I Can Do Anything I Put My Mind To

Soooo, read my last blog before you read this to get caught up.
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Now, guess what? He dumped me. I was begging him not to and everything else. Then everything he said just made it feel stupid. I gave up. I let him break up with me. Then I made him feel like s***. Yeah, probably kind of immature and dumb. But I was p*****. I was putting everything into him. And a song for us would have been Payphone by Maroon 5. It's been stuck in my head for days and I love it. But yeah. I do miss him. But I'm done trying and being pathetic about it. And i've been considerably happy since he did. For the most part at least. And my mom is back in the province. So. I get to spend more time with her as well which is probably helping. I think I'm going to the gym tomorrow. I've gained like 10lbs. UGH. What actually made me give up was the fact that he was saying stuff like 'I don't want to see you tomorrow, or ever" OOOH. And he dumped me over text. TROLOLOLOL. Classy, eh? Annnd. Most of the reason of why he dumped me cause I was depressed and stressing him out. He actually pretty much didn't want to help me. After our banter. I got over it. And countered with.
"I'm so mad it's not even funny. I AM s*** without you. But I'm goig to hold my head high and move the f*** on. Cause I obviously have no hope in hell. So, it doesn't matter what I say now. Cause we're done. You don't want me and I have to gtfo (get the f*** over) it." He calmed down after that. And I think me telling him that I wasn't going to try anymore and that I am going to hold my head high and be the best person I can be. I want to make something of myself. I want to show everyone who told me I can't that I can do whatever I put my mind to.