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Lump+Bitter+Heavy

Posted by teasips , 26 March 2013 - - - - - - · 96 views

I've been quite 'ok' these few weeks.  
I almost dare to use the word, -happy.  
But I remind myself my own words that I've uttered not long ago.  
   
"I have to keep checking myself. Make sure I do things to uplift myself so that I don't fall too deep in when I'm sad. At the same time, I have to double check my happy moments. Am I too happy? I'm co...


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Work Gossips

Posted by teasips , 18 March 2013 - - - - - - · 123 views

Colleague L of almost 3 years, plays a substantial part in my life.
Both of us have resigned from our respective fields ( we both hold degree papers) and found working in this very sedentary, and almost menial work to be conducive for our situation.
(Both of us had history in breaking down at previous workplaces.)
Also, we share the similar approach to...


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Letter To Younger Self

Posted by teasips , 11 March 2013 - * * * * - · 161 views

This is a therapeutic idea I got off the Internet.  
This is the letter I'm writing to the 10 years younger-self.  
   
Hey you.  
Things are going to get real rough.  
The pain that you feel now is going to get worse.  
Horribly worst.  
And you will think you wouldn't survive.  
You'd think that suicide would be your ultimatum.  
   
But no....


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Past K*ll*ng Me

Posted by teasips , 21 February 2013 - - - - - - · 140 views

Had a little disagreement with my father this morning.As I was driving to work, my mind kept replaying my unhappy past with him.So so so much anger and grief.I guess because I drive to work everyday, the route was on autopilot for me.I wasn't paying attention.I upset another driver just when I was about to turn into the building where I work.She honk...


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Happy Karaoke

Posted by teasips , 08 February 2013 - - - - - - · 176 views

Colleague (M), who is also a friend, was feeling rather stressed out and made impromptu plans for a karaoke session among people from the workplace.   I felt rather honoured that I was among the invited.     It was fun.  It feels nice to sing with other non-judgemental and shameless *wink* people in a private room.  For 3 hours, we were in...


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Mq

Posted by teasips , 02 January 2013 - - - - - - · 201 views

I incidentally switched on the radio and heard a very famous geomancy professional  (fortune teller) on interview. The Deejays were asking about his personal life and if he now understood the deeper meaning of his hardships in his past."No, no. Like what I always say. Never question the karmic reasons of the difficulties in your life. That...


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Let It Go

Posted by teasips , 19 December 2012 - - - - - - · 127 views

Let It Go When I'm depressed, the past crept up to me and fill me with guilt.
Some justifiable, but mostly are exaggerated, to the point of nonsensical.
Depression and guilt are powerful partners in making sure I'm miserable.

Currently, I'm trying out a new method of forgiving myself, letting go of the past by forgiving others.
Each time I forgive...


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Hope Survives

Posted by teasips , 26 November 2012 - - - - - - · 134 views

There's a Professor whom I always meet at the staff lounge, simply because both of us enjoy spending our break time at the place very much.
We were watching the news, and I commented just how amazing some people are in coping with their life obstacles.
"If I were in her shoes, I'd just lie there and cry in pain," I...


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I Saw This On Fb

Posted by teasips , 25 October 2012 - - - - - - · 157 views


A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill.

In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20...


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The Morning Still Comes

Posted by teasips , 22 October 2012 - - - - - - · 154 views

Had a bad, dark morning.
But it lightened up the moment I see the 3-year-old showed me the Gangnam move.
So cute...

Then, went to see a doctor to get an MC.
The doctor recommended a new med for my...






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