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What Is Wrong With Me?

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 19 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was feeling really poorly about myself lately, all stemming from reaching out to an old acquaintance for the first time in over a great 6 months resistance and not too shockingly, being blown off.
I was trying to reverse the damage by trying to come up with positive attributes about myself to deter my mind from ripping me apart.
I s...


The Stress Of Boredom; Olga The Friendly Hoarder

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 19 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

The Stress Of Boredom; Olga The Friendly Hoarder I've been taking more clonazepram lately, because I have nothing to do, paradoxically.
There are three sources of stress that are due to forms of pauperism: boredom, loneliness, poverty.
What happens to those who experience all three?
I live in a neighbourhood where there are a lot of retired people. They and I are the only people circulating in th...


Physically Sick Tonight

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 18 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Another night of fevers and chills. this can get frustrating, I toss and turn trying to get comfy but I cant, its when this happens that I feel like throwing in the towel
its constant, the fevers may go but they will return I am ignoring the body aches as much as I can, I feel I am falling apart at times,  holding on to the hopes and dreams...


Opened Up.

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I did it. I talked. It all came out. My mom was mad cause I looked at her wrong, and I broke. It was hard, and we talked for hours. My head hurts now... But things are going to get better. While talking, I learned something about my family. Depression isn't uncommon. My mom has it, my dad has it, my brother may have it... What hell, huh? One big, happy fa...



Posted by jackotheshadow in jackotheshadow's Blog, 17 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I've been depressed for several years. I've been suicidal for most of it. In the last few years, I've been losing touch with everyone and everything. This was probably happening in the first place (perhaps one of the reasons I got depressed in the first place), but it's been getting more severe. More specifically, I've spent the last couple years avoiding...



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 16 August 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Camo? Had to laugh when I saw this.


Stop This Madness, I Want Out

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 16 August 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

So after gaining 89 pounds between Geodon and Abilify over the course of a year and a half, I stopped taking Abilify three weeks ago (had already been off Geodon for nine months).  Got Abilify withdrawals, got through it, though not without key people at work now knowing my mental illness (except the DID). Switched successfully back to Haldol which h...



Posted by chucapabra in chucapabra's Blog, 14 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

went to go shopping today. I just felt worse. rude stranger. oh great another thing to add to my rumination. I've found the glow in the sticker. they are very nice. but I wont put all of them. I just worry about someone ripping them off. calling them ridiculous. My rumination is on the top. 


I'm Ok, You're Ok. No, Really... !!!

Posted by RatBoy in RatBoy's Blog, 14 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Just want to reiterate something I've said, and others have said in many different ways before.
I was MADE this way.  I wasn't born depressed.  It's not inherent to my nature.  This is not a birth defect.
Circumstances have made me depressed.
Now, YMMV - there may be some folks out there with genuine innate i...


Misery, In A Place Of Joy

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 11 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am standing here, whispering sweet things into your ear, and I will be here still until the end of time. When my mind and body are gone, I will be here still, if you will be too. And still, I will not be done portraying my appreciation for the wonder of you. I thought I was unlucky in love and now I find it impossible to see how things could have panned...


Not Feeling Well

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 10 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I`m tired so tired but I can`t sleep.I`m feeling horribly anxious right now.All I want right now is to go to sleep and make these horrible feelings go away.I have the incredible urge to self harm right now.I`m trying to fight it.It`s the only way to get relief.I can`t though.I can`t hurt myself tonight but I just want these feelings to go away.All I want...


I Miss You So Much Right Now

Posted by Lucciainthesky in Lucciainthesky's Blog, 10 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm having one of those nights when I miss my ex so much more than I can ever say.
Sometimes when I watch something that we both enjoyed, or hear a song that always reminded me of him, it crushes me.
He was the best thing to ever happen to me. He was always there for me when I needed him. he helpedpushme through so many miserable times and tough st...


I Want And Don't Want At The Same Time

Posted by lia_domingues in An attempt to shine, 08 August 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

yes, I want to write something but at the same time I don't want to. This is how I feel everyday. Always in the middle. I am like that normally but depressed is even worse. However, I am saying I am like that... I should have said I used to be like that.
I just want some freedom from my disease. I think that's all we all want. And I don't think tha...


Life Is Boring

Posted by qwerty21 in qwerty21's Blog, 08 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I was in the hospital for a few days. My time there was fine. I just lied in bed and watched tv. Now I'm back at home. I feel like I have nothing to do.


Past Few Weeks

Posted by Bunlip in Bunlip's Blog, 06 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Well my emotions are a wreck. Feeling good but awful. I completely hate it.
Anyways the good things that happened the last few weeks
-found new bands to listen to
-even a whole genre
-been out of bed
The bad
-emotionally drained
-sore for no reason
-tried minor self harm, liked it, still doing it
-lying to friends about my problems(specially the...


People Make So *#$@$@%!* Sometimes

Posted by 7thHeaveN in Sooooo melodramatic, 01 August 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

They tell me I am selfish. Who? Lots of people. What they all have in common, however, none of them know me unlike the people I see and talk to on a daily basis.
Am I selfish? Oh, I don't know, frankly, I wouldn't care if some super psychologist know-it-all tells me I was.
Why do I have to explain myself to someone I wouldn't even care for? Who am...


I Had An Epiphany

Posted by oVentus in My current state, 31 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

This is going to be a long entry. Apologies in advance.

Yesterday, for no explicit reason, I sat down at the foot of my bed and began to think. I fear the times I do this, because my thoughts always go places I don't like. Right now, I feel like I'm lost in a void. I'm alone and isolated, cut off from everyone else.

I've never had a happy mindset. I've...



Posted by Gisèle in Gisèle's, 31 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Every once in a while, whilst reading, I came across a figure enchanting or inspiring or something enough to want to know more. Occasionally, that becomes an abject fascination. It's been a while so I imagined that my be a pitfall of a younger mind. Not so. I think all of us need, if not heroes, then touchstones that might just help us understand ourselve...


The Lack Of Good Luck

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 27 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I often think that I don't belong in this universe. It seems like the universe is trying to expel me. I'm so pessimistic about my own abilities. I'm reasonably "successful" in the usual sense, but even so, it seems like almost everything I do or touch turns to sh!t. I get to the point where I don't want to do anything, because past experience over all th...


Easy Exercise That Helped Decrease My Tics

Posted by Ixeua in Ixeua's Random Thoughts on Things, 26 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I suffer from tics, both vocal and motor.

Last weekend, I started this simple exercise with the goal of reducing my tics. Every time I experience a tic, I slap myself: on the cheek if no one is around or I hit my other hand if someone is there. I don't experience tics while talk...

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