I've had a panic attack since yesterday and I want to **** myself more than ever today. I can't get death out of my mind.
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Is suicide and how disgustingly fat I am
No one wants to be friends with the fat one
Who would be attracted to me?
Probably some kind of rabies-infected animal
I don't know why I'm still alive
No one wants to be friends with the fat one
Who would be attracted to me?
Probably some kind of rabies-infected animal
I don't know why I'm still alive
it's been a while; looks like the website's been revamped. cool
like is weird. things happened last semester. i'm still at home. i have a boyfriend. i am finding out more about myself.
i now own a nanday conure. he belonged to my sister but she couldn't care for him anymore so now he's mine. right now he's trying so hard not to...
like is weird. things happened last semester. i'm still at home. i have a boyfriend. i am finding out more about myself.
i now own a nanday conure. he belonged to my sister but she couldn't care for him anymore so now he's mine. right now he's trying so hard not to...
But I look at pro-eating disorder websites to remind myself what I could have had if I'd stuck with what I was doingfreshman year. I could be 120 pounds by now. I hate myself
So people will tell me I look nice.
So people can't use my size as a joke.
So people can't treat me like I'm inferior.
So my parents won't remind me I'm gross.
So my sister can't derail an argument with, "At least I'm not fat and ugly."
So my partner will find me attractive and will love me.
So I'll finally look in...
So people can't use my size as a joke.
So people can't treat me like I'm inferior.
So my parents won't remind me I'm gross.
So my sister can't derail an argument with, "At least I'm not fat and ugly."
So my partner will find me attractive and will love me.
So I'll finally look in...
If you want someone else, if you want to ditch, just tell me. I'll let you go. I know I'm a terrible person to be with.
Just go.
Just go.
My girlfriend told me it's okay to tell her when I feel bad enough to be suicidal. Should I tell her about how I feel today? She's had a rough day and I don't want to make it worse, but she said I can trust her. I don't want to hurt her.
Today I wondered if anyone would miss me. I know people would but I feel so insignificant.
Today I wondered if anyone would miss me. I know people would but I feel so insignificant.
I'm tired of whining and complaining so I won't be updating this anymore. I used this to get out my negative feelings, but all my feelings are silly and insignificant, so I shouldn't talk about them. Thank you for reading so far, any of you who bothered with me. This is my last blog post here.
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