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Posted by MrMisery in My Life, 18 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

A thousand roads I’ve walked to get here, to become me.
Beaten and battered I stand here with all of the strength of every year I’ve lived, every trial I’ve faced, and every friend I hold dear. With the confidence of a few kind words, uttered in drunken moments.
With the certainty of today, and the hope for tomorrow; I am m...



Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 17 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Tired... I don't know how I managed to drag myself through Monday and Tuesday at work.  It was sleeting this morning, so I called my boss for a ride, since I'm not really crazy about walking through sleet. I guess I sounded so crappy over the phone she told me to stay home.  She's seen me dragging at work the last couple of days, I guess.  So I stay...


Because, I'm Happy? *shrugs*

Posted by MinaTastic in Stay positive, Mina!, 17 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Well, blog, I seem to be in a happy mood today.

I'm excited about a Christmas party this Friday!
Oh boy oh boy oh boy!

Besides that, I've been writing again, which is always a good thing no matter what.

I felt a little sad earlier, but got over it pretty quickly.
I'm worried, once again, about how easily I got sad though.
It just doesn't take much when...


If It's Not This, It's That, Or The Other Thing

Posted by Shmooey in Shmooey's Fort, 17 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Brief background for those who don't know me - I have been white-knuckling through severe agoraphobia since early 2012.  Lost a job over it in August 2012 and spent the next eight months unemployed and in full breakdown.  Finally, a pdoc who was a resident at a teaching hospital saw how much distress I was in in late June 2014, and gave me 0.5 m...


Here, And Now, And Then

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 16 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I am having some weird sights tonight,, the black circles/turtles are going across the carpet as before. Just took Zyprexa from the collection of crazy meds, time to chill.
Later :cat_jumps:


Letters To Rachel

Posted by msunderstood in msunderstood's Blog, 16 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

My best friend is Rachel. 
For as long as I can remember, I've kept a journal, a diary, random thoughts on post its and scratch sheets of paper. I've only made the mistake of burning those pages ONCE. I won't do that again. Destroying those thoughts was a mistake and I learned not to do that. I've told Rachel many times that when I die, she ca...


The New Job Plunge!

Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 16 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

the idea of change is making me extremely anxious. but i know deep down i need to do something. Whether its a new job or have the most difficult & uncomfortable talk with my main boss about how his daughter (the other boss) is making my life miserable.
The talk could go two ways, quite well and i see a change or, could make her resent me more,...


I Want To Be Wanted

Posted by justaguy13 in justaguy13's Blog, 13 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I really wish I could meet someone that wants me. That wants to talk to me and be around me. Someone that is physically attracted to me. I hate being this ugly unattractive mess that I have been my whole life, I want someone to think I look good, or that I'm funny or interesting. I hate the fact I don't mean anything to anyone, that I don't create any fee...


Learning Not To Interpret And React

Posted by bellbottoms in bellbottoms' Blog, 10 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Sometimes I watch buddhist vids on youtube. It always makes sense while I watch and then I make a note to myself to not forget what is said but of course I do anyway and if I remember I probably remember wrong but anyway. I can never remember their eloquent ways of phrasing things and when I try to repeat it it always comes off as clumsy but oh well....


A Girl

Posted by Steel_Wolf in Steel_Wolf's Blog, 02 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, remember that girl i was talking about earlier? well, we have spent a lot of time together now, but im always doubting myself... i don't know... i know she likes me, and i like her, but i always have my doubts... a big thing is, she's 19 in January, and im 16 in a week... you know what its like to watch her drinking alcohol, when you legally...


Mary's Rules Of Mothering

Posted by rainingviolets in rainingviolets' Blog, 02 December 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

At my daughter’s baby shower a book was passed around for all of the guests to write down words of parenting advice for the new mom.  This is what I wrote to my daughter:
Your dad and I had no words of advice or godly examples to follow when we embarked on the adventure of parenting.  My main goal was to do everything the opposit...


Well, I Was Okay.

Posted by No1Cares in My Venting Place, 30 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I need to vent...

I've been doing better since last Wednesday and the busted windshield despite the glass place having to push my appointment to tomorrow instead of this past Friday. Since my mom has off tomorrow and going shopping with a friend, she's dropping my car off at the glass place and her friend is picking her up there and I'm taking her car to...


Dreams: Sign Language; Pledge Of Allegiance

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 28 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Dream 1:
There is a man standing. He seems in his thirties, has a little bit of a beard. He's saying that he is a libertarian and thinks the government should abolish welfare programs. A woman is standing next to him, wearing jeans, about the same age. She turns to him, smiling, and tells him something in sign language. He replies in perfect sign language...


Snow Storm

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 27 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

we are having sort of a snow storm.  it has been snowing since last night and it will end later tomorrow then temperatures will plunge way below the freezing mark.
i shoveled some snow today there is still more to do.
i wanted to cancel my therapist appointment but i felt bad so i asked him to change it to a later time.
i am st...


Day 8

Posted by fe905 in Day by Day, 24 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

The darkness that has enveloped my thoughts for the past few years has gotten worse.
I didn't think it would, or could.
But it has.
Honestly, I'm very scared. There's no other way of putting it.
My family has finally found out how about my "depression" and they have been supporting, up to a certain point. I don't think they quite understand...


Closer To Home

Posted by Mortbane in Mortbane's Miscellany, 24 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Trigger warning: suicide
I haven't blogged here in a long time.  Back in August, I started having panic attacks and went to the doctor for help.  Two things were at work here, my natural anxiety and overmedicated thyroid.  The doctor lowered my dosage and put me on Celexa, which has been absolutely amazing for me.  I'm a nail bi...



Posted by Izz350 in Izz350's Blog, 23 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I pushed myself a little too hard today. I wanted to go out to the movies, so I could spend some time with a friend I hadn't seen in a while; and even though I normally don't leave the house, I really forced myself this time to go out. I pulled myself together to take a shower, and do my hair for the first time in months. I dressed up and put on makeup; a...


Trying To Be Nice To Myself

Posted by tmm0127 in ramblings of an uneasy soul, 19 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Trying To Be Nice To Myself I was cleaning up my thumb drive and went through some pictures my sister took while we were out and about in D.C. back in July. The point of the photos was for her to practice and for me to have recent photos to put up on my OKC profile.
Going through the photos just kind of sent a jolt of disappointment and disgust into my mind and chest. Way bac...


Increased Effexor To 300 Mg

Posted by chickapea in chickapea's Blog, 11 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

So, I saw the psychiatrist last week. She increased my dose of Effexor to 300 mg. It's hard to say what the effects have been so far because at roughly the same time I got a sinus infection. I don't know whether that is good or bad. At least I can feel legitimate about going to the GP and saying I need a few days off work.
I was feeling completely...


I Don't Know

Posted by TheBecoming in TheBecoming's Blog, 10 November 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don't know who or what I am. For so long I have faked my way through life at least I think I have I'm really not sure anymore. I like to think that I am indifferent try to act like it but the truth is harder to find. Some time ago I lost myself I was a robot faking empathy and puppeting human actions and emotions. Somewhere between the muddled mess of a...

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