goal is to change the remeron dosage to 7.5mg daily and stay there indefinitely.
My plan is to take 7.5mg every 7 days for 2 roun...



Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 05 April 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm sitting here by myself, dreading going back to work on Monday.  On one hand, I'm looking forward to it because I need something to DO.  On the other, the stress is too much sometimes, and I don't want to be a part of it. 
But that's really only taking up of maybe 10% of my thoughts right now.  Lately, I can't help but think...


Still On Disability

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 30 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Haven't posted an update in a little while-
I am still on disability from work (short term through their insurance policy), as of January 12.  I am not doing much better than when I started.  My Haldol got doubled from 7.5 mg to 15 mg and that helped with the auditory hallucinations a lot, but it doesn't help with my delusions or paranoid...


The Center Of The Known Universe

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 29 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The Center Of The Known Universe Newsflash: Just in case you didn't know, the Center of the Known Universe is one of my cats, Midnite.  It might actually be Midnite's mother, Mama Cat.  So if there are any unforseen time-space distortions or if any unexpected wormholes develop, you'll know it's because the Center of the Known Universe has shifted.  End newsflash.


Me And My Parents

Posted by ohgosh in ohgosh's Blog, 26 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I think I have to think about my parents less.
That's difficult, because I care about them a lot, and I know that they care about me at least as much. But the way things are going right now isn't good for any of us. My way might not be good for them, but I think it will be better for me. I don't know if it'll be better for them in the long run or n...


Taking Some Action

Posted by MoonbeamDusklight in Moonbeam's Blog, 25 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Husband has admitted last night that he's slept with her a few more times since he confessed everything to me.  I went away for a night with one of my girlfriends (about a 4 hour drive), and he got a hotel room for two nights and she was there.  He said he dug himself into a hole, and likes it.  He said this "two women" thing is HIS fantasy...


I Like Doing Short Tasks Done In A Short Time To Manage My Depression

Posted by Ixeua in Ixeua's Depression Management Series, 24 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Here's a list of things I plan to accomplish in the next 4 hours. I do not plan to grind in those 4 hours. However those 4 hours will be spent on a series of segments of high intensity tasks done in a short time to train myself to refocus.
The point here is to do something that requires you to train your ability to focus. Depression tends to worsen...



Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I cant think of a title,
My sister is passing away, pancreatic cancer, there are so many emotions going on , so many memories, so much sadness,,
i have cried , laughed, i feel like crawling into a hole and staying there, theres too much sadness in the world, so much loss,
i have lost one sister already and my mom , my mom had cancer also.  I feel so...


So Close And Yet... Apparently Farther Than I Thought...

Posted by sabishikunaru in sabishikunaru's blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So I discovered a few physical health matters that I could work on and partially addressed them (long story short, I've gone as far as I'm currently capable) and it's helped me somewhat. I've made some progress (not just the generic "noticing" or "understanding" things I've been doing off and on for years, but tangibly better mood and some minor anxiety...


Maybe Happy

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 21 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I wrote in my previous blog post that I really wanna get back with my ex-gf, but now my mind has changed again. It would be great if we could be together, but I think I can find happiness otherwise too. She doesn't like me very much, so I think I don't like her very much. My goals in life right now are just to get healthy, go on vacation and prolly start...


*smacks Forehead* Mmmmwwrraaaaaahhhhhhhh

Posted by Phantastic Mirage in A Log of my Psychologist Sessions, 19 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, after having numerous entries deleted accidentally before I could post them,. I'm going to try again....... *shaking with anger*
So, I haven't been typing in a while because I haven't really had time to say much.  Too much is going on and a lot of it is getting on my nerves.  First- THE ******* JOB AGAIN
I hate Wells Fargo ....


Beauty Is More Than Skin Deep

Posted by Stephaniej12112 in Thinking About The World Around Me, 16 March 2015 - * * * * * · 86 views

I have a problem with beauty.  I feel like there are standards, regardless of country, of what is 'beautiful.'  In America, a girl has to have tight abs, big butt, large breasts, and a European face.  My body is not formed like that, and most bodies are not formed in such away unless it's altered.  For men, it's a six pack, muscular ar...


Feeling Really Depressed

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 16 March 2015 - * * * * * · 104 views

I am feeling really depressed. No energy to do simple things.  I saw my therapist a few days ago and we came up with a plan but now it all seems impossible and a waste of time. I went for a long walk yesterday and afterwards I felt really depressed.  I am supposed to feel better but somehow I am feeling worse.  Everything in my life seems o...


I Can't Even Cry

Posted by toolong in toolong's Blog, 13 March 2015 - - - - - - · 83 views

I have no more tears left. Just numbness.
What I want to do is get a vial of concentrated K+ and infuse it into my bloodstream.
Unfortunately, it's hard to obtain, and, I don't work in the ICU. It's what many nurses use to end it.
I've never attempted suicide. It's not because I'm scared. I don't want to botch it, or, raise any red fl...


You're Doing It Wrong

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 12 March 2015 - * * * * * · 118 views

I met with my manager yesterday for what I thought would be a discussion on the administrative assistant position I've been waiting on. It wasn't. It was to address the concern about by "emotional presentation" at work. Apparently I haven't been "faking it" well enough and several patients complained last week that they felt they were "bothering me" while...

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