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I Had An Epiphany

Posted by oVentus in My current state, 31 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

This is going to be a long entry. Apologies in advance.

Yesterday, for no explicit reason, I sat down at the foot of my bed and began to think. I fear the times I do this, because my thoughts always go places I don't like. Right now, I feel like I'm lost in a void. I'm alone and isolated, cut off from everyone else.

I've never had a happy mindset. I've...



Posted by Gisèle in Gisèle's, 31 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Every once in a while, whilst reading, I came across a figure enchanting or inspiring or something enough to want to know more. Occasionally, that becomes an abject fascination. It's been a while so I imagined that my be a pitfall of a younger mind. Not so. I think all of us need, if not heroes, then touchstones that might just help us understand ourselve...



Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 30 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

You want the truth?

You don't care about the truth, you don't know me.

But here it is anyway. Plain as day, and about the only words I have left in me at the moment.

I'm miserable. Not just because of the depression. I'm miserable because of my life.

I'm a good man. I lead a good, productive, life. I give, I care, I love. That life should make me hap...



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 28 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Monday. Ugh. Me hate Monday. 
Have a good one, anyway!


The Lack Of Good Luck

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 27 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I often think that I don't belong in this universe. It seems like the universe is trying to expel me. I'm so pessimistic about my own abilities. I'm reasonably "successful" in the usual sense, but even so, it seems like almost everything I do or touch turns to sh!t. I get to the point where I don't want to do anything, because past experience over all th...


Wrong Dreams

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 26 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

There's something worst than not realizing a dream; it's having the wrong dream. Because whether you get what you "want" or not, both ways you're screwed.
It's a pretty huge relief to no longer desire women romantically, and embrace homosexuality more. I look back at all those years of useless craving, I'm glad they're over.
It's the second wrong dream I...


Easy Exercise That Helped Decrease My Tics

Posted by Ixeua in Ixeua's Random Thoughts on Things, 26 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I suffer from tics, both vocal and motor.

Last weekend, I started this simple exercise with the goal of reducing my tics. Every time I experience a tic, I slap myself: on the cheek if no one is around or I hit my other hand if someone is there. I don't experience tics while talk...



Posted by chucapabra in chucapabra's Blog, 24 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My skin healed nicely but I am  back at biting in anger. I don't get it.why it's coming back. I can't escape those thoughts :(


The Cat, The Healing

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 24 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm sitting here in the loft watching my kitten make bread (so to speak, the knead thing) on the olden bathrobe from many years past.
Hey, she's happy, that's the main thing...and after I suffered many wounds from her romps I'm glad she's chilling out. Kittens are like that, super kitty for a while then zzzz. Sounds like us? Yep.
For me, I'v...


No Self Esteem Or Do I Really Just Suck

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 23 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I try so hard to convince myself that im something substantial and deserve to be happy. but I struggle big time with this and have for over 10 years. so when people are intentionally mean for a decent amount of time, i question myself that perhaps i dont deserve to be treated with respect that perhaps I am a horrible person. this has been an ongoing bat...


Need Advice And Suggestions

Posted by GoldenEve in GoldenEve's Blog, 22 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Need advice folks,
So here's the situation.
My husband for a while now, has been feeling kind of sick and I dont know how to help him because He's so stubborn, also I would say that he's in denial toward is health. We leave in Ontario, Canada, here we have a good medical system but; sometime we do have to push our family doctor when it come to be...


Feeling Better Today

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 21 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I am finally feeling better today, after days of having a fever that was really high , it broke today, i felt like i was going crazy and my brain  was being fried,
its been rough lately, trying to cope with this illness and also with depression, if it wasn't for some awesome friends, and my sister , i don't think i would be here,
some days i fee...


Been A While, Eh?

Posted by Hotaru in Feeling My Way Through the Dark Night, 17 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Sorry about that.  I started a blog, and also naturally kind of perked up as soon as the weather became good enough for me to get my ass outside and start walking again, so that's what I've been up to.
I'm back here because....welllll.....I guess because I just feel sort of slobbery.  I feel exhausted and sleepy and very sad.  And no...


Me, Myself & Arianette

Posted by Arianette in Blooms of my mind, 15 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I'm always looking for new things to try as a way to alleviate my anxiousness and depression. I'm almost always alone, my family lives 3 hours away, my husbands works a lot and honestly I've never been too good at the whole close friendship thing. Yes, I have friends but we mostly hang out once or twice a month. Basically, I'm used to being by myself, not...


Shame - Drug/alcohol Abuse In My Teens

Posted by Rivers in Rivers' Blog, 12 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

This has been on my mind a lot for the last few months.  I think it will go away, but it keeps coming back, more and more.  I wake up in the middle of the night and think about it.  At times I feel consumed with shame over the drug abuse of my teen years.   I've never told anyone about it in detail.  I feel like it's a secret...


2 July 2014

Posted by Albatross85 in Last Flight of the Albatross, 02 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Over the years I've learned that one of the cruelest forms of self-torture involves worrying over, and ultimately trying to change, things you cannot control.  The concept is even part of the "serenity prayer" that is a key part of recovery programs like AA: "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the th...


So Many Different Medications. I Think I Am A Mess

Posted by lia_domingues in An attempt to shine, 28 June 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Hi all,
It has been a while since the last ime I came here. No that someone cares, but I write about anything anyways.
So, yes, I've been in a lot of different meds lately. I don't know what is doing something and what are the ones that aren't doing anything at all. About two weeks ago I was taking in the morning bupropion 150mg, zoloft 50 m...


Burnt Out

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 27 June 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I am burnt out with all the problems I am having with the union and insurance company.  I was so tired I slept all evening and I missed my Thursday visit at Starbucks. There is a nice lady who works every Thursday and it helps me just talking to her.  I am not expecting anything but just talking to people I like helps me.  
Friday is...


A Lot On...thinking Of Taking A Break.

Posted by boriqa in Boriqa's Blog , 24 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I messaged a member on here a while ago and never heard back; he was a regular contributor - a good one at that - he's just kind of disappeared, and I got to thinking what happened....
...I've been feeling to take a break from it all - internet activity and resources like this, Depression Forums.
We shall see.
There's a lot going on....


Cuts You Up

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 24 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don`t know how to start this.
I haven`t been doing so well.I have no energy and no motivation.Simple everyday tasks seem to take enormous effort.I don`t know what to do.I end up hiding away in my bedroom
I had this heavy weight on my chest.It was my anxiety.I needed relief from my anxiety and all of the thoughts running through this messed...

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