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Bad Guy

Posted by Seuss in Seuss' Blog, 03 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

All I ever wanted was to have have a family.....to be a good husband.....a good daddy.....to love and to be loved.......I thought that this was a simple and realistic dream.  I wanted to be remembered as the big guy with a big heart and a laugh that could be heard down the street.  As I watch this dream smoldering in the void that has become my...

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Why I Drink

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 03 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

As I write this, I’ve been sober for eight days. The craving for booze is really strong right now, because I love to drink. Nobody in the history of the world has enjoyed drinking more than I do, nor will anybody in the future, no matter how long that stretches.
 
If it were possible, I would be drunk all the time.
 
I sometimes ask myself...

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So Confused!

Posted by MoonbeamDusklight in Moonbeam's Blog, 02 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don't understand Husband!! The last few days he's been so defensive!! He accuses me of being grumpy, having an attitude, or being suspicious of things. I've been perfectly normal (unless I'm coming across that way and don't realize it, but I feel normal so I doubt it). Today I asked him what time he'll be off work tomorrow. He told me, and then got defe...

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Frogs

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 02 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Since we're having  a weird Winter the frogs are out and croaking.
Head outside and the noise stops. Sit down, roll a smoke. Brush the bamboo.chime and the guys and gals start up again.
Mom Nature rocks
Later :cat_jumps:
 

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Memoriam..

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 01 March 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Memoriam.. :verysad3: Spock, as played by Leonard Nimoy in the original Star Trek series, was a major psychological influence for me growing up.  I absolutely wanted to be like him when I grew up.  Intelligent, loyal, honest to a fault, someone who never let their emotions get the best of them, who always sought and spoke the truth no matter what the c...

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Self-Realization

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 28 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

My ex-gf came to visit me. I realised that my main goal in life right now is to get back together with her. And I don't know when this feeling will pass. It's been four months since she left me. She says that she would consider getting back together with me if I gained like 13 kilos of weight. I am terribly underweight right now. My problem is that I feel...

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What My Depression Has Cost Me (Preface)

Posted by adamrparr in Life: Depression, Addiction, Sobriety, Victory & Defeat - An Ongoing Story, 27 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Let me preface this by saying that I'm not about to write all of this because I want to wallow in self-pity. And I am most certainly not trying to bring anyone down.  I'm doing this because it's high time that I take an honest look at what my depression has cost me, and those I love.  I hope to gain a little perspective through this endeavor....

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Im Failing At "self Help"

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 25 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Im trying so hard to defeat it, but cant seem to stay afloat. I dont like myself and am constantly putting myself down. Only occasionally i catch it and try to do damage control.

I do my best to fake "okness" although I know my quitness is coming off as "grumpiness"

I try hard to fight the insomnia and on the days I just want to sleep, I make sure t...

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Dream: Trapeze, Comic Strip

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 25 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm looking at a comic strip, like the ones in newspapers. It's made of a single panel. On top, I there is a woman who is about to catch a man who is coming towards her on a trapeze. Below, there is a man doing the same thing as her, with another man on another trapeze. There is a thought balloon above her head. She is thinking that the man beside her is...

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Disability Extension Requested

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 22 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So I had a reprieve when my pdoc entered March 1 as my back to work date.  But I'm nowhere near ready to return.  My tdoc has taken over the paperwork since I see him more than I do her.  He submitted an extension to June 1 last week.  I'm really hoping it comes through because I am not in any shape to try to work and I would hate to w...

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Last Straw

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 22 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am still getting sick from the meds, the vomiting and fevers, and weakness are still hitting me, but I am hoping that I will adjust to them soon,
and hoping they will fight the infection and work, They have to , I am running out of other pills to try, and I just cant take this much longer,
I am becoming homeward bound it seems, not going out and walking...

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Side Effects

Posted by DustyRoad in Dusty's Place, 20 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

From my home in central New Jersey, the turnpike and I-195 run north and south, and east and west respectively. I'm able to travel the pike from the surrounding flat corn fields to one of either two big cities on the east coast or jump on 195 east, to the enjoy the bay and beaches or head west to the quietness of country mountains. It's a fun place to liv...

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Vent

Posted by buttermybiscuit in buttermybiscuit's Blog, 20 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, as always, the people I choose to admire turn out to be some of the most messed up people around. This hurts because I relate to these people for a reason--I'm just like them, have the same flaws, the same weaknesses, the same *horrid* personalities, but yet I think they're defendable, because, well, I'm bad, but I'm not *that* bad, am I?

Right now I...

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Valentines Day

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 14 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I think that the entire concept of actually having someone in your life, who cares for you, who knows you, who you can let it all out to, who you can hold and will hold you.... its got me really depressed cause i don't think ill ever find someone like that.
 
damn valentines day.
 
I want a hug. =(
 
 
 
give someone you know a hu...

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Running

Posted by Maverick7777 in Maverick7777's Blog, 11 February 2015 - * * * * * · 0 views

an african proverb - 
 
every morning in africa an antelope wakes up.
it knows it must outrun the fastest lion - or it will be killed.
 
every morning in africa a lion wakes up.
It knows it must run faster than the slowest antelope - or it will starve.
 
it does not matter if you are a lion or the antelope - when the sun comes up you h...

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You're Already Dead

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 11 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

"That's one deep, dark nothing you got there. Can't fill it, can you? Not with food or drink. Not even with sex. Oh, you can smirk and joke and lie to yourself, but not to me! I can see inside you. I can see how broken you are, how defeated. You can't win, and you know it. But you just keep fighting. Just... keep going through the motions. You're not hung...

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No Motivation

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 11 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Another day ahead in this pathetic world.  I slept most of Tuesday and woke up at 2 am full of energy.  This is not going well. Earlier in the evening a friend called me to meet him for coffee but I  had to turn him down because I was do tired.
 
This Friday I have an appointment with my psychologist however, I am thinking of cancellin...

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Today Was A Meh Day :/ So Here's An Amusing Picture Of A Dog

Posted by fleecyfleece in fleecyfleece's Daily blather, 05 February 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was relatively productive yesterday, i got up and did stuff
Today i didnt :( i overslept till about 12 so i didnt make it into college today, but im trying to make up for that by catching up on all the work i havnt done.
I feel ill too, ive a sore throat and blood in my spit
And im in dire need of a shower, i havnt showered properly since last friday, t...

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I Want To Date

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 31 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I really really want to go on a date. I don't even really mind who it is with. There is a girl at work I would like to get to know more, but she is kind of my boss and is not interested in me at all, as usual. I want to feel like a man, like an adult, and go on a date with someone. Just take them out for a meal, or a drink, or go to the cinema. I want to...

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I Don't Know If I Can Stay At My Current Job

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 29 January 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's so toxic I just can't explain. If I don't get a call for at least the testing for the job I mentioned in my previous post, I don't know what I'll do. And I know the odds are stacked against me being hired, but I keep trying to be positive about it. I keep telling myself that if I make it to the interview stage, if I can nail that, I've got half a cha...



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