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Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 20 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am becoming weary, here i am with another cold , my immune system is shot, and i catch whatever is going around,
i started feeling sick yesterday, and this morning i got up with a fever and headache, and now a sore throat, i  am so tired
of being ill or having some issue with my health, i ask myself why take the HIV pills, it doesn't seem to b...


Failing School

Posted by law055car in law055car's Blog, 19 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So this past summer I put ally into daycare at the age of 13 and she can not be left alone. Its been a up and down summer I see she is getting better but she still lies to me and I don't fully trust her. I am sick of hearing I'm sorry and nothing changes. She spent a weekend at DYR its a horse ranch and then a month latter we went there for a mother daugh...


14 Rules For Success

Posted by RatBoy in RatBoy's Blog, 18 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Found these - they came from a former CEO I worked under.  Dunno if they're verbatim his or gleaned from other sources.  A few are strictly business-only, but a lot of them can be applied to our daily lives.
1. You promote people you are comfortable with.
2. A career is not a sprint.
3. Take "challenge" over position.
4. When changin...


The Confusion Sets In

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 18 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I guess I need help, and I don't know how to say that. I don't know that I should say that.
I wont throw my hands in the air and expect someone else to fight my battles for me. But I'm scared.
Everything is going well - for once, and at long last, I am who I always wanted to be. My conscience is clear, I am sober, I am a good positive force...


Dream: Martial Arts, Boots

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 17 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Part 1: I'm drinking with family and friends. I'm feeling a little bit drunk. As I'm leaving I kiss my mom on the cheeks, but her coldness makes me feel uneasy. I exit the house and approach a car where three people are sitting, almost ready to leave. One of them is an old friend of mine. They are in a good mood. I tell them about the party. They tell me...


Life On The Couch

Posted by cjay in Help Is On The Way, 16 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Life On The Couch  
I made this pretty picture from my couch. I drink tea from my couch. I talk to my friend in Phoenix every week from my couch. I shop from my couch. I correspond with my husband when he is out of town in chat-rooms from my couch. I read the news, watch movies, pray, research, encourage, learn, cry, get angry, call the post-off...


Overwhelmed And Sinking

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 16 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I havent slept well in weeks, I toss and turn and wake up frequently. I dont eat much either. im struggling, but I dont know what else really i can do to make it all go away.
and then to top it off a bomb was dropped on me yesterday....the coworker that has been indifferent towards me txtd me yesterday pretty much asking me what my problem was. i...


A Poem

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 16 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

A Poem when it rots my bones
the pattern is beautiful
and takes your breath away


The Ish Hit The Fan

Posted by JellyBear1360 in Another Day In Paradise, 15 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Its been a terrible year so far! As well as dealing with my own crappy opinion of myself, the breakdown of my relationship and the fact that I'm getting nowhere in life...I've also had to cope with my dear uncles death and health issues coming to a head.
But today....(this is going to be a massive ramble and most likely a mess! I'm not in the best...


Kali Is Sleeping

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 15 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Since I'm another newly adopted human trying to add an entry to a well worn blog...she's walking on the keyboard with that "so what, I'm superior" look that those of us who have seen many times. Then she crashes on the robe near the bed.
Gotta start this with some humor. The rest is sad.
Ever known someone who is starcrossed? Bad luck at every bend...



Posted by chickapea in chickapea's Blog, 14 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

You are
Your choices are
Your life is yours to do with
I have held your hand
supported your head
moulded my body to yours in an effort to comfort
Words stuck in my throat
Confusion reigns supreme
Smiled when I could have cried
Stayed when I should have gone
Froze in the face of it
Your anger and fear


Joining The Forums

Posted by Turbo in Turbo's Blog, 09 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Yesterday was my first day on the depression forums. It was quite the experience, given that I've only met one other person who acknowledged that they were depressed.

It is amazing and reassuring to me to see so many people who share the same illness as I do. I don't mean it to be amazing in a way that's like "oh cool! I'm so glad all these people are de...


My Own Worst Enemy

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 09 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It wasn't supposed to be this way. It was supposed to be a clean slate. I was supposed to get the life I wanted for myself. No red tape, no exceptions. No more having my life dictated to me by what other people want and need. No more relying on other people to do what I should be doing for myself. No more being trapped.

I failed. Plain and simple. I fai...



Posted by Ediskrad in Ediskrad's Blog, 08 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Every day I become a little less visible. I haven't even found any support here so I feel stupid posting on the forums anymore.
I feel like crying randomly throughout the day but hold it in until I go home. Then I cry in the car. Until my fiance gets home, I cry some more when the urge arises. I'm tired, my jaw is clenching again - a sure sign that...


I Will Get Better.

Posted by Rexxsi in Phoenix Rising☾, 08 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

- I WILL get better. 
- I WILL make things right again. 
- I WILL keep the promises I made to myself, as they make up the fact that I will RISE AGAIN out of the ashes and kick life in the butt. 
- I WILL stick to my daily plans, as completing them are evidence of my life changing for the better. 
- I WILL NO...


My First Real Encounter With Financial Hardship

Posted by jackotheshadow in jackotheshadow's Blog, 07 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've always been aware that I've been relatively wealthy. Among most people I've known, I've actually had less-than-average funds, but in the world as a whole, I'm really rich. This isn't super relevant though, because I only bring this up because I'm babbling in some short-sighted attempt to give context. I didn't think this through. I guess what I'm try...


Has It Really Been 8 Years?

Posted by EternalSlumber in EternalSlumber's Blog, 05 October 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Wow.... eight years+ have passed since I last did this. There's way too much I've gone through since my last entry so I won't even get into it. Just trying to not lose my mind right now. Feeling OK today, not great but OK. I went for a 2-3 mile walk earlier by myself and for the most part it felt good. I'm not in the best shape endurance wise so it's goin...



Posted by Bunlip in Bunlip's Blog, 01 October 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Okay so in school today some kids had to pass out a little survey for another class.
One was about self harm. I answered it honestly.
And after I turned it in to their girl she kept looking back at me every so often.
I'm kind of scared but also curious of what'll happen.


Been A While

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 30 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

its been a while since ive been here. ive been through a few episodes since. every time it feels like life isn't worth living. i don't know anymore... its hard, when you cant trust your own thoughts, because they lie to you. some people don't understand. since my last post, my parents know. ive told my best friend, and he seemed to take it, not brush it o...


New Job, Old Problems

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 29 September 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I finally got a new job last week, after 6 years of trying. The day I found out I was really happy that someone had finally thought I was good enough for something and I was leaving my old rubbish job behind. The next day though I suddenly became really nervous that I wasn't good enough, scared of doing new things, etc. I wish I could take confidence from...

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