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April 19

Posted by chucapabra in Ruminating Chucapabra's Positive Blog, 19 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I received my exam result, very pleased, maybe my digestive system was acting bad but my mind was there 
My sticker collection is coming nicely *don't laugh
Did exercise this morning
Bought the bubble blower we use to buy when we where young, it better quality!
found classes for summer semester
rumination is slightly better
they didn't close the whol...


Herbalism Part 3

Posted by AloneGuy in AloneGuy's Blog, 19 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

More potentially helpful herbs for us depressed and anxious people...
Kava - (anti-anxiety & antidepressant) The aged root has been used by Pacific Islanders for ages as a ceremonial drink.  Many health stores sell the powdered root (and unfortunately the possibly toxic stems) for use as a tea, but it is meant to be consumed with the liqui...


Eyes Of The Heart

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 17 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Sometimes I'm just glad to be able to experience things and share them, even if they are painful. I think difficulties have brought me closer to others and myself. I was always sensitive, but now it has become a strength.
"Today I see the world with the eyes of the Heart
I'm more sensitive to the invisible
To everything that's within." ~ Gerry Boulet


When All You Have Is You

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 16 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Sometimes I feel like the walls are caving in around me.

I feel like certain incidences fester longer in my head than need be cause I dont have an outlet.

im oversensitive and take things so incredibly personally, so I know I dont think rationally when depressed. And sometimes I think if I had someone to talk to on a rare occasion I could clear my thou...


Phone Calls Suck When You're Depressed

Posted by StephanieSchnipke in Steph's Blog, 16 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's fascinating how quickly one phone call can send you into a black pit of depression. I was having an alright day today, not as good as yesterday, but alright. Then my boyfriend calls me telling me he got into a huge fight with his dad because he was telling my boyfriend that he's lazy and insulting his intelligence and what not and so he told him he w...


Today Is Long

Posted by R0cketer in R0cketer's Blog, 15 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My little one decided to overeat on watermelon before bed (mommy allowed it, not me *lol*), I told her he would be up with a bellyache and low and behold, 4 AM, he was.   He tried to do well, went to potty, which is awesome but my sleep was kind of ruined.    Then lots of anxiety about going to a new doctor first thing this mornin...


When/what Should I Tell Him?

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 14 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

“There is nothing wrong with you. We may have low self esteem due to our past but we can have a good life too.”
“I have to tell him, but when?”
“When he talks about the future, and it involves you.”
I have been thinking about THE talk that I will eventually have with him ever since I found out that we were mutual...


2 Years..

Posted by chucapabra in chucapabra's Blog, 14 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I can't believe I have been ruminating for 2 years. Ruminating about thing that have yet to happen. But I have a feeling as soon I let my guard down IT will happen. 
yep 2 years wasted: wasted a good summer vacation last year. I could have accomplish a lot. Nope rumination hit me in the face. It's scary. Have a lot of heart palpitation, wonder how is...


Wrong (Too Long)

Posted by apple_bloom in apple_bloom's Blog, 12 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was born with the wrong sign
In the wrong house
With the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
That led to
The wrong tendencies.
I was in the wrong place
At the wrong time
For the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
On the wrong day
Of the wrong week
Used the wrong method with the wrong technique

Wrong, wrong

There's something wrong with me chemically


Cipralex (Escitalopram) Day 34

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 12 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Increased Cipralex (Escitalopram) from 10mg to 20mg as requested by my psychiatrist yesterday. I am also taking Inderal and Rivotril daily.
I am feeling a bit better.....less sad. I hope I continue to improve everyday.  
My psychiatrist says I have to work out everyday for as least sixty minutes.
Thank you all for your suppo...


I Did It! ....so Far, At Least

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 12 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been working full time at my library since mid February, and it's been taking most all of my energy, to the exclusion of even home and family.  The last couple of weeks have felt especially brutal to me for some reason.  My boss and I take turns working for the three hours we are open on Saturday mornings, and this weekend is her weekend to...


Haze Of Bleh.

Posted by Hotaru in Feeling My Way Through the Dark Night, 08 April 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I've been in a bad way.  Hazy, lethargic, unable to feel joy, afraid, depressed, feeling pathetic and totally useless.  All of the rest of them are speeding past me, all of them better than I am.  I can't catch up.  I'll always be behind.  People don't connect anymore.  Optimistic deniers who tell you what they think will shu...


Something Has Been Lost

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 07 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I`ve been trying to write this blog but my head felt foggy and cloudy.i couldn`t seem to get the words out.I guess my head is feeling clearer now.
A little while ago I was listening to some music and I just started crying.I feel so lost right now.I don`t know what`s going to become of me.I just feel so sad all the time.I want to be happy I want to...


New School

Posted by law055car in law055car's Blog, 06 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So its been a few weeks since ally beat me up and I had to call the cops on her. I am done crying about it. Kevin and I are doing good. It bothers me he cant promise we will last for ever.  He hopes it does and is happy to have me in his life. He loves me and hope we are always together.
Ally started a new school this past monday and its going really...


Positive Thinking Denies Reality

Posted by theendofwords in theendofwords' blog, 04 April 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

to have a rule that you only think positively or that you only listen to positivity, is to deny reality. one must accept all of reality, and learn beyond the divisions "positive" and "negative". you may learn that the negative man is the suffering man, just as the positive man. if a man is suffering; if his world is hell; he should not need to turn that o...


How To Survive Chronic Loneliness?

Posted by nhs44 in Forgotten on the Shelf, 29 March 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I've been alone all my life. Never had a date, never had a long term relationship, never had someone confirm I'm worth spending time with.

While I can sometimes believe that it's all just bad timing, I wonder how long I can survive the soul crushing emptiness of being so utterly unloveable.

There are times when I think that it just hasn't happened for...


No More

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 28 March 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don't want to feel or think anymore, wishing I could and would just end it, instead of going through more and more stuff, I don't know why I fool myself into thinking that I should be here still, no more I don't want more of this sadness and pain, no more tears , no more anger , no more fake smiles, no more rejection,  the only way that t...



Posted by james555 in james555's Blog, 27 March 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

A lot of time has passed since my last blog. My depression was improving some with the help of Geodon back in Sept/Oct. but had to come off of that due to cost of the medicine. Since then I've struggled....now more than ever things are looking bleak..just being honest with myself about this. My recent blood tests shows that my liver enzymes are "off the c...


Why Forget The Music?

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 26 March 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

First off, a big prayer to the families who have lost loved ones in the slide. Homes can be replaced, but lives cannot. Hang in there neighbors.
I've noticed that in my downs I don't listen to music. Kicked the blues out today playing music from classical to grunge...guess what? I'm more open, mood's up a little and I'm not on the edge-so to say....


Meloancholic Depression

Posted by DustyRoad in Dusty's Place, 26 March 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

senyru (melancholic sappho)
Meloancholic Depression
off high broken cliffs 
she jumps into choppy seas 
depression beached
Author Notes
Sappho was a Greek poet. A legend suggests she threw herself off a cliff when her heart was broken by Phaon, a young sailor, around 575 B.C

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