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Why Am I Still Scared?

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 07 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

So we had a really good second date last night, and immediately agreed to have a 3rd date this Friday. She is going to come over to may place, cook some food then watch a film. Part of me is really looking forward to it of course, but I am still so scared and nervous of it. Why should I be scared of watching a film with someone I like and that likes me ba...



Posted by rainingviolets in rainingviolets' Blog, 06 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Words…innocent words
Spoken without malice or cruel intention
Given as compliments or conversation
Words…innocent words
Honest, friendly, uncomplicated
Not disguised or manipulated
Harmless and safe in every way
A simple chat on an ordinary day
Words… innocent words
Twisted and tangled in her messed up head
The words become mocking and cruel instead


Hurt (May Trigger Self Injury)

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 06 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

***********************May Be Triggering Self Injury*******************************************************

This depression is really kicking me down right now.I try to hold it together,I keep everything inside but God do I feel like giving up sometimes.My p doc upped my Abilify and I also take latuda and alprazolam for my anxiety.I just feel tir...


Went Down Memory Lane...the S*icidal One

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 05 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

went rollerblading yesterday. I hit up a trail that I don't visit often, it used to be my trail of choice in my early 20's. It was the trail I used to visit when I was suicidal. Yesterday, I rollerbladed the 2 miles to the highway overpass. I stopped and watched the traffic below and instantly the memories flooded my mind. I think I was braver back then....


Entry 24

Posted by jsv121 in jsv121's Journal, 05 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Seeing my parents was nice. I'm a bit broke though. There never seems to be a time I come home when I don't discover something that is needed or a problem I need to try to solve. My mother is a very selfless person, to a fault. I admire her but she doesn't take care of herself and it worries me. I try to do things that will enrich her life more. She ignor...


Here's Me, Sort Of....

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in Grin & Bear It, 20Years!, 05 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views
library, libraries, work, books and 1 more...

This is my Banned Books Display, for Banned Books Week last week, September 28-October 2. I live in a conservative rural community, so whenever I put out this display, I'm always a little afraid that I will have people who will decide that challenging a particular title was a good idea for another area, so why not here? Sadly enough, the only comm...


Causes Of A Broken Mind

Posted by dolphin2015 in Dolphin's Blog, 05 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I have been puzzled by the question "How did I get those series of illnesses?"
Other than Biochemical theory, (we cannot do anything about it)
I found the three following theories to be very important and they explain how our mind works and how mental illness develops.
Cognitive Behavioral Theory
Hebbian Theory


Dream: Toby Mcguire Is My Brother

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 03 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I learn that somehow the actor Toby McGuire is my brother. For some reason, I believe this relationship comes from the paternal side of my family only.
I start wondering about the possibilities this fact opens up, now that I have connections with Hollywood.
Later, I'm in line in a sort of cafeteria. I pass multiple types of food and meals. I pass a chicke...


I Am Still Here

Posted by teasips in Teasips Blog, 03 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I went to the Big Bad Wolf warehouse sale.
Saw a lot of books.
Some books which I have read.
It's a reminder of my past.

My memory has deteriorated since my treatment.
I can't differentiate between a memory or a dream.
It's so unreachably faraway.

As I browsed the titles, shadow pieces of memory drew a picture in my head.
A little picture of my past.


Job Time Again

Posted by callisto in callisto's Blog, 01 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

In the last year and a half I've had three jobs. Two I never started and one I had to quit after a month. Well today I got a job. It's perfect for me. I just hope I'm not in a manic phase and have to quit when depression hits again. I think I'll be okay though. I'll keep you updated. :)


Mbct 3

Posted by Orso in Orso's Blog, 01 October 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Going today. Feels like something good to do today.
Studying is going alright, as far as I know.
I need to continue to build more positivity around me. I hope it is making a difference. Although I am not 100% happy with what feels like a lack of compassion towards others, the new things I am trying are meant to help me. They do feel a bit selfish but...


Things Are Happening Too Fast

Posted by anita_123 in anita's blog, 27 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

exams are coming up in 2 days and honestly, it's scaring the crap out of me. I hope i dont blank out or panic midway and lose my train of thoughts.

Anyways, things were happening too fast for the past weeks and i'm barely taking the time to reflect and actually get my ###### together????????
I'm slightly happier that i now have a puppy to actually help...


The Power Of Soundtracks

Posted by ParaDoxiPaladin in Diary Of A Media Geek, 20 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The Power Of Soundtracks Music plays a huge part in my life. It can illicit an intense emotional response. However I am incredibly particular in my tastes and something of a media critic. I have a couple of favourite bands, the top one being Nine Inch Nails, of which I have a chest tattoo tributing them. There's also Dr Steel, the 'industrial-hip-hopera' steampunk musician who dr...


A Way Forward He Journey To Earths Ends

Posted by sarahbeth24 in lioness, 19 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

The past year or so iv barely got by and every day is a new struggle but I am finding light in the dark place Iv found myself.

I was living on prescription meds for some time, mainly anxiety meds and pain meds, I found they were working less and less for my health so two weeks ago I decided to come off of them.

Its been a week since iv taken any pills a...


Why Am I Such A...?

Posted by buttermybiscuit in buttermybiscuit's Blog, 17 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

Right now I just really hate myself

1. I'm overthinking everything i do or say
2. Online or off i don't know how to interact with people
3. I can put up a facade for about 5 seconds and then i'm back to my cloying, annoying self
4. I AM SO NEEDY. Or something. I'm on this primarily anon message board, but it has it's fair share of members. Anyway, i'm ki...


Another List Of Things

Posted by ohgosh in ohgosh's Blog, 17 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

1. I love people, generally, but almost every time I'm around them lately, I start feeling uncomfortable and stressed out.
2. I love just being alone in my room, but I feel bad, because I also like my roommates, and I don't want to be antisocial.
3. Both my jobs involve being around people all day long, which has become very stressful and exhausting.
4. I...


Outsider Of Outsiders

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 17 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm going to that youth activity center. It's for youth that have social or mental problems. On Friday it's someone's birthday party. It seems as though they've invited everyone except me :(

That's so funny when you think about it. Even in a group of outsiders that are usually left out of a group, I'm the only outsider out of them. The rest are insiders....


A Day And A Year And Kimiko

Posted by Gisele in Gisele's, 17 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

About a year ago I really didn’t want to be here. On Earth, I mean.

I hadn’t felt that way in the longest time so in a way was unprepared for it. It was also sudden. I woke up on a day, like however many days before it, really quite content. Then my car speared off a lonely country road and tumbled into someone’s paddock. Then nothing for a bit. Then I...


September 16 2015

Posted by sonix19 in sonix19's Blog, 16 September 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

have not been sleeping well lately, especially the previous night. went for dinner/drinks with an old friend from undergrad but it was still kind of awkward. idk, i've always had a sense of being uncomfortable around him but he's been my friend since I was a freshman so I can't not catch up after so long. the alcohol put me in a bad mood; I ended up liste...



Posted by QulaiThere in QulaiThere's Blog, 30 August 2015 - - - - - - · 0 views

I get facebook requests from time to time from people with the same last name as me. That name is my father’s name, so I know it’s his side of the family. It happened again a few months ago and I just denied the request as usual. My parents separated when I was about 7 or 8 years old. And then, officially divorced when I was about 12 or 13, I think. We we...

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