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What Should I Do?

Posted by broham , 09 May 2012 - - - - - - · 377 views

I've had a panic attack since yesterday and I want to **** myself more than ever today. I can't get death out of my mind.


All I Ever Think About

Posted by broham , 02 May 2012 - - - - - - · 384 views

Is suicide and how disgustingly fat I am

No one wants to be friends with the fat one

Who would be attracted to me?

Probably some kind of rabies-infected animal

I don't know why I'm still alive


Life Update

Posted by broham , 06 February 2012 - - - - - - · 317 views

it's been a while; looks like the website's been revamped. cool

like is weird. things happened last semester. i'm still at home. i have a boyfriend. i am finding out more about myself.

i now own a nanday conure. he belonged to my sister but she couldn't care for him anymore so now he's mine. right now he's trying so hard not to...


I Shouldn't

Posted by broham , 27 September 2011 - - - - - - · 280 views

But I look at pro-eating disorder websites to remind myself what I could have had if I'd stuck with what I was doingfreshman year. I could be 120 pounds by now. I hate myself



Posted by broham , 19 September 2011 - - - - - - · 201 views

We should break up so you can have more options again


Why In Losing Weight

Posted by broham , 17 September 2011 - - - - - - · 159 views

So people will tell me I look nice.
So people can't use my size as a joke.
So people can't treat me like I'm inferior.
So my parents won't remind me I'm gross.
So my sister can't derail an argument with, "At least I'm not fat and ugly."
So my partner will find me attractive and will love me.
So I'll finally look in...


I Get Those Feelings

Posted by broham , 17 September 2011 - - - - - - · 185 views

If you want someone else, if you want to ditch, just tell me. I'll let you go. I know I'm a terrible person to be with.

Just go.



Posted by broham , 27 August 2011 - - - - - - · 192 views

I hate my body and I want a new one.


A Question

Posted by broham , 27 August 2011 - - - - - - · 184 views

My girlfriend told me it's okay to tell her when I feel bad enough to be suicidal. Should I tell her about how I feel today? She's had a rough day and I don't want to make it worse, but she said I can trust her. I don't want to hurt her.

Today I wondered if anyone would miss me. I know people would but I feel so insignificant.


Stopping This

Posted by broham , 15 January 2011 - - - - - - · 218 views

I'm tired of whining and complaining so I won't be updating this anymore. I used this to get out my negative feelings, but all my feelings are silly and insignificant, so I shouldn't talk about them. Thank you for reading so far, any of you who bothered with me. This is my last blog post here.

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