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Holiday Blues

Posted by DarkRain , 13 December 2012 - - - - - - · 113 views

This always happens. Whenever I finally get some free time I don't know what to do with myself. I could be making something with my clay, drawing like I should, or doing photography. But I'm just sitting here wondering what to do. I don't even know how to make a list of things I want to do. I guess I'm just overwhelmed and out of habit?...


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Upset My Mom Again

Posted by DarkRain , 24 November 2012 - - - - - - · 105 views

I don't know how I do it. We were talking about when I have my next orthodontist appointment which is the 28th of December. I said I wasn't sure when fall quarter ended but it probably didn't go into December and that we wouldn't have a schedule conflict since I was taking an online class for winter quarter. Somewhere along the way I upset...


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Kickstarter

Posted by DarkRain , 21 November 2012 - - - - - - · 88 views

I love Kickstarter. It seems like such a good place for artists to get started with their creative projects. I've already backed two of my favorite authors on there and it made me feel good to give support to them and their projects. I wonder if someday I ever create a project, it'll be me on there?


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I Think Maybe....

Posted by DarkRain , 09 November 2012 - - - - - - · 160 views

My stomach is developing some sort of intolerance to meat or processed products now. I had some little cocktail weiners wrapped in breadstick dough for dinner tonight. Didn't intend it to be the main dish but that's how it ended up. I feel like puking now. I sometimes have an upset stomach after eating fast food too. Not always, but sometimes. I...


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Just Wanted To Share

Posted by DarkRain , 01 November 2012 - - - - - - · 103 views

I just wanted to share two songs that impacted me a lot. The First is 'Suffer' by VNV Nation.

Hours from sunrise, here in the heart of darkness
Where even demons fear to tread
Restraints that hold you down and render you helpless
Behind the wall that I was climbing

You with the broken wings, you the sinner
You, the patron saint of self-inflicted...


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Exhausted

Posted by DarkRain , 29 October 2012 - - - - - - · 158 views

School really wears me out. Having to deal with people and perform wears me out. I woke up tired and cranky this morning, I had a bit of an aura before I fell asleep so I think I had a migraine last night while I was sleeping. Migraines just ruin the day for me. I also realised that Samhain/Dia de los Muertos is only a few days away as is NaNoWriMo....


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Feeling Like A Fake

Posted by DarkRain , 19 October 2012 - - - - - - · 134 views

This is something that I've struggled with for quite a while. Quite often I'll feel like I'm a fake and that someone will eventually call me out for it. Things I write and post (not here) sound cheesy or falsely exuberant to me. I feel that I'll be made fun of for being good at things or liking certain things. I'm afraid of being called...


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Metalhead And Metalmouth Too! ;-)

Posted by DarkRain , 10 October 2012 - - - - - - · 227 views

Finally got my braces on today. I was originally scheduled to get them back in August but one thing led to another (two failed attempts at getting me numb for root canal, sent to sedation dentist to get it done, going back twice for my crown) and it got pushed back to October. They only did the top today since I was gagging a lot and they decided to let me...


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Struggling

Posted by DarkRain , 07 October 2012 - - - - - - · 174 views

Really struggling with my gender issues today. I try not to think about it because there's no way I can look any other way without srs. No amount of clothing or binding can hide things and it just frustrates me that I have to look like this. I've been reading a graphic novel series called Wandering Son and it follows two middle school students one...


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Dental Experience

Posted by DarkRain , 25 September 2012 - - - - - - · 136 views

The first positive dental experience I can ever remember. I had a root canal and had to have a crown. All through it the dentist and assistants were very nice to me and polite. They asked me if I was happy the way my crown looked and if I wanted anything else done. They asked me if I was happy and if not what they could do to make me happy.
I...






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