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Choked On Nerves
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jojin
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15 July 2012
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So I woke up feeling good. I had a sure plan that I would be able to really do some sales at work. I was really going to approach people this time. Anyway, I was fine and then as soon as my shift started and I saw the crowd, I froze. Everytime I tried to approach someone, my throat tightened and the words just wouldn't come. I felt sick most of the time. It wasn't too hot today, so I know it was the heat. Pure anxiety.
Anyway, I'm disappointed today. My supervisor saw me leaving after my shift and asked if I was okay because I looke "out of it". I said I was fine, like I normaly do.
I didn't want to the family I'm staying with. The children have no repect for my privacy and i usually just hide in my room. Even now, I want to get out and go somewhere else, but I'd just be alone then and too anxious around other people.
I feel tired right now. I almost fell asleep on the train back. I'm going to try and write and maybe I'll draw later.
Anyway, I'm disappointed today. My supervisor saw me leaving after my shift and asked if I was okay because I looke "out of it". I said I was fine, like I normaly do.
I didn't want to the family I'm staying with. The children have no repect for my privacy and i usually just hide in my room. Even now, I want to get out and go somewhere else, but I'd just be alone then and too anxious around other people.
I feel tired right now. I almost fell asleep on the train back. I'm going to try and write and maybe I'll draw later.
I hope you do some drawing. I find that very helpful when I'm stressed out.
We are here for you Jojin!