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Alice Miller Hell

Posted by Hertz in Almost Random, 23 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I wish I could be as open to people in real life as I am in here.
What is a relationship outside of a therapy environment? Maybe it's different because life is not a therapy. Sometimes I feel my life is a long therapy. I heal this, I heal that. I'm free from this, from that.
There is a wall between depression and health in society.



Posted by allalone6 in allalone6's Blog, 22 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

im sure its in my head and all, but i feel like the only person at my work who was nice to me is being very indifferent to me. her sister is our boss and is the one who makes my life at work hell and the two of them have been hanging out more and more lately and since then, has been colder towards me and kinda snappy towards me lately. I tell myself its...


Need Advice And Suggestions

Posted by GoldenEve in GoldenEve's Blog, 22 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Need advice folks,
So here's the situation.
My husband for a while now, has been feeling kind of sick and I dont know how to help him because He's so stubborn, also I would say that he's in denial toward is health. We leave in Ontario, Canada, here we have a good medical system but; sometime we do have to push our family doctor when it come to be...


Feeling Better Today

Posted by in the shadows in in the shadows' Blog, 21 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I am finally feeling better today, after days of having a fever that was really high , it broke today, i felt like i was going crazy and my brain  was being fried,
its been rough lately, trying to cope with this illness and also with depression, if it wasn't for some awesome friends, and my sister , i don't think i would be here,
some days i fee...



Posted by chucapabra in chucapabra's Blog, 18 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

already mid july. I've received my second grade I got a B. so this summer semester I got a B and C. I am happy and relieved. 
But I feel worse.  I always feel tired and sleep at all sort of hours. I did exercise for 1h today. I still have the same bad craving. I did burst into anger today :( at least I am doing my chore. and I found good music...


Been A While, Eh?

Posted by Hotaru in Feeling My Way Through the Dark Night, 17 July 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Sorry about that.  I started a blog, and also naturally kind of perked up as soon as the weather became good enough for me to get my ass outside and start walking again, so that's what I've been up to.
I'm back here because....welllll.....I guess because I just feel sort of slobbery.  I feel exhausted and sleepy and very sad.  And no...


Am I The Only One?

Posted by 20YearsandCounting in 20YearsandCounting's Blog, 16 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Am I The Only One? Am I the only one who thinks this? 


Me, Myself & Arianette

Posted by Arianette in Blooms of my mind, 15 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I'm always looking for new things to try as a way to alleviate my anxiousness and depression. I'm almost always alone, my family lives 3 hours away, my husbands works a lot and honestly I've never been too good at the whole close friendship thing. Yes, I have friends but we mostly hang out once or twice a month. Basically, I'm used to being by myself, not...


If There Is A Heaven

Posted by Gisèle in Gisèle's, 14 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

If there is a heaven...
Home would be a spacious, post-modern fishbowl looking high over Margaret River miles from all but the happy couples, no bigger than dots, strolling on the beach in the distance
With a trove of overpriced shoes that I would carry in my hand like it was 4am on a Sunday morning because my feet would never be sore...


I Think I'm An Alcholic

Posted by T on C in T on C's stuff, 14 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

This is rough. Usually when I drank it'd be when I came home after a 3-5 month at sea. I'd do wild stuff, enjoy my freedom and party hardcore for a month or so.-Then I'd stop and view things differently with clarity. I've been stopping so many issues up it's turned on me. Time to meditate and keep the baddies off my back. Danka DF for the outlet.


Shame - Drug/alcohol Abuse In My Teens

Posted by Rivers in Rivers' Blog, 12 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

This has been on my mind a lot for the last few months.  I think it will go away, but it keeps coming back, more and more.  I wake up in the middle of the night and think about it.  At times I feel consumed with shame over the drug abuse of my teen years.   I've never told anyone about it in detail.  I feel like it's a secret...


Booze And Memories

Posted by MrMisery in Coming Back To Life, 11 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

The past couple of days have been rough. Get out of bed in the morning feeling helpless, muster up all of the strength I've got just to the open the blinds - I figure it's a "**** you" to the depression, casting light throughout the room, that's the only reason I do it. I just want to hide here in darkness, but I can't give it that.
I've drank a lo...


Too Stupid To Be Alive

Posted by JD4010 in JD4010's Blog, 07 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Well, I'll be...another weekend and another drinking extravaganza. I borrowed some movies from the library and got wasted while watching them. Three nights in a row. 
Now it's Monday and I'm back at work. Unable to concentrate on anything. Not that I really want to do anything.
Feeling decidedly worthless. I don't want to be here, but n...


2 July 2014

Posted by Albatross85 in Last Flight of the Albatross, 02 July 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

Over the years I've learned that one of the cruelest forms of self-torture involves worrying over, and ultimately trying to change, things you cannot control.  The concept is even part of the "serenity prayer" that is a key part of recovery programs like AA: "God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the th...


So Many Different Medications. I Think I Am A Mess

Posted by lia_domingues in An attempt to shine, 28 June 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

Hi all,
It has been a while since the last ime I came here. No that someone cares, but I write about anything anyways.
So, yes, I've been in a lot of different meds lately. I don't know what is doing something and what are the ones that aren't doing anything at all. About two weeks ago I was taking in the morning bupropion 150mg, zoloft 50 m...


Burnt Out

Posted by duck in duck's Blog, 27 June 2014 - * * * * * · 0 views

I am burnt out with all the problems I am having with the union and insurance company.  I was so tired I slept all evening and I missed my Thursday visit at Starbucks. There is a nice lady who works every Thursday and it helps me just talking to her.  I am not expecting anything but just talking to people I like helps me.  
Friday is...


A Lot On...thinking Of Taking A Break.

Posted by boriqa in Boriqa's Blog , 24 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I messaged a member on here a while ago and never heard back; he was a regular contributor - a good one at that - he's just kind of disappeared, and I got to thinking what happened....
...I've been feeling to take a break from it all - internet activity and resources like this, Depression Forums.
We shall see.
There's a lot going on....


Cuts You Up

Posted by Lady Mozzer in Lady Mozzer`s Rollercoaster Ride, 24 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

I don`t know how to start this.
I haven`t been doing so well.I have no energy and no motivation.Simple everyday tasks seem to take enormous effort.I don`t know what to do.I end up hiding away in my bedroom
I had this heavy weight on my chest.It was my anxiety.I needed relief from my anxiety and all of the thoughts running through this messed...


Saturday 21. 14

Posted by Bunlip in Bunlip's Blog, 23 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

That day was a turning point in my life.

What happened was that day my parents meet my girlfriend and her parents.
The first half my mum made comments toward my girlfrind, all mean and that hurt me because I love her greatly.
After about 10 minutes I had a panic attack. Which I stepped outside to try to calm down.
Then my mum came outside, instead of com...


It's So Damn Hot...

Posted by Catalan in Catalan's Numbers, 22 June 2014 - - - - - - · 0 views

It's been 85 degrees in my bedroom for the past week. The house is perpetually in a state of high humidity. The air conditioning only comes on at night. Even then I often need a wet towel to get anywhere close to being comfortable. If I have a blanket on me I'll overheat. It's hard to fall asleep when it's this hot. I'm always sweaty. I'm sticky, itchy, t...

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